Written by: Reynaldo Peter Mesa Jr.
Produced by: Junior Mesa
Vocals, Guitar, Bass, Organ, Drums by: Junior Mesa
Engineered by: Junior Mesa
Recorded at: Nicotine Corndog Studios 
Mixed by: Collin Dupuis at Center For Pleasure Mechanics
Mastered by: Daddy Kev at Cosmic Zoo


Lyrics:
Tell me why I can’t runaway
You’re pushing me kicking me
Spit in my face 
Okay but baby
I’m still ready to play 
Your Electric impulses
Mess with my brain 

But no don’t go I can’t let go
The push and pull 
The sounds control
And when the feeling takes hold
I listen close
You’re all I know
No please don’t go

Tell me why you’re messing with me
I’ve given you everything
my chemistry 
Ok but maybe it could just have been me
Freaking out ignoring
Dark parts of me

But oh don’t go I’ll listen close
My mind’s controlled 
You’re all I know 
And when the feeling takes hold
It shakes my bones
Down to my soul 
And kills me sloooowwwww

Don’t go I’ll listen close
My mind’s controlled
You’re all I know
And when the feeling takes hold
It shakes my bones
Down to my soul
And kills me sloooowwwww

Rollercoaster
Ride I told ya
You’re like chocolate
Sweet and salty
Nicotine
Like sex and vodka
One more cigarette 
Then I’ll go to bed
You told me that you can’t pay rent
I’ll give ya something 
And ask for nothin
And keep on loving you

Oh youuuuuu

Listen Close

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Written by: Reynaldo Peter Mesa Jr.
Produced by: Junior Mesa
Vocals, Guitar, Bass, Keys, Drums by: Junior Mesa
Engineered by: Junior Mesa
Recorded at: Nicotine Corndog Studios 
Mixed by: Collin Dupuis at Center For Pleasure Mechanics
Mastered by: Daddy Kev at Cosmic Zoo

Lyrics:
Something’s on my mind baby
Ain’t gonna lie it’s crazy
Paranoia dreams
Of something watching me
Panning out my window
My nerves crescendo but I 
Don’t see a thing
Just paranoia dreams 
No
Nothing is wrong
Just feeling vivid dreams
But I know what I feel when I’m only 17

Something’s on my mind baby
Ain’t gonna lie it’s crazy
Paranoia dreams
Of something watching me
Panning out my window
My nerves crescendo but I 
Don’t see a thing
It’s paranoia dreams 
No
Nothing is wrong
Just feeling vivid dreams
But I know what I feel when I’m only 17

Paranoia dreams
Of something watching me
Oh I feel I think they’re real

Paranoia dreams
Paranoia dreams

Paranoia Dreams

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Written by: Reynaldo Peter Mesa Jr. and Zack Sekoff
Produced by: Zack Sekoff, Ricky Reed, & Junior Mesa
Vocals by: Junior Mesa
Guitars by: Junior Mesa and Zack Sekoff
Bass: Zack Sekoff
Engineered by: Zack Sekoff
Recorded at: Elysian Park
Mixed by: Collin Dupuis at Center For Pleasure Mechanics
Mastered by: Daddy Kev at Cosmic Zoo

Lyrics:
Pushing away
All the time
Said you’d be fine
But you lied
I thought you wouldn’t mind
It was just one time
Just one time

Well I want you but you can’t be my baby
And I know you probably think that I’m crazy
How I’m pushing away pushing away
Stop trying to be the woman that saves me
You know I want you but you can’t be my baby
So I’m pushing away, Aw I’m

Pushing away
Pushing away all the time
Said you’ll be fine but you lied
I thought you wouldn’t mind it was just one time just one time
Well I want you but you can’t be my baby and I know you’ll probably think that I’m crazy how I’m pushing away
Pushing away
Stop trying to be the women that saves me you know I want you but you can’t be my baby so I’m pushing away
Pushing away
Pushing away all the time
Said you’ll be fine but you lied

Pushing Away

Written by: Reynaldo Peter Mesa Jr.
Produced by: Junior Mesa
Additional production by: Nate Mercereau 
Vocals, Guitar, Bass, Keys, Drums by: Junior Mesa
Glockenspiel by: Nate Mercereau 
Engineered by: Junior Mesa
Recorded at:  Nicotine Corndog Studios 
Mixed by: Collin Dupuis at Center For Pleasure Mechanics 
Mastered by: Daddy Kev at Cosmic Zoo

Lyrics:
Take my advice you should be mine
I would love you all day and night
I’d do anything just tell me oh oh oh
What’s enough
I just wanna know oh oh oh
What’s enough 
I just need to know
Oh oh oh what’s enough

You should be mine
I wanna take you on a flight
And how I wish to blow your mind
Just tell me now

Oh oh oh what’s enough 
I just wanna know
Ooh oh oh what’s enough 
I just need to know
Ooh oh oh what’s enough

Cirque Du Freak

What's Enough pt.2

Written by: Reynaldo Peter Mesa Jr.
Produced by: Junior Mesa
Vocals, Guitars, Bass, Keys, Drums by: Junior Mesa
Engineered by: Junior Mesa
Recorded at: Nicotine Corndog Studios 
Mixed by: Collin Dupuis at Center For Pleasure Mechanics
Mastered by: Daddy Kev at Cosmic Zoo

Lyrics:
Life has felt so strange
My how things have changed
With you
Watching as she paints
Another crying face
It’s bad news

But I’ll try to explain my view
I’m low and confused broke by a world that’s so cruel
And maybe there’s so much wrong
But as long as there’s love well baby then that’s good enough 

Feel good x4

Moving through each day 
Like automation 
I need sensations
And hope for something great 
I can see a train
The track is loading
The train is floating on magnets out in space next stop is me

But I’ll try to explain my view
I’m low and confused broke by my world that’s so cruel
And maybe there’s so much wrong
But as long as there’s love well baby then that’s good enough

Feel good 
Feel good

Risen Up

Written by Reylando Peter Mesa, Jr, Aidan Spiro and Christian Taylor
Published by Reynaldo Peter Mesa, Jr. Publishing Designee (BMI) & Aidan Spiro Brought To You By Heavy Duty [ASCAP] / Heavy Duty Music Publishing
Co-produced by Junior Mesa and Aidan Spiro
Instruments by Junior Mesa
Keys by Hunter Meelee

Lyrics: 
i’m searching for the answers baby come around
help me make some peace with my past
i’m breaking down your holding me just like a child

i’m breaking down beside you beside you
i’m breaking down inside of you

i’m searching for the answers baby i need help
i can i can i can i can see its bad
but just let go beside you
forget it all inside of you

i’m breaking down beside you beside you
i’m breaking down inside of you

you’re mom wants you to get home
but were so faded laughing about how were crying
we forget one day we’re dying
because that day don’t exist yet
think about the past and future you’ll get stuck there
what matters to us right now
what matters to us right now

Bleacher Blues / Buta Fly

Bleacher Blues

Caroline
I don’t wanna hurt you anymore
Caroline
I keep on replaying the part when 
You said baby loving you is hard

I don’t know
How I could be
So mean
I don’t think
So I say things
I don’t mean

Just don’t tell me your giving up on me
Please

Caroline
I don’t wanna hurt you anymore
Caroline
I keep on replaying the part when 
You said baby loving you is hard

Just don’t tell me you’re giving up 
On me please

Junior Mesa “Caroline”
Written by Reynaldo Peter Mesa, Jr.
Produced by Junior Mesa
Co-Produced by Aidan Spiro
Instruments by Junior Mesa & Aidan Spiro
Strings by Michael J. Flemming
Engineered by Junior Mesa
Recorded at Elysian Park and Nicotine Corndog Studios
Mixed by Aidan Spiro
Mastered by Emerson Mancini, Demifugue Mastering at Larrabee Studios, North Hollywood CA


Published by Reynaldo Peter Mesa, Jr. (BMI)


℗ & © 2023 Nice Life Recording Company


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Caroline

Caroline (Instrumental)

Quit Your Job, Runaway!

You Are Alright

3.10.23 “Caroline♥” Fort Collins, CO. (Live) The Aggie theatre ✄

Can You Hear The Sound

Can You Hear The Sound (Instrumental)

You Are Alright (Instrumental)

Can I Trust You

Can I Trust You (Instrumental)

good time

patchecho003

Blue

HEART!

i want u

All Or Nothin (Demo)

Love

Written by: Reynaldo Peter Mesa Jr.
Produced by: Junior Mesa
Vocals, Guitar, Bass, Organ by: Junior Mesa
Drums by: Nate Mercereau
Engineered by: Junior Mesa and Ethan Shumaker
Recorded at: Mom's House and Elysian Park
Mixed by: Joseph Messina-Doerning
Mastered by: Joseph Messina-Doerning
Artwork by: Will Gaynor

Lyrics:
Oh the saddest truth
Give all your all to me
I wanna kiss ya baby
It’s all or nothin

How I hope you’re true
Give me everything I need
I wanna please ya baby
It’s all or nothing

Walking with a man
Remembering your hand
And the book it is no help
Ya see I did this to myself

And deep down low in me
I feel the spiders and the bees
And all the metal, it all melts
Ya see I did this to myself

Oh the saddest truth
Give all your all to me
I wanna kiss ya baby
It’s all or nothin

How I hope you’re true
Give me everything I need
I wanna please ya baby
It’s all or nothing

Slowly time is turning into something
For us if you leave me here with nothin

Oh the saddest truth
Give all your all to me
I wanna kiss ya baby
It’s all or nothin

How I hope you’re true
Give me everything I need
I wanna please ya baby
It’s all or nothing

Peace

All Or Nothin

Written by: Reynaldo Peter Mesa Jr.
Produced by: Junior Mesa
Vocals, Guitars, Bass, Drums By: Junior Mesa
Engineered by: Junior Mesa and Ethan Shumaker
Recorded at: Junior's House and Elysian Park
Mixed by: Ethan Shumaker
Mastered by: Joseph Messina-Doerning
Artwork by: William Gaynor

Lyrics: 
It’s 3 o’clock in the morning
And even though you’re right here next to me
So asleep I can’t help but feel like 
You’re so far away 
In your dreams do you still see me

Even though you’re right here next to me
I can’t help but feel like 
You’re dreaming of another 
I can’t sleep
My mind goes 
Oh how it wanders

3 AM

Written by: Reynaldo Peter Mesa Jr.
Produced by: Junior Mesa
Vocals, Guitars, Bass, Keyboards by: Junior Mesa
Additional Guitars by: Sean Lee
Engineered by: Junior Mesa and Ethan Shumaker
Recorded at: Junior's House and Elysian Park
Mixed by: Ricky Reed
Mastered by: Joseph Messina-Doerning
Artwork by: William Gaynor

Lyrics:
To my love I give all I know 
What’s in my heart, travels on with my soul
And through every life, we’ll remain dancing 
It’s one point in time, don’t close your eyes baby

Our perceptions are wrong, but just a little bit off 
Doesn’t matter cause its all the same
Want to figure it out 
Start a war to branch out 
Just to make sure we all think the same 

To my mother I give thanks with virtue
In my dreams come to me and whisper truth
Through hard times we've remained dancing 
Through every life, we’ve got to find 

Our perceptions are wrong, just a little bit off 
Doesn’t matter cause it’s all the same
Want to figure it out 
Start a war to branch out 
Just to make sure we all think the same 

Yea we’ll keep dancing 
Just keep the feeling new
I’ll introduce to a life that’s new

Long Title

Written by: Reynaldo Peter Mesa Jr.
Produced by: Junior Mesa
Co-produced by: Ricky Reed & Zack Sekoff
Vocals, Piano, Guitar, Drums by: Junior Mesa
Programming by: Ricky Reed
Bass by: Zack Sekoff 
Engineered by: Junior Mesa and Ethan Shumaker
Recorded at: Junior's House and Elysian Park
Mixed by: Ricky Reed
Mastered by: Joseph Messina-Doerning
Artwork by: William Gaynor

Lyrics:
Look around
What do you see, colors and sounds
Purple clouds 

There’s a place that’s far out of town
And everybody there’s tripping out
Lets go right now

Come around
I’ll take you high and never come down
Free love and sounds

There’s a place that’s far out of town
And everybody is tripping out
Lets go right now

Taking a hit and going up
Here everything’s strange except for love

Far Out

Written by: Reynaldo Peter Mesa Jr. and Dave Palmer
Produced by: Junior Mesa
Co-Produced by: Ricky Reed
Vocals, Guitars, Synths, Drum Programming by: Junior Mesa
Keyboards by: Dave Palmer
Bass and Additional Drum Programming by: Ricky Reed
Engineered by: Junior Mesa and Ethan Shumaker
Recorded at: Junior's House and Elysian Park
Mixed by: Ricky Reed
Mastered by: Joseph Messina-Doerning
Artwork by: William Gaynor

Lyrics:
You should know by now
That all my love is for you
And as we float around
We see a star as it shoots

Starships race through
Outerspace and 
Time is fake but love’s still true 

How far is love 
Can this ship reach enough
I wanna fly away up
To the stars 

How far is love 
I think I can reach enough
I wanna fly away up
To the stars

Love, love, love, love x2

Baby dont look down
The void is deep and cruel
But as long as you’re around
There’s nothing we can’t do 

Starships race through
Outerspace and 
Time is fake but love’s still true 

Out here in space
Where all things fade away
Don’t be so scared 
We’ve got to find our places


How far is love 
Can this ship reach enough
I wanna fly away up
To the stars

How far is love 
I think I can reach enough
I wanna fly away up
To the stars

Intergalactic

Written by: Reynaldo Peter Mesa Jr.
Produced by: Junior Mesa
Vocals, Guitar, Bass, Drums, Programming by: Junior Mesa
Electric Sitar and Additional Guitar by: Sean Lee
Engineered by: Junior Mesa and Ethan Shumaker
Recorded at: Junior's House and Elysian Park
Mixed by: Joseph Messina-Doerning
Mastered by: Joseph Messina-Doerning
Artwork by: William Gaynor

Lyrics:
Play this game
Or fade away
That’s life 

It ends the same for everyone 
So play for what

I’m swimming

Play this game 
Or fade away
That’s life

It ends the same for everyone 
So play for what

Ordinary

Written by Reynaldo Peter Mesa Jr.
Published by Reynaldo Peter Mesa, Jr. Publishing Designee (BMI)
Produced by Junior Mesa
Vocals, Guitar, Bass, Drums by Junior Mesa
Engineered by Junior Mesa
Recorded at Nicotine Corndog Studios
Mixed by Ricky Reed at Elysian Park
Mastered by Daddy Kev at Cosmic Zoo

Lyrics:
I saw you last Tuesday
I wanted you girl ohh
And I want you know

Whenever you’re lonely
When you’re all alone ohh
I’ll be at your home

I will wait here every day until you notice me
I’m right here by your window
I’m right here in your yard

But you never notice
Me walking you home ooh
Then maybe you’d know

I built up the courage
And I called your phone ohhh
You said leave me alone

Why don’t you love me
This isn’t fair
I went to your house and I sat in your chair
Then you walked up the stairs
You screamed and told me get out of here

I will wait here every day until you notice me
I’m right here by your window
I’m right here in your yard

Losing My Grip / Creep

Creep

Written by Reynaldo Peter Mesa Jr.
Published by Reynaldo Peter Mesa, Jr. Publishing Designee (BMI)
Produced by Junior Mesa
Vocals, Guitar, Bass, Claps by Junior Mesa
Flute by Ruben “Ruby” Lopez
Drums by Junior Mesa and Ruben “Ruby” Lopez
Engineered by Junior Mesa
Recorded at Nicotine Corndog Studios
Mixed by Ricky Reed at Elysian Park
Mastered by Daddy Kev at Cosmic Zoo

Lyrics:
I remember running through the open skies
And your love had me hypnotized

But everything I touch becomes a wrecking ball
And everyone I trust seems to do me wrong

So you can’t blame me
If it’s hard for me to get the hint
Ohh baby I’m losing my grip

I used to think that everything
Was what it was
Until I saw you with another one

Oh and just maybe
Just maybe it helped me out
But now I hardly even trust myself

So you can’t blame me
If I don’t understand why I’m not it
Ohh baby I’m losing my grip

Now when i look back, on better days
I think about the way
that the world seemed great
but now i’m lost

So you can’t blame me
If I don’t understand why I’m not it
Ohh baby I’m losing my grip

I’m losing my grip

Junior Mesa

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