self prod

@zephyrcove

lyrics
tbh you are on my mind
I just wanna know if you got time for me
got time for me
got time for me
don't keep me waitin

baby just slide thru
you know what i'm tryna do
baby who you lyin to?
I already knew
I would love you through all the flaws
wanna be there wherever you are
crusin under all the stars
treatin the world like its ours

i just had to let you know
i don't wanna ever let you go
i won't hold you, but you're all i think about
we can take it slow
baby you had me at hello
girl i know
that we don't have all night

you all over me
that's what i'm talkin bout
i'll give you all my attention
put in work like it's 9-5
i'll get you right
if you give me your time
(baby I won't lie)

tbh you are on my mind
I just wanna know if you got time for me
got time for me
got time for me
don't keep me waitin

baby just slide thru
you know what i'm tryna do
baby who you lyin to?
I already knew
I would love you through all the flaws
wanna be there wherever you are
crusin under all the stars
treatin the world like its ours

slide thru

me and @111ggy

prod.jonah bru

mixed and mastered by us yo

lyrics:

(verse)
me:
I remember when you said goodbye
said you'd be back in a while,
but you lied
knew it was futile,
Im wasting my time
but I dont mind
Im still confused
what did I do
leaving me bruised
I always lose
and I'd do it all over again
for you

iggy:
you came and told me
I gotta see her
maybe Im falling
but I think I've been here before
all your words
but I wont believe you no more
I swear
Lost in your beauty
I have forgotten your name
one day im special
next I cant see you again
again

(chorus)
iggy:
give me just a little time
Imma need some patience
promise Imma make it right
baby tell me why,
you try to hide
all your lies

me:
you got me lost in my head
lost in my mind
tell me the truth,
you keep feeding me lies
acting insane
nothing to gain
tell me why (tell me why)
you keep acting cold, so cold
and baby I wont let go
cause you're always
stuck in my mind
I cant decide
I just keep on falling for you,
It never ends

(verse)
iggy:
leave your words unsaid
I dont wanna talk no more
we won't meet again
what you waiting for
what you waiting for

you came and told me that I've gotta see her
maybe Im falling,
but I think I've been here before
all your words
but I wont believe you no more
I swear

(chorus)
iggy:
give me just a little time
Imma need some patience
promise Imma make it right
baby tell me why,
you try to hide
all your lies

me:
you keep acting cold, so cold
and baby I wont let go
cause you're always
stuck in my mind
I cant decide
I just keep on falling for you,
It never ends

patience w/ iggy (jonah bru)

i'll try my hardest
(thanks @onenightfall for the INCREDIBLY inoffensive vocal samples :v)
______
lyrics:
stab me in the back, i ain't talking acupuncture
really hate this headache imma punch me in my frontal lobe
i don't know why i was scared of you we grew up from the same roots and
i guess it's just been a long time

how long i gotta wait for you to realize the time ain't nigh?
do it now or you won't survive!

i don't know why i run away from you
i guess i'm scared of you getting critical
everyday i really try to improve myself, but it doesn't help
no, i keep falling back
and i'm fighting battles that don't need to be fought
but they distract me from thoughts
that only appear in the silence
they remind me of who i am
everyday i really try to improve myself 
but it doesn't help

i guess it's just been a long time!!

how long i gotta wait for you to realize the time ain't nigh?
do it now or you won't survive!

I stare at the knife
bear the ridges down on flesh
catharsis through the red
drown the voices of my dread

I've been waking up late again
It's pathetic, I've regretted how I've waited for months
to act on this hunch, hell, might be years if i overthought it this much
the singes on my skin, they worsen up the longer i stay pissing me off
i will not learn unless something is off
i'm getting tired of hating my phone, i'm getting tired of going on ghost
what if resigning and hanging my coat
could be the thing that stops the boat from tipping
all the times I've broken hearts
sometimes i think i'm just playing my part
sometimes i think i just gotta give it-

(time)
(everything i give...)
(everything i give is time)
(i guess it's just been a long time, since I've seen you)

buy :0

zippermouth

[@nokerbforever] (prod kerb)
we get in the whip and i go 160
i don't wanna die, i just don't know what i'm thinking
i'm tryna erase all the past shit that lives in me
asking u to try but no u just never listen
smokin riding low
backseat where i cope
rollin up some more
now i'm bleeding ever slow
can't see thru the smoke
to much just to go
no you'd never know
now you barely even call

and yeah she's heartless
stab me with the knife in my back then she wiped it spotless
used me like a puppet yeah she does some kind of stalking
and now i start to question why u always act obnoxious
yeah, act like u know nothing
so done, fucked up
now u wanna see me go
to much, i'm numb
this to much for me to cope
roll up some more
now i can't see thru the smoke
you'd never know
no you never even called

[@arasmoon] (prod aras moon)
been thinking of ways that
i can end it all lately
to weak for the horrors
i wish someone could sedate me
the curse of remembrance is a burden to bare
and when i tell em my lore ill prolly end up escaping
and its so hard to believe that i would be saving myself
cause some how they abandon me when i need a hero the most
(hey)
my life has been a huge outro
(watch em)
exit it seems so natural
(okay hey)
just saw the man of my dreams he'll turn into a nightmare

how can i stop all this suffering
can i retain my humanity
melancholy hearts
watch it all fall apart
this weight that i'm bearing
will never remove the fool
in my cards
it took a toll
it took a toll
it took a toll

[@808aesir] (prod aesir)
and when i look at u
i see it
i see it
i see it

well if this is how it ends
then i dont wanna talk about it
i want to remember everything just like this
and its hard
when youre feeling like you need it
i was picking up the pieces of my
chrome heart

(2x)
i cant do this on my own
when im losing my control
this is everything i know
this is everything i know

and when i look at you
i see colors changing
i needed something new
but you were fine remaining
and when i look at you
i see colors changing
and when i look at you

[@dwardo-isreal] (prod aesir)
so baby please
dont become a tragedy
and if i cover my face
please don't get mad at me
i got a lot of shit going on
lot of shit going wrong
and you could be the one to take it all away

so take it all away
im needin you to stay
and never go away
and never go away

cause ur gonna see a body floating down the river
if you wanna be my chrome heart killer

[@ar15wthebeam] (prod spawn)
can anybody tell me what's been going on in my head
i been tryna work it out it doesnt really make sense
talk to god, help me now, do we all feel pain?
talk to you, in my mind, say you always felt the same
all this liqour in my liver, maybe i'm the one to blame
i just wonder what you say when you leave my room
if it doesnt make sense it'll make sense soon
yeah but really i been wondering what's going on with you

can you make me feel it
think i lost my feeling
i just never knew i painted you a mural on the wall
you give me oxycotton pills i know u wanna see me fall
well played shawty you just got me feeling so strange
and when i talk to you it feel like we aint on the same page

you know what they say what goes up always comes down
play my heart, like a drum, i can hear it so loud
all these voices in my head feel like im singing to a crowd

run your fingers through my skin it feels like bugs crawlin
i cant help it im a runner babe im so sorry
tie the noose and ima rock it like a wing collar

[@spawnvii]
surrounded by the spirits of the ones i hold close
never look beside me, never go ghost
running from my past, shouldn't old news be old?
crestfallen in the woods
my blood rots to mold

(my stomach churns inside a cave)
rocks falling through the seams, the footing's to steep for me now
what did you expect? there's only so much that i get
cause you said yourself, im only just a kid

(now im left to die here, drowned out by ghosts)

look back

consumed by earth

your body's consumed by earth

look back

chromehearts

all these changes
moved as fast as the wind blows
i left my past in paintings
i hid 'em in places that i won't go

if i was different
maybe things would be different

i started flailing
chasing a breath that i couldn't catch
my grip was flailing
like sand you fell through the gaps in my hands

if i was different
maybe things would be different 
if i was different
maybe things would be different

if you call for me i'll be there in name 
i don't feel regret i don't feel the same
i might take a trip to alleviate
the thoughts in my head oh what a shame

shame...

yet,
if i was different
maybe things would be different 
if i was different
maybe things would be different

if you call for me i'll be there in name 
i don't feel regret i don't feel the same
i might take a trip to alleviate
the thoughts in my head oh what a shame
if you call for me i'll be there in name 
i don't feel regret i don't feel the same
i might take a trip to alleviate
the thoughts in my head 

the thoughts in my head...

welcome

stream: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/redhorse1/heavyweights-feat-spoder--cambi0

written by us 3, 
produced by me, 
mixed by me n spo

words:
heavy weights
messy days
there's no place to let this go
walls get closer, trapped at home 
crowded streets
now it's me
to find my own way out
to like my own self now

i see the trees all going by
the things i'd do to grow as much
i think to myself: "why can't i try?"
could i relieve my burden, grow w u
long for your hand, my humble abode
to leave with u than live alone

@1spoder
i walked into a corner store
the boy he worked, and worked some more
i had a twenty in my pocket
gave it cause his legs were sore
said, "do you want this for your life?"
he told me, "i'm just passing time."
i took the gum and walked right out
i knew he knew my hands were tied
he faked every moment
he loved you, i know
in the heat of the moment
those heavy weights crushed down on him
 
"i loved you, i'm sorry,
i hated my body,
i'll fix my whole life... yet i'm treated like a zombie. "

these heavy weights, they're killing me
wash me away, wash me away
x2

@1cambio
jump before i look
i hesitate to fall
i keep on going faster 
as everyone else stalls
everybody’s crying
but i know we’ll be alright 
if everything was worth it
why second-guess your might 

skin the moment bare
i'll put it in a locket 
to hold when i'm not there
wish that i could stop it
feeling is a burden 
i sense it every time
they speak, but i done heard it
i'll end it with a line

i'll end it with a line

heavyweights

click on me mf

heavyweights, +spoder, cambi0

Its you

this song was stuck in my head for a full 24 hours so enjoy :3 

(learning fl one cover at a time!!)

signal hill (polar cover)

(prod Waves)
https://www.instagram.com/prod_waves_/

lyrics<3
girl, dont you see
we were meant to be
girl, dont you see
you were right here next to me
and girl everynight when i close my eyes
all i see is you
what am i supposed to do without you? 
everynight when i close my eyes

ty and i luv u all<3

Midnight (@prod. Waves)

daywatch & nightfall - nosering (brakence & 50landing)

this was recorded directly into my iPhone. Originally performed by Amy Winehouse (R.I.P. 💔)

signal hill (polar cover)

juneyswoony

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