ch2rms - give up on me, im a lost cause [1rxmi + jayee]

@vampiremutual @ch2rms
Im crying out for help but you dont like me 

Telling her my problems omg she take it lightly 

Saying “i dont care” but really take up to heart

She dont wanna be in my lyrics tell her that its “art”

Writing down all my lyrics coming from the heart 

Tryna keep my distance but its tearing us apart 

She wanna tell me about her life, she saying “where i start?”

Its like we playing in a play but i forgot my part 

Im a side character inside my own play 

I be telling myself in my head that im finna be great 

I be lying to myself the coping really hard 

See myself blow up with stress yeah its really hard

I aint got no friends its over, yeah i think its over

Crumbing relationship with you i just want some closure 

Tryna be lucky just like you 4 leaf clover 

Stomach hurts so bad i need the percs just to lay me over

ch2rms - side character prod sydney

og song - https://soundcloud.com/ch2rms/suffering

og beat made by @vampiremutual but it was remade by @prodelxnce

Lyrics:
I be feelin sick, feelin sick i ain’t gonna make it
I’mma pass out i can not take it 
And I’m the worst im gonna fall out 
She said that she hate, yeah she hate me, i'm all down
Monotone my voice yeah my voice she hate it
Constant suffering I ain't gonna make it
They asking charms are you alright
No i'm not crying in my songs every single night 
Ranting up to you cus I trust that you'll answer right 
I just need some help, yeah some guiding light
She don’t like me anymore I guess it’s out of spite 
Imma try Imma try damn Imma make it right 
Complaining yeah to you like I’m about to cry 
I just want somebody to tell me that I’ll be alright 
I need a hug, I need a hand yeah I’m reaching out 
I’m so sad I can’t take it I can’t take this route 
Pleading to myself like omg this simple bliss 
I just want somebody to tell me I’ll be missed 
I just wanna hug and feel the warmth inside your heart 
Everytime I look at you yeah I feel the spark
All my lyrics I write em down yeah its simple art 
We be acting out in a play but I don’t know my part 
She wanna tell me about her life she sayin “where do I start?”
I don’t know what to do i’m crumbling apart 
I’m the worst, I’m the one that sucks, I’m the one that is bad 
I’m the one that causing yeah commotion yeah to make you sad 
I don’t know how to apologize so I just say my bad 
Gaslight myself to believe I ain’t really sad 
I’m the worst, throwing up I can’t take it back
What's the point of talking to me bro we make each other mad 
Yeah I see it yeah at all cost 
Need to give my therapist a tip cus I’m too gone 
I wanna rant to you so bad but I know it’s long
I be crying 2 myself but I know It’s false
Do you know how it feels to pity yeah yourself 
Do you know how it feels to wanna kill yourself

so much 2 lose if ur happy (elxnce + sydney)

more coming soon// 
shop will be updated with new beats soon:

5. w https://soundcloud.com/digipak 
6. w https://soundcloud.com/22doses 
10. w https://soundcloud.com/vampiremutual
11. w https://soundcloud.com/1sleep
12. w https://soundcloud.com/ewrr

unready clips (2k23) ft. sydney, jayee, dose, sleep, digipak

Ch2rms - what it is 2 u (sydney)

kiryano - get no sleep (xinderella) ##7

Prod d0llywood1 
(ib: kiryano&lovbug)

i roll up n smoke some gas
got the whole world in my hands
i dont why niggas mad
i think its cus his bitch a fan
i dont kno why this bitch is mad
i told her this is who i am
this shit is goin to my head
ur sayin shit that dont make sense

brand new bitch is superbad
but i cant b her superman
flex like im lex luger man
he get hit w this ruger man
i can b in ur top 10
but i jus cant b 2 thru 10
i was thumbin thru a check
i checked n i seen buku bands

shit that i jus went thru man
ill never go back thru again
im not checkin niggas chin
he checked n seen this new fn
i got scars thats on my wrist
i got some drip to cover it
blowin dope it got me dead
im sayin shit that dont make sense

d0llywood1 - What a coincidence

@blushxoxo @1savestate @viinssoo

lyrics:

yea, pills got me oh so fucked up
damn, me n #7s we tryna touch sum
tryna count bread
til we all dead
and this bitch kinda crazy tryna get in my head

they always tryna tell me that im tweaking
but im staying posted in the deep end
pills in my face got me seething
yea bitch im ballin every season

yup ballin til my bros up on the map
why she tryna slide up to my crib
i aint taking you back
if i die in this shit
wanna be buried wit my racks
never die for a bitch
but id die for my clique
dont give a shit
tell em suck my dick
why they tryna shut me down?
like i dont keep my clip
what a dumbass yea he switched
over a check like bitch?
yo sorry ass aint getting paid shit
pick up the pace or yo ass gon shift 
#facts

ch2rms - side character prod sydney

june2

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