After months and months of trying, I think I've finally written the perfect song for how I've been feeling... The Lord provides. :)

LYRICS:

I look into your eyes
They shine so blue
Wonder what you're thinking now
Wonder if you knew

And I know I was dumb
And probably wrong

Chorus
I'm sorry for anything that I said that pushed you away
I didn't want to hurt you 'cause I'd never dream of that, but
In my life I have not succeeded in finding a love so true
I didn't expect for you to just toss it aside and forget
No, I didn't
No, I didn't

Now when I look at you
I see the hard truth
But before I go on
May I just say this one thing?
I thank you, yes I thank you
For coming into my life

And I know I was dumb
And I was probably wrong

Chorus

Bridge
Now don't think you'll get off easy
You're half of the blame
But that doesn't mean I hate you
If anything I just want your name

Chorus 2
But you still refuse to speak to me even after a move so bold
And it takes a special kind of person to leave someone else in the cold
And I know it was dumb but just hear me: you never know 'til you try
You didn't need to ignore me; you could have just took my hand
But you didn't
No, you didn't

You look into my eyes
But they don't shine

I Didn't (Original Song)

Apologies for any voice-breaking. I was sick when I recorded this and was a bit too lazy to re-record another track. ;)

Hope you enjoy! :)

LYRICS:

Winter approaches and you're still alone
He's been in your mind chasing thoughts and feelings
All the dreams that you've had for the next five long years
Are breaking down under his hand
He doesn't want to understand

Chorus
You need to take control of this and give it to God
'Cause he'll take care of it and you know he'll give you what you need
You know it's hard especially when you run the risk of never feeling that way again
But let go, just let go, please let go and
Give it to God

Don't stop believing that it will work out in the end
'Cause you know he's going through stuff you know you can't understand
And all the dreams that you've had for the next five long years
Will soon break down under his hand because he can't quite understand

Chorus

Bridge
He's just so perfect, yes it's true
But God's got bigger plans for you
And don't start to think that his love goes extinct
The Lord provides, the Lord provides

Christmas approaches and you're still alone
He's still in your mind chasing thoughts and feelings

Chorus (x2)

Give It to God (Original Song)

20 points if you can guess who this one's for :)

Lyrics:

Don't tell me that who you are today is who you're meant to be
'Cause I know all you're tryna do is get attention
What was it like before you came into the spotlight?
Were you genuine like you are in interviews?
Or were you waving your tongue around?

'Cause I've been watching you for all these years
And I know who you really are is not what appears onstage today
Don't say I'm wrong. 'Cause you know just as much as I
Your attitude destroyed some chances and you,
You kissed those worlds goodbye
Because you, you're self-destructive
In the eyes of normal human beings who
Wonder what goes through, through your mind

Did you believe that there's a God out there who loves you 'til the end?
I'm really curious. It looks like you've abandoned it
Just letting you know that I defended you all through your mistakes
Don't try to act like you're queen on top of the world, 'cause

'Cause I've been watching you for all these years
And I know who you really are is not what appears onstage today
And don't give me that excuse of who you just might be
'Cause it's not true what you think it could be is your sexuality
Because you, you're self-destructive
In the eyes of normal human beings who
Wonder what goes through, through your mind

Ooh-ooh

Do you recall how you felt that day you got that leading role
That made you someone that you coulda never known?
And don't ever forget that where you started from put you at the top
Don't be ungrateful like so many before you

'Cause I've been watching you for all these years
And I know who you really are is not what appears onstage today
Don't say I'm wrong. 'Cause you know just as much as I
Your attitude destroyed some chances and you, you kissed those worlds goodbye
Because you, you're self-destructive
In the eyes of normal human beings who
Wonder what goes through, through your mind

Ooh-ooh

Self-Destructive

Since it's so close to Christmas time (;D), I thought I'd do a little cover of this wonderful song by the lovely Mariah Carey. There are a few minor vocal imperfections here and there, but I figured they're so insignificant and I'm probably the only one to notice them anyways. ;) Hope you enjoy! :D

Also, that awkward deep breath I made near the end was purposeful. Just in case you were wondering. :)

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