trying to describe the mix of complete elation and total despondency is really hard

- Lyrics -
[Intro]
(Woah, yeah)

[Chorus 1]
We’re sitting on top of that hill now
I don’t think I want to come down
I just wanna stay with you
Please don’t make me move
I think we should stay here
Can we just be here?
I want you to stay near
Please don’t leave, dear

[Post-Chorus]
(I think we should stay here)
(Can we just be here?)
(I want you to stay near)
(Please don’t leave, dear)

[Verse 1]
We can run away from our lives
We can run away from our fears
We can run away from the time
We can run away from the tears we shed

[Bridge]
Tired hugs and your head rubs
There’s nothing more that I love
(Tired hugs and your head rubs)
(There’s nothing more that I love)

[Instrumental Break]

[Pre-Chorus]
(I think we should stay here)
(Can we just be here?)
(I want you to stay near)
(Please don’t leave, dear)

[Chorus 2]
(We’re) sitting on top of that hill now
I don’t think I wanna come down
I just wanna stay with you
Please don’t make me move
I think we should stay here
Can we just be here?
I want you to stay near
Please don’t leave, dear
…
(I love you)

ecstasy? (prod. michael harrison)

you know me well...
- Lyrics -
[Intro]
(Oh, oh, oh)
(Woah, oh, oh)
(Woah, oh, oooh)
(Oooh, hmmm, hm-m)

[Verse 1]
Here we go again, yeah
I’m running from your face
Here we go again, yeah
I don’t know what to say
Here we go again, yeah
(No, I’m not okay)
(I still sit in pain)
…
I still sit here in pain
No, I’m not okay
I still sit here in pain
No, I’m not okay

[Interlude]
I just, uh,
I know none of this is your fault, but…
I just get really attached to people.
When really,
they have no reason to be attached to me.
Um…
…
I always fall so hard for everyone.
But then, they really never feel the same way,
and it just… it hurts.
…
I just hope that, 
with you, it might be different…

[Verse 2]
Here we go again
I know you don’t love me
Here we go again
Yeah, please don’t touch me
Here we go again
Yeah, I know I love you
Here we go again
Yeah, I know I need you

[Bridge]
(Yeah, you dance across the sky)
(I think of you every night)
(And I need you by my side)
(I don’t want you to be right, but)

[Hook]
I think I’m falling
I think I fell
You know I’m stalling
You know me well
I think I’m falling
I think I fell
You know I’m calling
You know me well
…
(You know I’m stalling)
(You know me well)
…
(You know I’m calling)
(You know me well)

[Super Chill Outro]

you know me well (prod. michael harrison & heyrick & daks)

maybe it's all in my head

- Lyrics -
[Verse 1]
You
You know I want you
You
You know I need you
You
You know I can’t do
Any of this without you

(You)
(You know I want you)
(You)
(You know I need you)

[Verse 2]
I can’t fight all this pain
I don’t want to feel ashamed
I can’t fight all this rain
I don’t want to feel afraid

I can’t fight all my fears
They come and they like to jeer
I can’t fight all my tears
They come and go like you last year

[Hook]
Maybe it’s all in my head
Maybe it’s better unsaid
Maybe it’s all in my head
Maybe that’s why I’m upset

No, I don’t want to lie to myself
No, I don’t want to cry by myself
No, I don’t want to better my health
I just read through books on my shelf
(books on my shelf)
(books on my shelf)
(books on my shelf)
(books on my shelf)

[Outro]
(No, I don’t want to lie to myself)
(No, I don’t want to cry by myself)
(No, I don’t want to better my health)
(I just read through—)

unsaid (prod. michael harrison & gavin hadley & miles julian)

living like Disney

- Lyrics -
[Chorus 1]
Running through the fields
And talking ‘bout our dreams
Don’t know what to feel
Yeah, love ain’t what it seems
Here we go again, woah
Living like Disney
Here we go again, woah
You like when I bleed

Running through the fields
And talking ‘bout our dreams
Don’t know what to feel
Yeah, love ain’t what it seems
Here we go again, woah
Living like Disney
Here we go again, woah
You like when I bleed

[Post Chorus]
If you left me, then I’d be hollow
If you ran away, you know I’d follow
You know I’d follow

[Verse 1]
Talking ‘bout things that we never understood
Having conversations sitting on the roof
Doing things that we didn’t know if we should, uh
Feeling things that we didn’t know we could, but

Then it all ended
Then it all ended
Yeah, then it all ended
Oh, then it all ended

[Bridge]
Now I sit and I reminisce
Now I sit here and I wish—
Now I sit and I reminisce
‘Bout all the times we had as kids

[Chorus 2]
Running through the fields
And talking ‘bout our dreams
Don’t know what to feel
Yeah, love ain’t what it seems
Here we go again, woah
Living like Disney
Here we go again, woah
You like when I bleed

Running through the fields
And talking ‘bout our dreams
Don’t know what to feel
Yeah, love ain’t what it seems
Here we go again, woah
Living like Disney
Here we go again, woah
You like when I bleed

Running through the fields
And talking ‘bout our dreams
Don’t know what to feel
Yeah, love ain’t what it seems
Here we go again, woah
Living like Disney
Here we go again, woah
You like when I bleed

[Outro]
Now I sit and I reminisce
Now I sit here and I wish—
Now I sit and I reminisce
(If you left me, then I’d be hollow)
‘Bout all the times we had as kids
(If you ran away, you know I’d follow)

If you decide that you ever wanna come back
I’ll wait here, sitting right by the swing-set
Right by the place where it started to go bad
Right by the place where you told me that you left
I was waiting there, right before you called back
Wait—you never called—all you sent was a text
Wait, all you sent was a text?

I know you had to move, and it really wasn’t fair
But all I can think is “you still could’ve called”
You “hate goodbyes,” and say you “still care”
But I’m starting to think that you didn’t at all
I know that you left, but you never said where
I kept reaching out, but you still let me fall

fields (prod. michael harrison & heyrick & daks)

sorryyy, the grass was really wet :(

- Lyrics -
[Pre-Chorus 1]
(Rainfall)
(Dark clouds)
(I need you here now)
(Sky-fall)
(Fall out)
(I feel you near now)

(Please call)
(Don’t doubt)
(Our love is real now)
(Please fall)
(Reach out)
(My arms are safe now)

[Chorus 1]
You rest your hands on my head
I run my hands through your hair
On the hill, the grass is wet
We’ll lay here; the weather’s fair
It was dark before we left
Honestly I didn’t care
I went home, but never slept
I missed your eyes and your hair

[Post-Chorus]
It’s all coming together now…

[Verse 1]
It always comes back to this
It always comes back to me
Everything leads to anguish
Wishing you were here with me
It always comes back to this
It always comes back to pain
No matter the happiness
The agony will find a way

[Bridge]
Please forgive all these demons
I just can’t seem to release them
Please forgive all my demons
I just can’t seem to defeat them

[Pre-Chorus 2]
Rainfall
Dark clouds
I need you here now
Sky-fall
Fall out
I feel you near now

Please call
Don’t doubt
Our love is real now
Please fall
Reach out
My arms are safe now

[Chorus 2]
You rest your hands on my head
I run my hands through your hair
On the hill, the grass is wet
We’ll lay here; the weather’s fair
It was dark before we left
Honestly I didn’t care
I went home, but never slept
I missed your eyes and your hair

Promise me you won’t forget
All the time we spent up there
On the hill, the grass was wet
We laid there, in springtime air
In your lap, I laid my head
Your ran your hands through my hair
I want to see you again
Can you meet me back up there?

[Outro]
Promise me,
You won’t forget it…

i never slept (prod. michael harrison & gavin hadley)

this song shows exactly why i need to work on harmonies

- Lyrics -
[Intro]
Oooh
Oooh
Oooh
Oooh

[Chorus]
Working on my harmonies
See me begging, “baby, please”
Working on my harmony
Wishing you were here with me
Working on my harmonies
See me begging, “baby, please”
Working on my harmony
Wishing you were here with me

[Verse]
Sitting here working on these harmonies
A lot of me—part of me? They gotta be
Tell me what to do with these
Tell me why the heck you feel so dead to me
A reason? There’s gotta be
Feeling so alive when you’re here with me

Take the mask off
Now, look what you’ve done
I feel betrayal

[Chorus]
Working on my harmonies
See me begging, “baby, please”
Working on my harmony
Wishing you were here with me
Working on my harmonies
See me begging, “baby, please”
Working on my harmony
Wishing you were here with me

[Outro]
Working on my harmonies
See me begging, “baby, please”
Working on my harmony
Wishing you were here with me

betrayal (prod. michael harrison)

Ne0n GrEEn killing it fr

- Lyrics -
[Intro: AIZEK]
Ooh
Ooh
I just wanna run,
I just wanna hide
I’m just giving up,
You were my life

[Verse 1: AIZEK]
I just wanna run,
I just wanna hide
I’m just giving up,
You were my life, but…

[Chorus: AIZEK]
Everything’s erased,
And everything is hateful
Everything’s erased,
I still miss our dates though
Everything’s erased,
And everything is hateful
Everything’s erased,
But I still miss our dates though

[Verse 2: Ne0n GrEEn]
Living a lie,
Trying to hide
My feelings inside,
Bury them deep
I wanna cry,
Don’t know what to do,
Guess I’m scared of the highs
It’s been going on and on,
She call me phenomenon,
Yeah I know I’ve been a pawn
In this game we’ve been upon
They tell me I don’t belong,
Believe me when I prove them wrong,
I been working hard and long
Just to write for this one song

[Chorus: AIZEK]
Everything’s erased,
And everything is hateful
Everything’s erased,
I still miss our dates though
Everything’s erased,
And everything is hateful
Everything’s erased,
But I still miss our dates though

[Chorus: Ne0n GrEEn]
Everything’s erased,
And everything is hateful
Everything’s erased,
I still miss our dates though
Everything’s erased,
And everything is hateful
Everything’s erased,
But I still miss our dates though

erased (feat. Ne0n GrEEn)

with my guy Ne0n GrEEn like 2 or 3 years ago hahaha

i’m seriously not writing out the lyrics this time

in the stars (feat. Ne0n GrEEn) [prod. Splashgvng]

we can make it… i promise

- Lyrics -
[Intro]
Tell me about the problems you have,
I promise that I’ll always have your back
Tell me about the dreams that you have,
I promise that I’ll love you when its bad
Tell me about the life that you’ve lived,
I promise that I’ll comfort you when it’s
not what you’d like and when it hurts, still,
I promise you and I will get through this

[Chorus]
Tell me about the problems you have,
I promise that I’ll always have your back
Tell me about the dreams that you have,
I promise that I’ll love you when its bad
Tell me about the life that you’ve lived,
I promise that I’ll comfort you when it’s
not what you’d like and when it hurts, still,
I promise you and I will get through this

[Verse: Ne0n GrEEn]
We will get through this,
My arrows do not miss,
Just take my hand and remember my promise
Come tell me your dreams,
And all of their themes,
I know that all is just not as it seems
Yeah all these demands,
Like I’m sinking in sand,
Trying so hard to grab the dry land
I do not wanna fall,
But I dropped the ball,
And it bounced around and then hit wall
Where am I going?
It seems like I’m slowing,
It feels really weird with no one else knowing
I’m in need of sewing,
You know I’m not gloating,
I’m In the boat but the only one rowing
But I’ll find some time,
You know I won’t lie,
Doing my best to make the climb
I won’t let you down,
Even if I must drown,
I promise that I’ll be changing that frown

[Chorus]
Tell me about the problems you have,
I promise that I’ll always have your back
Tell me about the dreams that you have,
I promise that I’ll love you when its bad
Tell me about the life that you’ve lived,
I promise that I’ll comfort you when it’s
not what you’d like and when it hurts, still,
I promise you and I will get through this

[Outro]
Tell me about the problems you have,
I promise that I’ll always have your back
Tell me about the dreams that you have,
I promise that I’ll love you when its bad
Tell me about the life that you’ve lived,
I promise that I’ll comfort you when it’s
not what you’d like and when it hurts, still,
I promise you and I will get through this

i promise (feat. Ne0n GrEEn)

icarus (feat. Ne0n GrEEn) [prod. heydium]

God’s got you right where he wants you…

- lyrics -

i know that there’s nothing more you can give
but i still feel alone and sometimes i forget
you are my God, and you sent Christ for me
i have your word and that’s all i need

you have my ear
i need to hear
the words from your mouth
Lord, I can’t go without
you have my ear
i need to hear
the things that you say
they hold life and sustain

they tell me “ignorance is bliss”
but Lord, you say your love is
they tell me “do what your heart says”
but Lord, i know how that ends
they tell me “chase what your heart wants”
but Lord, you just want my heart
they tell me “you are enough”
but Lord, i know that’s a bluff

you have my ear
i need to hear
the words from your mouth
Lord, I can’t go without
you have my ear
i need to hear
the things that you say
they hold life and sustain

in Christ alone
i’ll place my hope
i’ll never fall
if you’re my all
oh, give me a heart
that chases yours
give me a soul
that sings for yours

you have my ear
i need to hear
the words from your mouth
Lord, I can’t go without
you have my ear
i need to hear
the things that you say
they hold life and sustain

nothing more (one-take)

sometimes faith is hard… but try to remember what it cost Him, and know that God is using your suffering just as He did Christ’s

- lyrics -
Oh, I feel hopeless
I am broken
Scars are open
Eyes are closing
Truth unspoken
I am coping
Time unwoven
Lies I’ve dove in

I know I’m found in
You, but I can’t
Seem to feel it
I’ve failed you again

Oh, I feel hopeless
I am broken
Scars are open
Eyes are closing
Truth unspoken
I am coping
Time unwoven
Lies I’ve dove in

(And still) You tear me apart
And you cleanse my heart
You make it all
A part of your art

Oh, Life awoken
Heart unfrozen
Blood I’m soaked in
Grace I’m clothed in
Love unfolding
Peace unknowing
I’ve been chosen
God, you’ve spoken

Yes, I’ve failed once again
But your love never did
Yes, I’ve failed once again
But your love never will

Isaac Porter's Album

soaked in blood

picture the scene… the kings of kings, upon a cross for you

- lyrics -
take me back to that place
the one called calvary
to look upon your face
as you hung upon that tree
take me back to that hill
on the side of golgotha
right where all your blood spilled
all over us

i know not why you have done this
and i still feel undeserving
i know not why you have done this
but i know that i am loved, so

take me back to that place
the one called calvary
to look upon your face
as you hung upon that tree
take me back to that hill
on the side of golgotha
right where all your blood spilled
all over us

‘cause it spilled all over us

golgotha

contemplate what actually took place…

- lyrics -
i don’t know
why thou would go
to that cross
at such a cost
i don’t know
why thou would go
to that hill
just to be killed

oh, that cross
how can it be?
all my sin
laid upon thee
oh, that cross
how can it be?
all thy blood
washed over me

i don’t know
why thou would go
to that cross
at such a cost
i don’t know
why thou would go
to that hill
just to be killed

oh, that cross
how can it be?
all my sin
laid upon thee
oh, that cross
how can it be?
all thy blood
washed over me

it washed over me…

that cross (how can it be?)

who are we to question anything in light of who God is?

- lyrics -
where was i when you were shaping
all the seas and the dry land?
who am i that you would make me
one of the wonders of your hands?

Lord, i thank you
for the faith that you gave me
Lord, i praise you
for the ways that you’ve saved me

where was i when you were shaping
all the seas and the dry land?
who am i that you would make me
one of the wonders of your hands?

all my petty thoughts
and endless questions
don’t change my loss
and lead to nothing

where was i when you were shaping
all the seas and the dry land?
who am i that you would make me
one of the wonders of your hands?

one of the wonders of your hands…

where was i?

you said "forever"

they say, “chase what your heart desires.”

instead, chase that which desires your heart.

love you :)

AIZEK

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