hey soundcloud

this is a pretty personal song to me in regards to lyrical content. i really miss posting covers on here, should i start getting back into the cover grind?

love ya <3

without you

i had a whole lot of fun making this one (:

tokyo night

i had so so so so so much fun making this. so many talented musicians, one of my favorite vocal performances to date (:

crazy (for love)

fleeting thoughts of a teenager

u think u know me (wow!)

willow

demo 1

moon and sun

honey

demo 2

someone great

lullaby

girl in white

damn this song hits close to home:

its so stupid and trust me, i know its stupid to think about things this way, but i still feel like i was a bad boyfriend and that i was the one who messed everything up and idk when thats going to change for me

im just left feeling hurt and having lost my two closest friend to each other

ive been feeling like everything is against me and tbh doing these covers and even just singing in my room at 3am is the only way i feel normal

music has felt like the only real permanent thing in my life and im just glad i at least have something in that manner

but hey, the vending machine gave me two powerades instead of one last night so thats pretty cool lol

a sad song about a girl i no longer know - beside kites cover

a friend sent me a video of rex doing a rendition of this song at one of his shows and it sounded reeeeally nice so i tried to get this to sound like it
thx roselyn

no one - alicia keys cover (inspired by rex orange county)

she makes me wanna stop writing in lowercase
if u know, u know

love's run out - circa waves cover

dAmN wow things have been wild

i got drunk for the first time and yknow what? that shit was so fun lmao the vodka didnt burn as much as i thought it would

surprisingly i already have a regret from that night hahahahahahahahah ok but seriously
 
oh ya and im getting a tattoo but dont tell my parents lol its a secret until the next time i got home

get you - daniel caesar cover

ive been feeling this way lately but just about music

this all seems impermanent to me and idk if that has something to do with my mental health because ive always been a generally happy person but everything seems so grey in a sense

everything is so jumbled and that is the tea goodnight

death and taxes - daniel caesar cover

im going through a really dark time in my life rn and i hope making songs and doing covers continues to help

i came up with this really pretty riff but the actual lyrics are kinda shitty in my opinion lol but i might just feel that way because of how low my self-esteem is lately 

hopefully this can help with my coping with the whole emotional and mental abuse thing hahahahahahahahahahahahhahhahaahahhahahahaha

this is a really personal topic so to anyone who even reads these descriptions:

be gentle, this wound is raw and is still in the healing process

[is this depression or am i just sad]

today i wrote a poem about you

i just really hope we continue to stay in contact bc youre so fuckin cool to hang out with wtf why did you have to leave the county

blue jeans - jonny brenns cover

this song showed me how it was from your perspective

hostage - billie eilish cover

getting support for something i love doing?????? what the fuck is this real life or?????????????????

ive always struggled with being pleased with the way my voice sounds

in high school i didnt really sing like some of the other kids in my class would

those other kids got the solos (if u know, u know) and all that mixed with my low self-esteem put me off of singing

thats why it feels so freeing to sing now without any of those distractions around AND this is my main coping mechanism with stress and overall feeling shitty

im so genuinely happy that there are people who enjoy the sound of my voice because i sure as hell dont lmao

i have nothing but love for you guys like goddamn getting all this support actually made me cry a lil bit and bro i my body hasnt let me cry in fuckin forever so thank you 

and FINALLY, thank you sydney for recommending this song you can stop nagging me to sing it smh dont @ me mr mime lookin ass <3

big jet plane - angus and julia stone cover

ayyyy i got another tattoo 

i think i want one more and then thats it but i really enjoy having personalized artwork on my body and its just something thats really interesting and beautiful to me

in OTHER NEWS i want a relationship but also i dont because what if im not ready ugh this is a whole ass issue
I JUST WANT SOMEONE TO CUDDLE WITH OKAY IS THAT TOO MUCH TO ASK GODDAMN
thats actually the exact reason i sleep with a teddy bear: to simulate that physical connection that i dont have

ivy - frank ocean cover

i wish i could cover more hozier songs bc theyre so fuckin pretty 

like that new song movement is so damn beautiful but the chords are so odd ):

cherry wine - hozier cover

well i guess tonight is gonna be one of those sad boy nights lmao

venice - kris allen cover

yo i want a slide whistle so bad
just think about having that shit when someone slips on something and you can pull it out like WOOOOOOOOoooOOOOOOoooOoOOoOOOooOoOOOOOOOOOOO
lmao that would be hilarious 

okay also, i went to long and mcquade and i played this rlly beautiful jazzmaster and it was like BUTTER mmmmmmmmmm maybe someday

figures, a reprise by jessie reyez ft. daniel caesar cover

aw a short and sweet song bc it makes me smile when i sing it but also sad bc i want to mf cuddle with someone wtf  ):

green tea ice cream - matt dimona cover

if you listen very closely at 1:48 to 1:50, you can hear my inbred roommate screaming at league of legends but i kept it in bc it sounds like something youd hear in the background of a frank ocean song or sumn

this song is about all the encounters ive had while ive been single and how i just miss my friend
i dont miss our relationship, i just miss our friendship

im really glad i got to see you yesterday and show you this song early bc like all of my other originals, this means something

my feelings have been written into this song and it revolves around how i miss having my friend

but this song also goes into some of the other girls ive came across, like the awkward one (funny coming from me), "e", and the one who left

in the first verse i talk about not going outside and that just basically talking about how i have a hard time finding motivation to do anything anymore

but ya okay i hope you enjoy
<3

[i miss you ( but not like  t h a t )]

this is something i REALLY dont bring up often

this one's about my mom and i feel weird even just talking about it here but ya she yeeted living when i was 3 so i never really knew her and just recently all sorts of emotions have been hitting me about everything and this is one of them

everything i know about her is from people telling me stories and that shit kinda sucks yknow

and plus, with all this stupid family stuff im hearing about im just so conflicted on how i think of her

i should be done grieving wtf ive had 15 years to do so lmfao who tf do i think i am??????

whether she was a good person or not, i just wish i couldve said goodbye

[you keep me up at night for all the wrong reasons]

here we have it: the song about that girl i saw on the bus

basically she was so pretty and her smile was so bright but every time i looked at her, i had to look away bc it just felt weird that i was staring at this random girl

i feel like my song writing at this point is very simple and straight to the point but its improving over time i think

[the girl on the bus that ill probably never see again]

AH okay yeah i definitely feel this way towards someone but i dont think i can say who she is because idk if she reads these descriptions or not
big oof for sure

bad ideas - tessa violet cover

i havent posted much lately just because school was stressing me the fuck out and life was making me sad and when life makes me sad i rlly enjoy staying in bed all day and crying periodically
probably not great for my mental health but hey at least im cozy

i started talking to this girl and shes super cool and our personalities match rlly well but it just sucks because i cant see her until im back in london </3
WE KEEP SENDING EACH OTHER MEMES BUT A LOT OF MY SAVED MEMES ARE OFFENSIVE AND I DONT WANT TO SCARE HER OFF LOL so im holding back on those for now

in other news, lmao i didnt know i could fucking yodel just listen at 2:04, its so fucking ugly lmao 
but when i listen to it, its almost so ugly that it works in the song so fuck it ill keep it in

okay lastly, im having a huge creative drought rn and its so fucking annoying like i just want to write song and fucking express myself but my brain just wont let me :/

thank you for coming to my ted talk

untitled - rex orange county cover

HELLO IM BACK

now i have my mic so the recordings are coMING BACK

life update: i met a girl and ladies and gentlemen, i would like to declare my status as whipped
thank you for coming to my ted talk

plastic - moses sumney cover

thank u julia for showing me this song you are  l i t e r a l l y the best human ever

my school finally got their shit together and sorted out my schedule so now i can finally fuckin learn after a half a week of missed classes ((((:

always forever - cults cover

hello my dudes

so remember that girl over? yeah thats over
even though im the one who ended it, it still hurts yknow?
i hate to see her in that state and it just fuckin SUCKS
i really hope shes able to come out of it okay because shes such a nice girl, it just wasnt the time for me to be in a relationship

okay anyways, new original music coming soon i promise

streetcar - daniel caesar cover

my favorite fish - gus dapperton cover

i need help

are u tired of me yet?

my main goal is to blow up
and act like i dont know nobody
heiheiheiheiheiheiheiheihei
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