I was sick when I recorded this so it doesn't sound very much like me lol.
prod. by @sundaemoon,
mixed and mastered by @halberd-3000.

lyrics:
yeah i remember the bad days
they always stick out more it got me feelin' maleficent
i mean mediore, we argued 'bout that word that day
i was too dumb to figure out what you were tryna say
but anyway
you checked my phone and saw something you didnt like
i never understand what make fly off the handle
but whatever it was, it was too much to handle
i saw your smile drain before my eyes and you jumped back
away from me
i pull you close tryna keep from leaving like the other night
but, youre not movin' and i know its not my fault
cuz if it was i think you might vault away and fly
you lean backwards off my bed let ya' head hang
i ask "whatcha doin" in my ignorance of what ya' feelin'
you said "it clears my head but it isnt workin'"
i dunno what to say to that, i never do
now im holdin' you against my chest
hopin' that you'll use me as your bulky wooden armor crest
i hate to see the tears swell up in your eyes as they flitter about the room
but i've still got no fucking idea what to do
so i just try and pull you tighter
but you fall back and then just lie there
i stare at your face at the features that speak in the silence
hopin' that there's somethin' i can do about this unjust violence
tears welling up stronger and in me now
i hold mine back so i can be your rock
and then you ask "do you ever worry about fucking this up?"


yeah, yeah i do

but i remember the good times
the never been happier times
the i would never tell a lie to you times
they keep comin and i know that there's more
because a bad time only helps appreciate the good ones more
and ive never been more
in love with you
than when youre furious with me tearing up in my arms
i know it sounds weird
but what i mean is i feel that connection
that 'even though times are tough ill never give you up' type shit
cuz your eyes are like home that smile the sun and i love the notes of your tone
yeah you got me and im yours wholly
yeah i got you and your mine ruling
and together we're one big mess
in love
signed yours truly

shaken: a letter (+sundae)

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hellloooo, this is my cover of lovers rock by tv girl !! it's a bit rough but i hope you all enjoy :)

lovers rock (a cover)

Made piano sheets for this one, check it out if you're interested (:
https://ko-fi.com/post/Spumoni-Piano-Sheet-Music-V7V2146DA

spumoni

dunno if i will do anything with this song

L8er (demo)

rough draft i lub u guys thank you for sticking around 4 so long <3

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Making a habit of improvising a piece or two (almost) every day. Sometimes they might be a preexisting composition, or an original tune, or a totally free improvisation. They usually won't sound polished - these are documents of me working things out - but sometimes cool stuff happens.

Forget

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