mix, master & some prod from @patience
cover art by @pinupgir1

ice w/ patience

prod me

ive got things that im scared about
voices to talk it out
ssris but ill still hate myself
like i live in a haunted house
theres ghosts i cant be without
its no surprise i wanna hang myself

i see things on the wall 
that i didnt before
and everything just gets worse
when i start to care more
i turn my back so you stab it
i turn my fears into habit
i turn my fears into habit
i turn my fears into habit

cut me in two rearrange me
where is the fun in safety
the promise you keep is breaking
you told me that things were changing
cut me in two rearrange me
where is the fun in safety
the promise you keep is breaking
you told me that things were changing

ive got things that im scared about
voices to talk it out
ssris but ill still hate myself
like i live in a haunted house
theres ghosts i cant be without
its no surprise i wanna hang myself

fears into habit

prod me

ill carve a hole in my chest
just so you can crawl inside
ill write your name on my wrist
just so you can watch blood dry
im scared of the dark so youll guide me
and if im ever lost then youll find me

i find myself in this place
where i finally care
the cute grin on your face
the knots in your hair 
i feel like plastic let me wrap around you oh so gladly
i feel so fragile please just hold me for a little while

ill carve a hole in my chest
just so you can crawl inside
ill write your name on my wrist
just so you can watch blood dry
im scared of the dark so youll guide me
and if im ever lost then youll find me

the knots in your hair

prod me

fuck the sunlight i keep it dark
keep on spacing out in my bestfriends car
fuck the meds i wanna fall apart
fall into my arms hear the beat of my heart
do you care im glass
im see through so delicate
i have a bit of an ask
please love me please love me

powder in my nose
ill undress all my clothes
suicidal notes
im naked and exposed

make sure to leave me behind 
all the imperfections on my skin
all the imperfections on my skin
fuck the sunlight i keep it dark
keep on spacing out in my bestfriends car
fuck the meds i wanna fall apart
fall into my arms hear the beat of my heart
i have nothing to lose
watch my hands ill tie the noose
every single little bruise
is a reminder of my love for you

undress

me prod

did you
find your place
within the stars
on a perfect day

im green im jealous
dont look at me im pathetic
empathetic when i wanna be
im just catching zzzs til i can rip
i shake im nervous
you wont see me out in person
im a person who wants nothing at all

the grass is always green2r
on the side that youre not

diagnose me
rearrange my body
back in the hospital i think its a hobby 
wearing my skin like a cosplay

empathetic when i wanna be
im just catching zzzs til i can rip
its always 1 day til i break down
a few weeks til im not around
nothing at all
im green im jealous
dont look at me im pathetic
empathetic when i wanna be
im just catching zzzs til i can rip
i shake im nervous
you wont see me out in person
im a person who wants nothing at all

junip2r

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