a beautiful, hurtful life: chapter 8/30
read more about the song on my website: revenantmusic.net/#im-fine-with-being-alone

connect with me:
soundcloud: @revenant-edm
spotify: open.spotify.com/artist/48Icw89LgB8t7C7AnUIT0Q
instagram: www.instagram.com/revenant.music/
discord: discord.gg/2uEpQ4nYn2
twitter: twitter.com/revenant_music
audius: audius.co/revenant
lyrics: genius.com/artists/Revenant-ishraq-choudhury

connect with Parable Collective:
soundcloud: @parablecollective
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Throughout 2020 and 2021, I had to work on my ability to be comfortable alone, without constantly speaking to or being in the presence of other people. At its worst, I always felt like I could be doing something more useful and had a sense of 'missing out' that I wasn't spending my time with my friends doing what friends do.

Although now I am quite happy doing things on my own, sometimes these feelings slip back, particularly ones about doing something more productive.
When hearing this song, I imagine a tree with pinkish-red leaves. I messed up the painting on the edges, hence why it's off-centre.

lyrics:

[verse 1]
the sunset rises
but today's the same old day
a mind of silence
but i have my own safe space

[verse 2]
only i
will know what i hide
and i
can keep my thoughts inside

[chorus]
i am fine with being alone
i don't want someone else to feel at home
i am fine with being alone
i wish i could trust you but i won't

a beautiful, yet hurtful life

i'm fine with being alone

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I made this real late at night and gave up halfway through lmao

Changing Tense (Cynisk Unhinged Remix)

made to mimic a fraction of his power. it's a simple take on the original, but sometimes that's the way to go.

this track is part of wobbleice's remix ep. without him i would not have been motivated to continue this idea.

please follow jaron and listen to his album. 
https://soundcloud.com/jaronsteele
https://soundcloud.com/jaronsteele
https://soundcloud.com/jaronsteele

myself with u [a retelling of jaron]

an effort to block out the noise.
listen here/further streaming: https://www.gate.fm/1oxwwYBk
buy link for a DL :)

this past school year left me with some of my biggest growth as a person. i grew a lot mentally and emotionally, i met a ton of amazing people, and i finally developed into a style of music that i want to make and pursue. that doesn't go without saying that it featured a ton of conflicts and breakdowns that i simply had to pull through. i took to music as an escapism, an effort to block out all of the noise.

unfortunately, i've been stuck when it comes to releasing any of my newer-style songs as i've been working on an important project that was supposed to be finished soon, but i still need to fix some quality issues. i hope the delay is okay. 

this song specifically stemmed from a production challenge in a small community where i wrote the first initial draft of this song in about an hour. it was initially a remix of an ID from https://soundcloud.com/monotari that soon became an original collaboration between the two of us. i'm very very happy with this final product and i hope you too enjoy the things that i will be putting out in the future. i promise it's worth the wait. 

follow monotari:
https://soundcloud.com/monotari 
https://twitter.com/mon0tari

follow me, if you're into that:
https://soundcloud.com/heyaephyn
https://twitter.com/heyaephyn

one last thing, i apologize if this song feels really personal in comparison to the things i've made in the past. i've been really busy with a lot of classes and important things in my own life and sometimes i just needed something to fall back on. that's what this song is meant to reflect.

you are all magical.

noise

aephyn x monotari / noise (the blockage)

high

change (little things) is about the small things that i've started to notice that completely change my mood. in the lyrics i speak about Pauline Herr liking an instagram story of mine, and how happy that made me feel. i have looked up to DJ's and other female DJ's since i first started getting into music. and it just made me so happy to see a DJ like Pauline to have even acknowledged me. although small, i've tried to use this as an example of how even the smallest things in life really do make the difference. i feel like it's something that people overlook when discussing emotion, feelings, and humanity.

render 3 rerender48000

change (little things)

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Soundcloud: @snowstormbass
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Twitter: twitter.com/heldcaptiive
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captiive - collapse of the storm, sinking momentarily

!!!

this one's a bit of a throwback to older future bass :)
it's a bit of a simpler flip but it was fun making so i figured i'd show it 
when i saw that roby was working on a cover of one of my favorite songs of skrillex's i knew i had to hop on somehow !

please please PLEASE listen to roby's version too, it's actually a masterpiece <3
https://soundcloud.com/therobyguy/dont-leave-me-like-this?si=6d69a50f50a34d1cb586b11ac72f41a5&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing
and follow them everywhere !!!
soundcloud.com/therobyguy

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