Under the Influence

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let me fly away

let me fly away with you 

let me fly away 

i wanna spread my wings
and fly away
i wanna spread my wings 
and fly away

i better stop with beating myself up for my mistakes 
i look and find my life so dirty, man i need a maid 
i could’ve done it better, but its just how i’ve been raised 
i hope that you’ll be back and that we’re both fucking okay

why did it happen like this?
why did we take this path?
wish i could go back in time
and relive what we had

why did it happen like this?
why did we take this path?
wish i could go back in time
and relive what we had

fly away (purgatory freestyle)

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and i, i'm so alone 

i, i'm so alone 

and there is no one to save me
pull me out, but i’m too far gone
and there is no one to save me
couldn’t get a hold of what you want 

was i ever enough?
i think im losing my mind
was i ever enough?
i think im losing my mind

your words are trapped under my skin
fading away through a revolver or my broken wings 
i gave you everything i had while i just lost myself 
i gave you everything while i was screaming for help

too far gone

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catch up, i go to sleep and man up
surpress my pain and act tough
when they tell me that they love me 
i will crack the fuck up

treating all my people right, cuz i just crave the same
take me for granted, but you miss me when i'll be away 
not afraid to lose my people, never forcing to stay
i just grind while y'all holding me back, y'all are so brave

wash them all away, running every day 
life's been feeling so damn empty thats why i dont play
i have accepted that im lonely, man i'll be okay 
it would be pointless even caring cuz i push away

no one cares, no one cares so i'll do it alone
no one cares, no one cares so i'll fight on my own
no one cares, no one cares so i'll do it alone
no one cares, no one cares, on my own have i grown

my feelings invalid, they just don't matter, cuz i gotta move 
no empathetics, im the attacker, the struggles removed
im never standing, cuz i am a guy, my feelings are just not approved 
life, is it worth it? i want it perfect, but i am damaged and bruised

here it comes, a new wave
but where the fuck am i safe?
i need your arms around me 
but i know its never my place

here it comes, a new wave
but where the fuck am i safe?
i need your arms around me 
but i know its never my place

fuck it, i’m there for everyone except for me
keep my feelings bottled up until it sets me free 
my heart has never been protected, no one ever sees 
you can trust me when i say i’ll never choose for me

who cares

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roll up, roll up, i put a tag and run
.44 on my head, click clack and pull the gun
ain’t afraid to lose em, last thing i would do is grieve, yeah
don’t try to make me happy cuz before you know i leave

staying humble, staying calm, but i am full of rage
writing shit for years, and still got so much shit to say
always hurting, no one offers me a safe place
grab my keys and race myself until i drive away

i know she want me, but i lock in and i never stop
she obsessed, got my picture on her laptop
i doubt your love baby, is this even real?
cuz i don’t think you understand how fucking lonely that i feel, no one cares 

i got the blade on me
my life is fucking ruined, they all try to fix me
aim it to my head, i got the ks-23
you tryna take my life? motherfucker, feel free

my life is ruined !

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(it will be fine, as long as we stay side by side)
(it will be fine, as long as we stay side by side)

craving connection, but pushing away
putting in effort, but im not okay
scars aren’t healing, and i’m so afraid 
that i’ll fall right back in how i used to behave 

well aware, i see a traitor in the mirror
got easily attached, and now i see it clearer 
scared of trusting and hoping, it lingers
seeking help is the last thing i consider

wearing a mask, and im trapped in my walls
beating myself up for all of my flaws
missing your presence at 3am calls
waiting for grace as my sanity falls

lost all the keys, so i can’t break the chains
whatever i give, it will fall down the drain
the tears on my face, they fall down like the rain
and all of my efforts will just die in vain

(it will be fine, as long as we stay side by side)
(it will be fine, as long as we stay side by side)
(it will be fine, as long as we stay side by side)
(it will be fine, as long as we stay side by side)

JURRIX

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