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I’m 21 
Worried about friends and having fun
I’m an adult in the eyes of the whole world

I’ve a been a girl
I’ve been a teen
And the whole time
I was just me

I’ve been a girl
I’ve been myself
And sometimes not
( sometimes not )

Worry about getting good grades
Worry about getting your car washed 
( worry about financial aid )
Worry about your little siblings

Don’t worry about love
Don’t worry about love 
Don’t worry about love

don’t worry about love - demo

Lyrics:
There’s something about the never ending charm of being alive
I take a deep breath suddenly it all feels feels alright 

Ruby always wrote so many songs about you 
You could make me or break me
Like I’m one of your rules

I’m not always proud of myself 
I see you on the back of my eyelids
And I speak you under my breath

Bed bugs etched inside my brain
Bites that spread as they infect 
Cut off the pulse as it collects
Wrap a bandage around my head

In my head, I try them on
I wear them like a dress
A pair of red tab Levi’s
Or a pretty necklace 
An old lady wore as she went to sleep…

One last breath
One last dream

Its’s you.
The one I’d save a seat for…

I saw her in my dreams and now I can’t get out of her sight
Memories of a child on a beach trying to to survive

Isn’t it true, all of the things that they said?
Your dreams are a reflection of the thoughts in your head 

It’s a mystery to me
So I’m on my knees begging for mercy
Or for some Benadryl  

Bed bugs etched inside my head
Bites that spread as they infect 
Cut off the pulse as it collects
Wrap a bandage around my head
(Around my head, around my head, around my head)

Melatonin, serotonin, dopamine,
So many things to help me sleep 

Melatonin, serotonin, dopamine,
So many things to help me sleep 

Melatonin, serotonin, dopamine,
I need so many things to help me sleep

bed bugs - demo

different - demo

who’s gonna want me now? - demo

walk the dog
get the laundry done
grocery store 
late night shopping

fill my tank
need an oil change
and procrastinate
my appointments 

even when you’re not with me 
i can’t help thinking about you

get in the car
i won’t go too far 
don’t wanna start
what i can’t finish 

a pair of shoes
platform leather boots
i’ll wear them soon
at your party

even when you’re not with me 
i can’t help thinking about you
even when i stay busy
you invade my every thought 

and i watch movies
to feel close to you
but we never talk about them
because you’re busy and i’m not

so i’ll fill my tank
get an oil change
and procrastinate
my appointments

even when you’re not (demo)

cover of ugly brunette by horse jumper of love

lucy in the garden