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4aw

the dwella series

Dwella does Vocals

YNow - dwella Series

its an experience more than anything

(step 1: get baked and put headphones in)

the trial of Molly Criscoe - dwella series

can't - dwella series

awake - dwella series

we mourn. then rise.

to the dark, with love.

OLIGARCHY - dwella series

Playing In The Rain - dwella series

Down To The River - dwella series

lean years - dwella series

Complaints

Storm - dwella series

here, again - dwella series

Seamie Comin' - dwella series

Mocosita - dwella series

clouds - dwella series

Lyrics;
He drank to forget
He smoked to feel something
He live in regret
Never known much loving

Dancing in the rain
To see the pain outside hisself

At times feel he should hang
inside for weeks
the outside is hell

don’t wanna speak anymore
Wont settle no scores
Every-time you run your mouth it lead to slamming doors
he 
Locking his heart in this box 
look its the shape of you
Why he sheering off his arms to fit the mold that they made for you

She cheatin’
 with a baby due
Plain truth 
Shit can be dirty 
like her blaming you
Face the truth
You fucked a fat bitch who think her shit smell like roses
You working for a diamond to propose
while she betraying you
Fool
You fucking stupid for staying too
She had your baby
two months old rock a by baby with some shady dude
Then laid up with him in the bed thats the naked truth
You better go tell the world not to play with you 

Hey there world 
its dwella 

Dont play with me

Literally
Fuck off
I hate you all
stay away from me

Ill be going nuts 
with the squirrels in woods
call it bravery

Id rather rot
than see a face again

I hope you hating me

Look at me
Everything you hates in me

Now sit back and watch me take it all 
like it was made for me

Thats what they hate to see

A dirty poor bastard like me 
Just glad to be 
is downright blasphemy 

Thats why i keep a gat with me

Keep my piece to keep my green 
And smoke my green to my peace

Full-Bellied - dwella vocal series

Lyrics;
runnin' on empty
I want you to beg me
Coming back with a vengeance
From the grave where you left me
I been on my grind, try'na get check and flex it
talkin' to my demons
and I'm doubtful I can fix it
the holy cross didn't
neither did my sinning
your greed painted face
and that ignorant ass grimmace
tells me that you ain't really livin'
I got more in my self built prison,
than any king in written wisdom.
Yet a penny for my thoughts couldn't pay for a pot to piss in,
Now I'm supposed to make these MFs see the vision?


Hol' up homie listen,
I had 395 plated steel,
made it glisten.
Just a jit out there on a mission,
No kiddin',
.380 steel cast
end up missin'.

never been a victim,
to nothing but my symptoms.
keep the scars on my wrist within vision.
bony hands on steel bars,
says i earned my right to be here and flip this.

dwella crawling through the ward,
where the madness goes to play God.

Shadows by the window sill,
tippin' over  late jars.
Tell me,
Is she safe lord?

Wandering the cell blocks murmin' 
"I'll take yours..."

Honest in my downfall

I can't save her.

Ponderin' who's the man that made her,
Cautious,
yet ever-longing for a savior?

Just a princess and her razor.

Just a princess and her razor.

dwella crawling through the ward,
where the madness goes to play God.

Shadows by the window sill,
tippin' over  late jars.
Tell me,
Is she safe lord?

Wandering the cell blocks murmin' 
"I'll take yours..."

Honest in my downfall

I can't save her.

Home - dwella vocal series

Lyrics;
I got a heart made of steel
Give a f*** about a vest
They tried to k*** me twice
But I'm breathin' nonetheless
That's why this is on everything
This on my family crest

It ain't yo f****n bedtime
But I'll put yo a** to rest

If it's me,
 or the rest
I'm choosin' me,
 to the death
Fightin' for expression
 Better savor every breath

In between realities
They won't take my eyes away
See right through the fallacies
Won't listen to a word they say

It's all a game
N' I'm choosin' not to play their way

big bad wolf gets mad if you don't say your grace
Be thankful for the scraps they say
slap the smirk off their face
for thinkin' they're the saving grace

I get a bad attitude from workin' hard and payin' bills
I got a house made of cards, that i built up on the hill
When the breeze whistles through, it'll surely fall down
But I'll have it built 'fore you come around
cus' you'll
never
see the weight on me
cus' you'll
never
see the weight on me


I been thinkin' a lot
I been trying to change
I been drinkin' too much
Tired of living this way
I been pineing for d****
Just to drown out the pain

I just really need love,

can you just stay?
...

I got a heart made of steel
Give a f*** about a vest
They tried to k*** me twice
But I'm breathin' nonetheless
That's why this is on everything
This on my family crest

It ain't yo f****n bedtime
But I'll put yo a** to rest

If it's me,
 or the rest
I'm choosin' me,
 to the death
Fightin' for expression
 Better savor every breath

In between realities
They won't take my eyes away
See right through the fallacies
Won't listen to a word they say

It's all a game
N' I'm choosin' not to play their way

big bad wolf gets mad if you don't say your grace
Be thankful for the scraps they say
slap the smirk off their face
for thinkin' they're the saving grace

I get a bad attitude from workin' hard and payin' bills
I got a house made of cards, that i built up on the hill
When the breeze whistles through, it'll surely fall down
But I'll have it built 'fore you come around
cus' you'll
never
see the weight on me
cus' you'll
never
see the weight on me

...
    can you just stay?
....

Noyd - dwella vocal series

Lyrics;
Don't f***kin' say 
You didn't see it comin'
When he join the 27 club
And meet up with his cousin

God knows that he been runnin'
27
Out the bag
Save a gram for the mornin'
29
He's abhorrent

Isolated, poor, and sickly
Keep them stimulants pourin'
Code*ine 
After caffeine
Sorry baby I'm in mournin'
Haven't lost everyone
But sure lost the majority

N' I'm wishing there was more of me

Separate bodies for the voices in my head that torture me
Look into the mirror

Am I the sum,
Or a fraction of what i want to be?

Multiply my mind,
N' then theres less of me

My own thoughts been stressin' me
God why the f*** you testin' me?

I can't give a f***
About you on the street
I get more peace
When I let it be

If you need some peace
I got in the baggie
That's the recipe

Makin' sure the beast gon' remember me

I'm in the pinewoods
Searchin' for the portal to my memories

I got faith

That the fae will guide me home,
If I can make it there successfully.

Find me dancin' with the trees, in the breeze
Where you set me free.

Consistent motion, dancin' a farewell, forever in eternity.

Will you dance with me?
..
and just be?

Will you dance with me?

Will you dance for me, and just be?

Will you dance with me?

...

Come on baby come and dance with me!

...

Will you dance with me?

And just be?

Will you dance with me?

Forever-Dancing - dwella vocal series

Lyrics;
 
There's comfort
In sharing the poison
So breathe it in,
enjoy it
Young men smokin' cess,
Since you stole their enjoyment.
Replaced with feudal employment
N' paranoia
F--- You

I won't reap profit for a lesser man.
I'D RATHER ROT
n' be a beggar for forever man.

I been praying for rain, wisdom, like the weather man.
Let it flood, wash away the sin, and turn ya'll to better men.

Let me rot,
F--- it,
Let me rot.

My soul already bought,
Work him to the bone,
Toss em' to the wolves,
Now I'm singing "forget me not"

Let me rot,
F--- it, let me rot.

My family got washed,
all my friends seem lost,
n' I been sitting by my lonely,
Tryna' chop it up with God. Let me Rot.

Yea,
I'm giving up.

Laying down my arms,
ain't big enough,
They came with that, what?
50 round drum,
While I'm beating on my drum,
Like "WHAT THE F--- IS UP?

I been down,
Yea, I been depressed.
I tried beating on my chest,
It makes no difference if you yelling at a friend.
Like, y'all need to pay attention, not cents.
You being led to a grave, not a bed, when you askin' for some rest.

Let me rot,
F--- it,
Let me rot.

My soul already bought,
Work him to the bone,
Toss em' to the wolves,
Now I'm singing "forget me not"

Let me rot,
F--- it, let me rot.

My family got washed,
all my friends seem lost,
n' I been sitting by my lonely,
Tryna' chop it up with God. Let me Rot.

I been thinking of my daughter,
How her skin don't look like mine.
Tell me, do they hate her?
Or am I the one they despise?

I been looking for solutions,
I been praying for more time.

I think they tryna' kill me now,
But I won't let it slide.

Let me rot,
F--- it,
Let me rot.

My soul already bought,
Work him to the bone,
Toss em' to the wolves,
Now I'm singing "forget me not"

Let me rot,
F--- it, let me rot.

My family got washed,
all my friends seem lost,
n' I been sitting by my lonely,
Tryna' chop it up with God. Let me Rot.

Let me rot....


Let me rot,
F--- it,
Let me rot.

My soul already bought,
Work him to the bone,
Toss em' to the wolves,
Now I'm singing "forget me not"

Let me rot,
F--- it, let me rot.

My family got washed,
all my friends seem lost,
n' I been sitting by my lonely,
Tryna' chop it up with God. Let me Rot.

L.M.R. - dwella vocal series

Lyrics;
I'm not proud of who I was
Karma hunting me
Most of the time I wonder how my family stomach me
Erratic
Artistic Asshole
A f--kin' wannabe
Treated like a child
They couldn't bear what he was gonna be
Lil' boy never had a chance
Ain't it sad?
Now he's a man, but it's only just began
There's beauty in this tragedy
He found his footing
Tried to make a stand
They stole the spine out his back,
And said "cancel all the plans"

Run to Jordan.
Swim.
Crawl to Jordan.
n Swim.
Bathe your soul in the waters, let it wash away the sin.
Run to Jordan
Swim
Let it drown out the demons you let in.
Run to Jordan.

There's no redemption without pain
You gotta face the sh-t
Roll another J
Face the sh-t
You gon' pay for it
Wait for it
Trauma settle in my bones
When I'm escapin' it
I am something you can't clone
I was made for this

I am the scape goat.
Family tree got stains, so I'm taking them.
Put em' on my soul, I wipe it clean
So please
Don't go blaming them.

222
The awakening.

I been tryna' cleanse myself, why they think that I'm regaling them?

As if the pain in my voice was for entertainment, man I hate this sh-t.


Run to Jordan.
Swim.
Crawl to Jordan.
n Swim.
Bathe your soul in the waters, let it wash away the sin.
Run to Jordan
Swim
Let it drown out the demons you let in.
Run to Jordan.

Swim - dwella vocal series

Lyrics;

I'm with God,
The devil,
and a whole bunch of mushies

Whole gang with me,
and they all saying "f-ck em"
Voices in my head casting hexes out in Russian
I just called ya b-tch beautiful,
Now she out here blushing.

said he want the smoke,
I'm lighting fireworks for luck and,
Saw the shells out the lot, they really thought that I was bussin'

I ain't one to be a martyr baby,
Started running.
Grab the wand out the bag, fireball
Started dumpin'

The sheep,
The snakes,
The swine,
The goats roam among them.

The sleet,
The rain,
The shine,
Since they shunned him.
The sheep...

I am weak,
Give me strength.
I won't blink,
I won't fade.

I won't fade away from grace.
You can put that on my name,
Or charge it to the game, all the same b-tch.

Stuck in a round-a-bout,
Tryna lane switch.
Going round and round,
Till' my brain quit.

Thinking about it now,
I do the same sh-t,
Drinking the bottle down,
Hanging around with them vagrants.

Doing the same sh-t as they did, 

"Hey kid, happy belated.
I'm really glad you made it"

Another winter down, and another missed payment.
Can't sow the seeds now, the ground already paved b-tch.

Is that true, is all hope lost?
Are you looking to the future, or you looking at your loss?
Is your worth within you, or placed on a cross?
How you party with the devil, then try to chill with God?

Now I'm walking back home, dead phone.
Drunk stumbling, on weak bones.
I like to be alone when I'm zoned, in the grove, so I can hear the trumpets.

Do you hear them?
Aren't they lovely?
Do you hear them?
Do you love me?
...
Who loves me?

I'm with God,
The devil,
and a whole bunch of mushies

Whole gang with me,
and they all saying "f-ck em"
Voices in my head casting hexes out in Russian
I just called ya b-tch beautiful,
Now she out here blushing.

said he want the smoke,
I'm lighting fireworks for luck and,
Saw the shells out the lot, they really thought that I was bussin'

I ain't one to be a martyr baby,
Started running.
Grab the wand out the bag, fireball
Started dumpin'

The sheep,
The snakes,
The swine,
The goats roam among them.

The sleet,
The rain,
The shine,
Since they shunned him.
The sheep...

Do you hear them?
Aren't they lovely?
Do you hear them?
Do you love me?
...
Who loves me?
I love me,
I love me, 
How lovely.

Fireworks - dwella vocal series

Lyrics;
My rite of passage was a blunt
And a solo cup
Graduate to getting loaded off dust
Load it up
If escaping the pain was a job 
id be paid as f***
Waiting on the day they swing by 
just to say “what’s up?”

It won’t happen
They don’t give a f*** about you

Go ahead and cry boy
Yea
You’re allowed to

Now,
Shut up with that huffing
you been sobbing too loud dude

Wah wah wah!
We know all about you

I don’t ever want to see you again
Again, again, again…

Foolish in this lifetime,
I got nothing left to say.
They went and took my lifeline,
I went looking for a grave...

Looking for a grave,
Looking for a grave,
Looking for a grave,
Looking for my grave.

My rite of passage was a blunt
And a solo cup
Graduate to getting loaded off dust
Load it up
If escaping the pain was a job 
id be paid as f***
Waiting on the day they swing by 
just to say “what’s up?”

It won’t happen
They don’t give a f*** about you

Go ahead and cry boy
Yea
You’re allowed to

Now,
Shut up with that huffing
You been sobbing too loud dude

Wah wah wah!
We know all about you

I don’t ever want to see you again
Again, again, again…

Foolish in this lifetime,
I got nothing left to say.
They went and took my lifeline,
I went looking for a grave...

Looking for a grave,
Looking for a grave,
Looking for a grave,
Looking for my grave.

Grave - dwella vocal series

Lyrics;
Ten generations,
Carving mountains,
with a wish to stand free.

I wish they could understand me.

Trauma ran in the family,
til' it ran into me.
Now it's gasping for air, where I used to bleed.

Singing, "let it be"
Please
Telling my baby "let it be"
Please, set it free.

My ghost is something, you'll have to wait and see.
Bait and tackle out the box, strong winds out at sea.
If I die, making sense of salt, where trees used to be,
Let it be, at least ya'll can breathe. 

I hope I die with a staff in my hand,
Unblind to the binds, they use to quell the ram.

Many goats lie dead, on the path to salvation.
Out stretched hands stepped over by the man while his mouth salivating.
Race, or escape it.
Paying 20 a gram for a taste of safe haven.
The rooms within my mind, are the only place safe, man.
They want my soul, told 'em come and take it.

They ain't found it yet.
Tried to be a rock, I watched as the mountains wept.

I've awakened.
Climbing to the top, to claim a spot, while those cowards slept.
Their mind is vacant,
Told 'em not to take it, look,
Now they got no power left.

Remember who you are...

Ten generations,
Carving mountains,
with a wish to stand free.

I wish they could understand me.

Trauma ran in the family,
til' it ran into me.
Now it's gasping for air, where I used to bleed.

Singing, "let it be"
Please
Telling my baby "let it be"
Please, set it free.

Staff - dwella vocal series

Lyrics;
Every night, in a fight
With my own dreams
I lost sight, of the Christ like
Spirit in me.
Spent my life, dodging ropes,
trying to stay free.
Cus' they don't like what I love,
N' they don't see how I see.
Panic attacks at three,
Saying "Breathe baby breathe"
I'm teaching her, she teaching me,
how to be a human being, f**k.

You thought I wasn't, huh?
"Dwella don't feel no pain - he up there with the buzzards bruh"

If I never saw a human again, I'd be fine.
They told me my soul was a crime, now it's dying.
Can't you hear it screaming?
...
"Um, that's a sigh."
Dwella only get loud, if he put aside his pride.

"Hold on, excuse me, you're addressing a judge"
I'd call you your honor, but you have none.
I didn't speak a lick, and you labeled me a bad one. 
As if breaking from the weight this b**ch supplied, 
with her betrayal behind my face,
Somehow means I ain't my dad's son.
wtf.


Every night, in a fight
With my own dreams
I lost sight, of the Christ like
Spirit in me.
Spent my life, dodging ropes,
trying to stay free.
Cus' they don't like what I love,
N' they don't see how I see.
Panic attacks at three,
Saying "Breathe baby breathe"
I'm teaching her, she teaching me,
how to be a human being, f**k.

You thought I wasn't, huh?
"Dwella don't feel no pain - he up there with the buzzards bruh"

hah, well f**k you too then.
F**k the world, F**k the government,
F**k Ro*, that dude is useless.
Could've asked my shadow what the truth is.

He don't ever tell a lie,
It's that mother f**cker toothless.
Still spittin' new sh*t,
At 29, Dwella ruthless.
Dodging nooses, for what they said's a crime, in the blueprint.
Out here with my hammer,
Y'all inside with news print,
So when I f**cking lose it, read about it, y'all don't do sh*t.

Buzzards - dwella vocal series

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there's a million ways my heart hurts

Memories In A Music Box - dwella series

Lyrics;
A pendulum of feeling,
How lovely to live like this.
I got a feeling,
I won't let you dismiss.
Caught stealing
"Why you out frowning past six?"
Comin' for the crown.
"yea, purple bag shit"
"They say the grey-scale, lacks passion."

I ain't a good man, but I ain't a bad one.
So what that say about my last one?
Cus' you could hear the hurt in my voice,
Like I was singing Johnny Cash songs.
Huh,
This is the pain of the prophets, huh?
Tongue tied watching tragedy, can't stop it.
Searching for community,
But no store got it.
Dropkick the backdoor to my heart, then you ran off with the profit.

I don't know how,
How I found you.
You were down bad,
But I was down for you.
You made your mind,
I got no time for you.
You picking sides, then cross the line,
I wont cry for you.
I don't know how,
How I found you.
You were down bad,
But I was down for you.
You made your mind,
I got no time for you.
You picking sides, then cross the line,
I won't lie for you.

Half of me thinks it was worth it,
Other half saying "You're the worst person on this earth" and, "This ain't working"
Put some tar into my lungs then,
Let this weight off my person.
I just wanted your love,
But you thought that it was worthless.
Or maybe worth more to,
Any other person.
If I was rocking balmains and berkins
Would your limerence finally see that my soul has purpose?
Or you would you carry on keen, 
Knowing your actions caused a murder?
Mine.
I'm f***king dead inside.
Body rotting, inside out
I smoke formaldehyde.
Red label, green label,
Hit the gas then I'm set to fly.
Nicotine weed and caffeine,
Now that's a heady high.
Codeine and Adderall,
I need a steady mind.
 Put some shr**mies on the top,
Now that's a heavy ride.
Tryna' see God in the backrooms,
Ask him how I found you,
Before he even let me fly?

I don't know how,
How I found you.
You were down bad,
But I was down for you.
You made your mind,
I got no time for you.
You picking sides, then cross the line,
I wont cry for you.
I don't know how,
How I found you.
You were down bad,
But I was down for you.
You made your mind,
I got no time for you.
You picking sides, then cross the line,
I won't lie for you.

Cobwebs - dwella vocal series

Lyrics;
Runnin' on,
Runnin' on,
Run off rain water.

I got green up in the bag,
make the day shorter.

Got the payback,
But the pay shorter.
Cadillac green,
Laid back
With a K on ya.
Everybody want a sack,
'til they prey on ya.

I put everything on black,
Hope the pay on 'em

Betting on my soul to make it home,
I rock and roll, but I'm solid,
I won't flake on ya.

Yea, I'm never flaking.
Riding on wagon wheels,
Rust won't take 'em.
Nah, never flake.
Riding with the thunder, tryna' out run them jakes.
Nah, I'm never flaking.
Travel with the tumbleweeds
They lead me to illation.
Nah, never flake.
Hide amongst the lumber,
Vacation at the lake with a J, hey...

Six shooter,
Big Iron,
Watch how he tuck it.
Big Kooda,
Aim Higher,
Crabs in a bucket.
Johnny six shooter shooting stems off of pumpkins.

He got a good eye.
Ain't a bad man,
What's a "good guy?"
Running for his life,
Feeding the beast, 
Baby could I?
Baby,
Should I?
I'm on the edge of the knife,
Life don't give us an answer to "why?"
I been searching my mind every night when I get high,
and I can't find,
you.

Can't find you, why?...

Runnin' on,
Runnin' on,
Run off rain water.

I got green up in the bag,
make the day shorter.

Got the payback,
But the pay shorter.
Cadillac green,
Laid back
With a K on ya.
Everybody want a sack,
'til they prey on ya.

I put everything on black,
Hope the pay on 'em

Betting on my soul to make it home,
I rock and roll, but I'm solid,
I won't flake on ya.

Yea, I'm never flaking.
Riding on wagon wheels,
Rust won't take 'em.
Nah, never flake.
Riding with the thunder, tryna' out run them jakes.
Nah, I'm never flaking.
Travel with the tumbleweeds
They lead me to illation.
Nah, never flake.
Hide amongst the lumber,
Vacation at the lake with a J, hey...

Cant find you, why?...

run off rain water - dwella vocal series

Lyrics;
I don't,
Know what you expected.
I was on my last leg,
You had left me breathless.
I thought I could,
Love you.
You don't know what,
Love is.
You know I forgive you.
No I won't discuss it.
That ain't in my budget b*tch.

I still think of you cooking breakfast,
Didn't really know how to address it,
Stepping,
Eggshells,
Everybody get a weapon.
About to cut the tension,
And air out this muggy house.
I know that we both stressing,
Baby, 
Listen,
Everybody get a different lesson.
I'll be here remembering,
Us under covers,
TV glow at your edges.
Fingers on my chest,
Hit send, get the message?

I don't,
Know what you expected.
I was on my last leg,
You had left me breathless.
I thought I could,
Love you.
You don't know what,
Love is.
You know I forgive you.
No I won't discuss it.
That ain't in my budget b*tch.
...

'21 Dug - dwella vocal series

They keep sayin' "He Different"

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