lyrics:

it's so embarrassing
i'm so careful in front of the camera lens
oh, what if i just give them something to laugh about?
and i'm always imagining
the worst case scenario to happen
i can't say the wrong thing if i don't open my mouth

i learned my lesson
and by now
i know not to throw stones
from a glass house
if only i knew then what i know now
and oh, they make me question
my choices
they all made you disappointed
and i would help myself if i knew how

but it's hard to swallow pride
when they all want to watch me choke
what once was light
no longer glows
and it feels like
i'm the punchline to all their jokes
twisting every word i spoke
it's not true, i know
but I can't let the feeling go

i found a bullet wound
in my foot again
i'm the one
with the bloody hands
i'm the victim
and the suspect
never let my guard down in public
and i
looked on the bright side you told me to find
i didn't see anything i liked
no, i can't fail if i don't try

but it's hard to swallow pride
when they all want to watch me choke
what once was light
no longer glows
and it feels like
i'm the punchline to all their jokes
twisting every word i spoke
it's not true, i know
but I can't let the feeling go

i can't afford to make mistakes
they're watching every move i make
yeah i rehearse the words i say
so many times
i backspaced a cry for help
that's all typed out in lowercase
i told myself i'd try to change
so many times
so many times

i learned my lesson
and by now
i know not to throw stones
from a glass house
if only i knew then what I know now
oh, they make me question
my choices
they all made you disappointed
and i would help myself if i knew how

but it's hard to swallow pride
when they all want to watch me choke
what once was light
no longer glows
and it feels like
i'm the punchline to all their jokes
twisting every word i spoke
it's not true, i know
but i can't let the feeling go
but i can't let the feeling go
i can't let the feeling-

lights, camera, action

punchline

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Goldship [WE DIE YOUNG vol.7]

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