ch2rms - waste (victxrw)

all was prod by @prodsoma, hope you enjoy

a message to myself (soma)

lyrics:
u said u alone but u mean it too
i swear to god im at the lowest 
yeah i cant believe it 
crying up in all my songs 
looking at my demons 
you pleading to me omg 
like you didnt mean it 
im at my lowest point 
i swear the stress is getting to me 
and yeah my mental breaking 
oh my god its getting through me 
im about to end it all 
i swear to god i cant do this 
im thinking about
on my life yeah i wont be missed
i can't be happy 
what is this? i want some simple bliss 
yall dming me and telling me you relate 
if you relate then omg 
yeah you worse than worse 
i guess then me and you (yourself) we stuck 
yeah its like a curse 
u wanna throw up really bad u wanna end it all 
you lookin at your entire life  
yeah its about to fall 
i think i get i think i get yeah im overdue
i try my best to stop i cant yeah i cant compute

isolated prod sydney & vnmpire

more coming soon// 
shop will be updated with new beats soon:

5. w https://soundcloud.com/digipak 
6. w https://soundcloud.com/22doses 
10. w https://soundcloud.com/vampiremutual
11. w https://soundcloud.com/1sleep
12. w https://soundcloud.com/ewrr

unready clips (2k23) ft. sydney, jayee, dose, sleep, digipak

1 @opacity1
2 @darlyydiamond @moncler3k
3 @1clappy
4 @symels1 @bleachcraft
5 @symels1
6 @lb66
7 @darlyydiamond @rippnova
8 @darlyydiamond @1swbas
9 @fozo2
10 @darlyydiamond @ripwarheart

lazy pack 2023

New kit : payhip.com/b/LF1dD

https://www.instagram.com/101tsuru/

1/ solo "la katharsist"
2/ + @mechro2k
3/ + @tarozan
4/ + @arciexoxo
5/ + @1tcyxo
6/ + @tarozan
7/ + @7neonn
8/ + @arciexoxo
9/ + @kirame-e
10/ @prodjayysoul
11/ + @7neonn
12/ + @beachh
13/ + @recyclexbin

new drumkit

yamata-ru kit + neon, tarozan, recyclebin, mechro, arcie, tracyxo, beachh, kirame & jayysoul

https://soundcloud.com/pw4prez
https://soundcloud.com/zixdown

dopamine (sochi + zixdown)

without my friends I would be nothing

0:00 w/ @rewind214
1:42 w/ @symels1
3:05 w/ @symels1
4:17 w/ @awwy2k
5:33 w/ @1na73
6:39 w/ @violetxx9
7:32 w/ @violetxx9
8:43 w/ @pyu
10:05 w/ @prod_pk
11:11 w/ @prod_pk + @7sabrr7
12:22 w/ @prodjayysoul + @carian4434
13:16 w/ @grimgar-dx

august 2023 set ##Confession (symels, rewind, violet, meta, pk +more)

Is it naive to make plans that seem so far away?
There's a reason I feel this way
You're sleeping alone
I'm awake
When you dream of me tonight
Am I close to where you are? 
Lay me down
And tell me everything will be alright (Things will be alright)
Things will be alright (Things will be alright)
Lay me down
And tell me everything will be alright (Things will be alright)
Things will be alright
This could mean everything or nothing at all
You take what is real
I'll give you my all
Is it naive to make plans that seem so, so, so far?
I think, "Let's not wait, let's love right now
Let's love right now"
Lay me down (Lay me down)
And tell me everything will be alright (Things will be alright)
Things will be alright (Things will be alright)
Lay me down
And tell me everything will be alright (Things will be alright)
Things will be alright
Oh, here where we lie
Outstretched to wonder why we don't belong
You deserve much more
And I'll give until I'm all gone
Forever know your face
And ever take your place here by my side
Like a ghost into the night
The poisoned apple to my bite
I'll be the shadow at your door
I'll be the moth into your light
'Cause you deserve much more

let love bleed red

@miro
@bodygaard
@eruh
@chained2

Spitting blood on where I've fallen
Breathing in pollution, pollen
Standing here again, I'm stalling
Scatter up the walls, I'm crawling

Black and white with a blur
Sore eyes kiss the dirt
Happy life but it hurts
Grateful for what it's worth

These things keep calling
I can see your eyes through the walls
Can you help me grow like pollen?
I can feel the bite of it’s jaws

Head down, laid out, sprawling
Something in the air got me coughing
Dust off for precaution
My legs giving out from exhaustion 

Crawling towards you
I can no longer support you
I wanted more of you
But I couldn’t change your mind for you

I still adore you
I don’t think I could resort to
Forcing you
Why does my head and my heart keep me torn in two?

Like, why'd I do that?
The double bar tag
Shatter like glass
I swear it's not bad

Spitting blood on where I've fallen
Breathing in pollution, pollen
Standing here again, I'm stalling
Scatter up the walls, I'm crawling

Black and white with a blur
Sore eyes kiss the dirt
Happy life but it hurts
Grateful for what it's worth

Black and white with a blur
Sore eyes kiss the dirt
Happy life but it hurts
Grateful for what it's worth

ch2rms - waste (victxrw)

june2

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Frite

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