Hex in the Mirror

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Love at first site, heartbeat, heartbeat 

Heartbeat

My Lonely Acoustics 🎸 Vol. 3 (The Solo Rockaholic Preview)

🔻 Song Insight
“Holding Off Tomorrow” dives deep into the ache of emotional aftermath—the war zone that love sometimes leaves behind. The song’s core is about carrying someone else’s weight, trying to rise together but landing in hell, and finally realizing that some wounds only open wider when you refuse to let go. With raw lyrics and grunge-laced alt rock energy, this track paints the stormy process of breaking free from patterns that hurt, and the reluctant hope of surviving another day.

🔻 Lyrics
Verse 1:  
Just another project of regret  
It's your shit you hang on me  
I'm not your bitch, don't forget  
Yeah, we spun up to heaven  
But we landed in hell

Pre-Chorus:  
Set sail on broken parts  
Every fiber of my heart  
Thought this could be whole  
It was, a whole new level of hell, with you

Chorus:  
We fought the war on love  
You’re stuck in a past, lost blood  
Trifling things you can't change  
It's raining down sorrow  
holding off tomorrow  
But when the day start to end  
In hell it all begins  
In hell it all begins

Bridge:  
Burned-out hopes in a flood of blame  
I’m done playing this losing game  
No light left, just this pain  
We circle the drain, circle the drain

Chorus:  
(repeat)


🔻 Personal Reflection
Sometimes, the only way out of hell is to name it. “Holding Off Tomorrow” is about what it feels like to carry someone else’s pain and finally admit that it’s breaking you down. This track was written in the shadow of endings—holding on too long, blaming myself, until it became clear that some love stories are really just lessons. It’s a confession, a letting go, and a survival anthem rolled into one.

🔻 4Me2BeFree
For 4Me2BeFree, every song is a living memory—raw, unfiltered, cinematic. “Holding Off Tomorrow” stands as another chapter in turning lived trauma into relatable art, mixing the grit of 90s alt rock with confessional lyrics that pull no punches. Our mission is to transform true emotion into something that resonates across time and identity, letting listeners know that their struggles are seen, heard, and shared. Real pain, real release, real music.

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Holding Off Tomorrow

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Interesting,
Not resisting,
Focus on your heartbeat,
Counting breaths,
An all-consuming dream,
Let the feeling wash over me,

(Wash me clean)
Washing over me!

Bring it up, 
Work it free, 
As you kneel before the altar,
Lock the door,
Crawl across the floor,
As you stare into the water,

Diving deeper,
Until you're sinking,
Letting the silence overwhelm you,
A vision made in ink,
You're landing in safe hands,

(Drifting nearer)
Grasping hands receiving me

Bring it up, 
Work it free, 
As you kneel before the altar,
Lock the door,
Crawl across the floor,
As you stare into the water,

Close it out,
Squeeze it tight,
You're adjusting to the light!
They can't imagine
What you've seen,
But you've accepted lesser things,

(Shifting focus)
Try not to fall asleep

Bring it up, 
Work it free, 
As you kneel before the altar,
Lock the door,
Crawl across the floor,
As you stare into the water,

Choke it down,
Grit your teeth,
Drag yourself onto your feet,
You are one,
You are whole,
In each moment, fight for control,

Bring it up, 
Work it free, 
As you kneel before the altar,
Lock the door,
Crawl across the floor,
As you stare into the water,

Choke it down,
Grit your teeth,
Drag yourself onto your feet,
You are one,
You are whole,
In each moment, fight for control,

Go on ya cheap bastard

Porcelain Baptism

Here is just this as it is 🙏🎵🎶😁

The Liar in the Box

Begegnung mit dem Kobold auf der Koboldzunge. 

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Metal/Death Metal/Metalcore/Industrial-Tinged Metal.

Links to other streaming platforms and info about all my releases can be found at my website: https://hauntshademusic.nl

Lyrics written by me.
Music composed with the help of AI.


Alien Harvest

"Blueprint in the Blood" explores the philosophical tension between inherited destiny and personal agency, framed through a primal lens of genetics, evolution, and self-determination. At its core, it's a defiant anthem about recognizing the "blueprint" etched into our DNA—our biological and ancestral wiring—as both a foundation and a limitation, while celebrating the raw power of choice to rewrite and transcend it.

Blueprint in the Blood

Lyrics:

Tiefer als Gräber, jenseits von Zeit
Wo Schatten weben finsteres Leid
Ein Echo erwacht, geboren aus Zorn
Endloser Nacht, neu auserkoren
Der Boden er bebt, die Luft sie gefriert
Ein Siegel gebrochen, nichts mehr regiert

Spürst die Macht sich regen
Uralter Schrecken sprengt Fesseln
Tore erzittern im Feuerschein
Bald bricht er herein!

Hellraiser! Dämon aus der Nacht!
Hellraiser! Hat die Macht entfacht!
Empor aus der Hölle, mit Schwefel und Wut
Er trinkt deine Angst wie glühendes Blut!
Keine Reue, kein Fleh'n, du wirst untergeh'n
Deine Seele wird brennen im lodernden Weh'n!

Gezeichnet vom Feuer, gekleidet in Pein
Verborgenes Wissen, sein finsterer Schein
Wandelt durch Welten, bringt Qual und Verderb
Ist ewig schon da, bis alles wird sterben
Meister der Schmerzen, der Lust, Gier und Pein
Öffnest du die Pforte, holt er dich rein!

Hörst seine Schritte, Stein knackt im Gang
Luft schmeckt nach Asche, dein letzter Gesang
Ketten sie rasseln, höllischer Klang
Dein Ende naht, es währt nicht mehr lang!

Hellraiser! Dämon aus der Nacht!
Hellraiser! Hat die Macht entfacht!
Empor aus der Hölle, mit Schwefel und Wut
Er trinkt deine Angst wie glühendes Blut!
Keine Reue, kein Fleh'n, du wirst untergeh'n
Deine Seele wird brennen im lodernden Weh'n!

Spür die Hitze, das Feuer in dir
Frisst deine Hoffnung, dein letztes Pläsier
Sterne verblassen, Mond wird zu Blut
Gefangen im Netz der Höllenglut!
Kein Entkommen... Kein Licht... Nur die Pein...

Hellraiser! Dämon aus der Nacht!
Hellraiser! Hat die Macht entfacht!
Empor aus der Hölle, mit Schwefel und Wut
Er trinkt deine Angst wie glühendes Blut!
Keine Reue, kein Fleh'n, du wirst untergeh'n
Deine Seele wird brennen im lodernden Weh'n!

Brennen... Seele... Brennen!
Hellraiser!

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