A delve into my experience of giving into the comfort of a vice and overcoming the aftermath that always follows. #upcomingartist #songwriter #hiphop #rap #fyp #illinois #chicago #independent #artist #audio #unedited #underground #bandlab

Way Too Much(prod. lock) rough draft August 29 2024

Back Seat(prod. shango) rough draft Oct 29 2024

Soul King(prod. 2lz) rough draft Nov 05 2024

There Aint No Stoppin Me(prod. Lucas Scharff) rough draft Jan 09 2025

Pleasure without principle will lead to your downfall

Pleasure(prod. flowers in narnia) rough draft Dec 20 2024

poppin all these xanax i ain’t geeked 
poppin all these xanax i ain’t peaked 
poppin all these xanax i been weak 

poppin all these xanax i ain’t geeked im losin feelin 
losin thoughts i end up lost in astral charts ain’t got no ceilin 
know my floor mat smell like liquor she too lit her vodka spillin 
tryna end up wit a love to end my life as long as god willin 

i got a gods will in me so i don’t stop sinnin 
say my world it just move too fast but i stopped spinning 
she think my ride rented 
but all 4 sides tinted 
so she take her top off like my roof got jemini grinnin 

defensive tank stayin safe no bank 
rollin up some stank while i rank up i don’t win slow 
don’t know what to think or who to thank 
for all my time i stayed makin sure i’m straight i know sometimes i misdose 

city bitches shakin ass up out the windows 
if they hate im understanding cause they wins low 
heart is icy fall out wit me it’s a big slope 
she enticin but her lies they give me slim hope 

got a slim hoe n she love to eat got my attention 
he go ape shit takin percs j like he play ascension 
i need equals for my friends no i don’t need a henchman 
if i fuck up makin sure i always heed a lesson 

ridin where i used to stay 
roamin that’s my soberin my drive it carries me 
the night it get so pretty but i love the light of day 
if i could then i would never sleep i got so much to say 

but i have no way to 
so i write ain’t savin face 
demons hope i run i know they always crave a chase 
so why do i run away 
i try to stand my ground too high there’s nothing under me 
losin balance fallin back into my coffin where i lay 
im outer space im outa frame takin time completin healin 
know her face it’s hauntin me take what’s mine if she can feel it 
drivin through an open lane not surpirsed no competition 
facin you im runnin backwards overlap your coalition 

poppin all these xanax i ain’t geeked 
poppin all these xanax i ain’t peaked 
poppin all these xanax i been weak 
poppin all these xanax i ain’t geeked 
poppin all these xanax i ain’t geeked 
poppin all these xanax i ain’t geeked 
poppin all these xanax i ain’t geeked 
poppin all these xanax i ain’t geeked

Geeked(prod.rayoffkey) rough draft Oct 15 2024

gucci smell on my body 
prada shades they hide my eyes 
no response don’t hide ur lies but i’m not rlly surprised 
knew you’d do me wrong figured that i just had a bit more time 
but now i’m lookin back i’m always the second in line 
so i can’t stay here no more i’m gon have to step aside 
it hurts me more than u could know i try to leave w some my pride 
all that money i spent no regrets it’s a part of life 
but all the time that we spent it still stays inside my mind 

drugs in my body all these problems ain’t gon stop me 
plugs phone on silent text another know he got me
all my drugs they know they got me 
do they abuse me or do i abuse myself wit all this poppin 

never popular i hid in school hid xans in pockets 
i ain’t innocent im ridiculed but i don’t stop it 
cause all my enemies are inner mes immoral with a moral conscience 
they hands block all over me still ballin like 
im luka doncic 

im scared that i’ll lose to chronic 
i ain’t confused but i don’t who to trust no options startin to lose my logic 
textin my plug for some more cause without em feel stripped of my power pulled right out the socket 
hardened my training i score every fourth i go harder than hard like harden on the rockets 

healin these cuts n these sores i don’t care bout scars as a kid know they mocked em 
dealin wit stress in my core im distracted then store it but i overstock it 
live in a world i explore but i keep myself locked behind doors like im scared of a coffin 
the struggles acknowledged was money when i was a youngin thought i could fix all wit some profit 

now i know better from watchin 
inside where i gotta squash em 
cause if i have peace wit myself i don’t care what you think if you want hate me often 
i stay high but sick of the coughin 
your special if you see me softened 
3 side wasn’t made accidental a seed in my mental n turned to a prophet 

gucci smell on my body 
prada shades they hide my eyes 
no response don’t hide ur lies but i’m not rlly surprised 
knew you’d do me wrong figured that i just had a bit more time 
but now i’m lookin back i’m always the second in line 
so i can’t stay here no more i’m gon have to step aside 
it hurts me more than u could know i try to leave w some my pride 
all that money i spent no regrets it’s a part of life 
but all the time that we spent it still stays inside my mind 

gucci smell on my body yeah 
gucci smell on my body prada shades they hide my eyes yeah
no response don’t hide your lies yeah 
but no im not rlly surprised

Prada Shades(prod. PERCY) rough draft Oct 04 2024

my brain is violent 
takin xans can’t put on autopilot 
my pain is violet 
purple bruises on my body 
no peace and quiet 
the voices love to sit beside me
more like inside me 

i feel like a zombie 
all these drugs they take control nah they don’t stop me 
they just watch me 
watchin me get nauseous 
from the noxious 
jim carrey im mockin 
green mask my pain but don’t stop it 

i had to step back like im harden on the rockets 
maxin out my profit 
maxin out my pockets 
askin if i got a maxim morals they don’t stop me 
i know what i do is wrong repentin after shoppin 
take it to the grave i take her love when it get rocky 
she noticin my pain these drugs they beat me like i’m rocky 
never fall it’s not my call im livin til im dropping 
tryna make a impact more i live the more im dropping 

droppin so im livin after death i had to swap it 
memory is all i want i feel like i’m forgotten 
im scared to be forgotten 
no goodnight text just text me when you’re up the voices use anxiety to keep me n drugs locked in

my brain is violent 
takin xans can’t put on autopilot 
my pain is violet 
purple bruises on my body 
no peace and quiet 
the voices love to sit beside me
more like inside me 

i feel like a zombie 
all these drugs they take control nah they don’t stop me 
they just watch me 
watchin me get nauseous 
from the noxious 
jim carrey im mockin 
green mask my pain but don’t stop it 

 
standin on my money cabinet empty had to stock it 
my demons lookin short but they is strong they lookin stocky 
waitin for they perfect chance to leave my brain n pop me 
but i’ll never let them leave if death is how i stop them

violent(prod. 2lz) rough draft Mar 02 2024

color mixed green i light 
money wear a blue stripe cause it leads my problems 

only seein green my lights 
only red in sight is your brakes stay on em 

only one king one life 
but i gained more twice same soul ain’t bought em 

more than one ring like mike 
if you tryna throw strikes switch leagues like jordan 

your money boring 
my money sacred 
over important 
your money home late 
you’re losin courtship 
hit up my mom like i’m tryna pay mortgage 

really tryna live kinda simple 
i ain’t new to no shortage 
she know she gon cum from my temple 
i ain’t new to no shorties 

she open my eyes feel fully awake i been so used to them low 
i act so surprised but i’m always baked try holdin me down when i float 
stay puffin so much that it feel like im livin inside of moncler buyin coats 
stay puffin so much that it feel i got me a sponge cleanest drip on a boat 

livin for fun gotta do what i can cause it ain’t only up on the rise 
lil shorty a model she got a fat ass so she know that it’s up when she rise

bad bitch still wear a disguise 
bad bitch gon follow my guise 
bad bitch gon swallow my guys 
yeah triple sides 

got j’s i ain’t talkin my size 
rocked j’s since i been walkin ‘05
hog plays in my way gettin hog tied 
all day gettin to it up all night 

don’t matter where im finna go as long as im reachin my prime 
how long do i got i don’t know i just keep on chiefin this prime 

color mixed green i light 
money wear a blue stripe cause it leads my problems 

only seein green my lights 
only red in sight is your brakes stay on em 

only one king one life 
but i gained more twice same soul ain’t bought em 

more than one ring like mike 
if you tryna throw strikes switch leagues like jordan

TMNT(prod. HEYARNOLD) rough draft Feb 12 2025

yeah i can imagine
one little boy
a little toy
before i gained my magic 
imagination 
always coy 
used to keep it tragic 
feelin love without a ploy 
like ma can you imagine 

retire early passion work 
like ma can you imagine
abundance law wit self control 
like ma can you imagine 
your son survivin til eyes close 
like ma can you imagine 
no need to imagine 

manifestin after prayer ensures the greatest outcome 
a grateful outlook 
opposite 3rd son but middle 
malcom 
in my mind my centered side where prey(pray) sits under falcons
birds eye view is blind a ceiling sky need higher helping 

along wit melodie’s my tools to findin inner peace 
it’s fuck my past 
my 7 sins personified sail 7 seas 
a distance still from elder me 
a rocky boat don’t welter me 
so pray for me n manifest you never ever sever me 
cause 

selfish tendencies ain’t bad til bridges gettin burned 
never thought of futures now im high avoiding every turn 
cross it when we get to it self sabotage i never learn 
cross a better influence just improvement what heaven yearns 

pages full of steps ive taken as more days acquired
grateful for my lessons as i lessen green but don’t retire 
moderation what a life to live it more requires 
prior worldly values plagued by suffering dilutes desires 

so im takin time to understand n master me 
a trinity that’s holey but my title still your majesty
mind over matter thoughts hold power i imagine peace 
a lonely end i won’t bring forth i try to stop imagining 
but

yeah i can imagine
one little boy
a little toy
before i gained my magic 
imagination 
always coy 
used to keep it tragic 
feelin love without a ploy 
like ma can you imagine 

retire early passion work 
like ma can you imagine
abundance law wit self control 
like ma can you imagine 
your son survivin til eyes close 
like ma can you imagine 
no need to imagine 

like ma can you imagine 
money-stress free 
like ma can you imagine 
become the best me 
like ma can you imagine 
a drive for life without a key
like ma can you imagine

a way of life without a toll 
like ma can you imagine 
a healthy body mind and soul 
like ma can you imagine 
your son survivin til eyes close 
like ma can you imagine 
no need to imagine

Ma can you imagine?(prod. Angelo Imani) rough draft Feb 27 2025

why she keep pressin me i know i ain’t her main man 
she don’t even know my name act like a paid fan 
she always ready yeah i know she tryna drain jem 
got her pussy overflowin got her drain jammed 
want her drain jammed 
bitches wanna drain jem 
want her drain jammed 
bitches wanna drain jem 
want her drain jammed 
bitches wanna drain jem 
want her drain jammed 
bitches wannna drain jem 

bitches spinnin like a beyblade yeah
im tryna blow up n maybe stay up wit the same bae 
i got horsepower bitch i love to make hay 
i roll up loud then roll up loud but not the same way 

why did i go n do it if i ain’t have to go n do it 
why you start acting stupid your pride round me is so diluted 
but you’re so smart to lose it you tryin me you’re so deluded 
why would you go n do it if you ain’t have to go n do it 

she keep on callin me the greatest actions go n prove it 
accept it humbly cause who am i to go dispute it 
she never call you shit
behind yo back nicknamed you foolish 
im greedy with that card n i’ll sin(cardinal sin) but i ain’t from st. louis

a little east the middle I ain’t talkin third me 
i mean near chi a little drive i hit my third scene 
im never dry but love to keep my hoes all thirsty 
off her vodka she get feisty first to thirst me 

cod killcam im first to third g 
stacked podium you’re worse than worst me 
yo bitch copy all my moves she love to slurp me 
slap her when i fuck her but she ain’t turn back to kirby 
hah

why she keep pressin me i know i ain’t her main man 
she don’t even know my name act like a paid fan 
she always ready yeah i know she tryna drain jem 
got her pussy overflowin got her drain jammed 
want her drain jammed 
bitches wanna drain jem 
want her drain jammed 
bitches wanna drain jem 
want her drain jammed 
bitches wanna drain jem 
want her drain jammed 
bitches wannna drain jem

Drain Jammed(prod. RayOffkey) rough draft Jan 22 2025

only line that i be on is my GT
GT-line kia i ain’t talkin DB
lightin shit that gets so loud you think it’s tnt 
im a wiz wit that

im a wiz wit that boomstick DB
ima wiz wit the reefa triple cabin fever 
as a kid bad surroundings for a habit leecher 
school of rock school of life never had teachers 

still learned to chop beats i think i had sensei 
kid me gone(gon) so i learned zetsu couldn’t sense me 
started rappin fore i thought i could make pen pay 
lonely child knockin speakers don’t tempt me 

i know she love to hold my slime like shion 
can’t compare me what’s a king to a peon 
stayin humble stayin just money freedom 
so i’ll still treat you like a son i put the beat on 

i got a bad one n she love to go n hit knees 
i got a sad one n she lovin that im 6 feet 
she wait in line im knowin that she miss me 
i never wait in line cause 

only line that i be on is my GT
GT-line kia i ain’t talkin DB
lightin shit that gets so loud you think it’s tnt 
im a wiz wit that boomstick DB

ima wiz wit the reefa triple cabin fever 
as a kid bad surroundings for a habit leecher 
school of rock school of life never had teachers 
ima wiz wit that fifa it was nice to meet ya

GT-Line(prod. SUNSET*) rough draft Jan 22 2025

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