ch2rms - self loathing [p. 4am]

if ur lonely today, hope you feel better

ch2rms - she rejects me but not him (soma)

ch2rms - still winning #1 prod idiot + soma

og song - https://soundcloud.com/ch2rms/suffering

og beat made by @vampiremutual but it was remade by @prodelxnce

Lyrics:
I be feelin sick, feelin sick i ain’t gonna make it
I’mma pass out i can not take it 
And I’m the worst im gonna fall out 
She said that she hate, yeah she hate me, i'm all down
Monotone my voice yeah my voice she hate it
Constant suffering I ain't gonna make it
They asking charms are you alright
No i'm not crying in my songs every single night 
Ranting up to you cus I trust that you'll answer right 
I just need some help, yeah some guiding light
She don’t like me anymore I guess it’s out of spite 
Imma try Imma try damn Imma make it right 
Complaining yeah to you like I’m about to cry 
I just want somebody to tell me that I’ll be alright 
I need a hug, I need a hand yeah I’m reaching out 
I’m so sad I can’t take it I can’t take this route 
Pleading to myself like omg this simple bliss 
I just want somebody to tell me I’ll be missed 
I just wanna hug and feel the warmth inside your heart 
Everytime I look at you yeah I feel the spark
All my lyrics I write em down yeah its simple art 
We be acting out in a play but I don’t know my part 
She wanna tell me about her life she sayin “where do I start?”
I don’t know what to do i’m crumbling apart 
I’m the worst, I’m the one that sucks, I’m the one that is bad 
I’m the one that causing yeah commotion yeah to make you sad 
I don’t know how to apologize so I just say my bad 
Gaslight myself to believe I ain’t really sad 
I’m the worst, throwing up I can’t take it back
What's the point of talking to me bro we make each other mad 
Yeah I see it yeah at all cost 
Need to give my therapist a tip cus I’m too gone 
I wanna rant to you so bad but I know it’s long
I be crying 2 myself but I know It’s false
Do you know how it feels to pity yeah yourself 
Do you know how it feels to wanna kill yourself

so much 2 lose if ur happy (elxnce + sydney)

1. i still need u
2. tell me its all my fault
3. chronic orchid
4. return to betrayal
5. stay
6. hit my line
7. feelings mutual
8. where we left off tribute/reprod (original xangang & goyxrd) 
9. memory
10. whatevr
11. sailing storm
12. soul story + roxas (@myequalmind)
13. chasing cars

May Samples

* Ways - Twp (Prod Ssh1be)

kir - get no sle_ep  (-_-) (unmix_xed)

0:00 / A distant journey
1:10 / right wing + @nnyli
1:55 / ailes + @444jet
2:20 / voyage + @chen-pol
3:05 / eye (blackwinterwells splice sample)
3:50 / flowers + @thr6x
4:20 / brain dead + @prodbyo14 & @kyur0
5:10 / un011 + @444jet
5:40 / It'll allm work out + @o-r-u (cranes)
6:10 / code + @o-r-u (cranes)
6:45 / maze bounce + @vincentfontaine-1 (twentyhundrd)
7:40 / more life + @nnyli
8:15 / try out + @nnyli
9:10 / ok wait + @7ripp0
9:40 / triple + @ddoubleheaven
10:20 / medi + @meditation4mag & @o-r-u
10:55 / pharaoh
11:35 / pleine lune + @chirurgy-beats

distance clips + [nyli, 444jet, chenpol, cranes, occult14, kyuro, twentyhundrd, mag, rippo & more ]

worked super hard on these, all beats 20$ :) love u all 

2 with taylor and meta
7 with rest

ch2rms - she rejects me but not him (soma)

june2

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