Stains

Thought it would sink in, I thought it would feel right, I wish I'd quit thinking, I wish it would seal tight, my mind keeps on turning it won't sit still, I'd keep moving but I lost my will.
Two ways to see it, I once had a feeling that I wouldn't free it, that I'd be alone dealing with the pain, its a loss, its a permanent stain. 

I can't heal you, I can't break through, its everything you did. Push me farther, make it less harder, will it always feel this way?

Caught in the rhythm, it spins and I feel sick, another black ribbon, my childhood went by quick, it was hard, to face, always struggled to find my place.
If we could hold on to everything thats lost, we wouldn't be sold on with our souls at cost, its the price some pay, living in the world today. 

I can't heal you, I can't break through, its everything, you did, push me farther, 
make it less harder, will it always feel this way?

I can't heal you, I can't break through, I can't heal you, I can't break through
I can't heal you, I can't break through, I can't heal you, I can't break through.

I can't heal you, I can't break through, nightmares hit so hard that they wake you, somethings wrong I forget to breathe, then I lose my drive for the thing I need, I wish that dreams didn't take so long, to come true, alone at night, drink a few too many take a couple swigs of Henny yeah I'm having plenty, just another night, got a few songs to write, I'm getting tired though, to be real, of all of these things I feel, and of seeing my family lose faith in me cause I haven't signed a deal. 

Push me farther, make it less harder, will it always feel this way?

 © As Was 2016

Stains

The Boy Who Died Wolf

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