Paradise #2 (Featuring Iranova)

Newly remastered Darkness
You're such a goody two shoes - don't smoke you don't drink booze - sometimes i wonder - how i hooked up with you - you never let your hair down - hardly ever come around - is it that you think your just too good for me.
I'm starting to think can't handle the pressure got a My Little Pony on your dresser for Christ's sake - still believe in elves and Santa Claus - wonder what's really in those dresser drawers -  every time i walk in i have to pause waiting for the moment you take out your claws I'll never believe your really this nice - accepted a man that's cold as ice.
I can see your bright eyes shining through my window i can see your kindness your tranquility - I'm thrown off by your good deeds you'll never suit my needs i just need some darkness you're way too bright for me
Your so conceited when you show the goodness in you and every time i falter you throw it in my face - I'm such a disappointment yet you still come back for more - in spite of all your sweetness your really a disgrace - 
I'm starting to think that i should run this relationship just isn't fun for me no more - still believe in hugs and holding hands you're so blind that's not who i am - may have been back then who i was - used to hit you up all the time just because but that type of shit's all in the past - you can shove your righteousness up your ass
I can see your bright eyes shining through my window i can see your kindness your tranquility - I'm thrown off by your good deeds you'll never suit my needs i just need some darkness you're way too bright for me
I'm starting to think the roof's caving in  I used to believe I was one with the one who made me sin - truth is i really don't care could really give a shit if you're elsewhere darkness has a hold on me open up my arms and welcome him in even if I'm damned for eternity - i don't give a fuck you're too bright for me 
Chorus

20 years in the making

The Darkness

Run Away

Hi everyone! 👋😄
My new song 'Just Hold Me' is out now.

This song was inspired from feelings I have for someone, and longing for them to just hold me.
I hope you find this song uplifting and as always thank you so much for listening and supporting my music. 🫂💛

Just Hold Me

*Listen w Headphones

I'm having a hard time creating new stuff because my left 
ear is shut tight. So things might seem off here and there! 

Stay save!
LS
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Remixed by LS / 2023.

I Feel Emotional feat River & Jigs trippin

“The Way” started with a piano melody and kept unfurling as I healed from the loss of a few loved ones last year…which was capped off with my beautiful family dogs both passing. The lyrics to this song took on their loss, but the whole thing is really an open entry from my own grief process through to happiness again.

Written, performed and produced by Jason Langvee
Mixed & Mastered by Uezurii (https://audius.co/uezuriiwav)

The Way

Original lyrics and vocal performance by the enchanting Iranova @ira-lovessweet

[ d o w n l o a d a b l e ]

Original
Music made in Garageband

Lyrics:

Sitting here, searching my mind in the dark
Trying to find a dignified way out...

I am trying to leave you
But its harder than i thought
I feel so sorry for you..
You say you need me
Beg me not to go
But i have to find out who i am....

But its hard
I feel so bad
I will not hurt you, or make you sad...

I am trying to leave you
But its harder than i thought
I feel so sorry for you
You say you need me
Beg me not to go
But i have to find out who i am...

I must be strong
Decide what i want to do
Even if it might end in me hurting you...

I am trying to leave you
But its harder than i thought
I feel so sorry for you...
You say you need me
Beg me not to go
But i have to find out who i am...

I need to find my way
I need to heal my heart
I know i have to take this fight...

I am trying to leave you
But its harder than i thought
I feel so sorry for you...
You say you need me
Beg me not to go
But i have to find out who i am...

I am trying to leave you
But its harder than i thought
I feel so sorry for you...
You say you need me
Beg me not to go
But i have to find out who i am....

Ohhhhh..........

Trying To Leave You (original)

Lyrics:
It is always on the lurk
...merciless, so merciless
Interfering everywhere
...heedless, so heedless
Has to judges everything
...soulless, so soulless
Influences you all the time
...shameless, so shameless

Riot in the head,
makes you crazy and mad
Jumble in the brain,
gives you harm and pain

Listen, careful, realize, that's all just your monkey mind
Shows wrong way and it makes your soul blind
Wake up, heedful, feel it all, that's all just your monkey mind
Let it go and peace will you find

It kills silence and leisure
...peaceless, so peaceless
Always chattering to you
...ruthless, so ruthless
Jumping wild from thought to thought
...restless, so restless
Doesn't let you sleep at night
...shameless, so shameless

Riot in the head,
makes you crazy and mad
Jumble in the brain,
gives you harm and pain

Listen, careful, realize, that's all just your monkey mind
Shows wrong way and it makes your soul blind
Wake up, heedful, feel it all, that's all just your monkey mind
Let it go and peace will you find

Riot in the head,
makes you crazy and mad
Jumble in the brain,
gives you harm and pain

Listen, careful, realize, that's all just your monkey mind
Shows wrong way and it makes your soul blind
Wake up, heedful, feel it all, that's all just your monkey mind
Let it go and peace will you find

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Created and conducted 2024 by Kapellmeister Krause

Monkey Mind

Fallin (FT. HedonistBeatz)

HünğrŷMän<ïn>ÇațeřpiļlärÇräwļ

ANYPLACE ANYWHERE ANYTIME

CONTEMPLATION // A Relaxed Musical Approach ...
@docfritz // Soundscapes, Rhythm Design, Artwork, Mix & Production
© 2024 // Composed, Arranged & Performed by DOCFRITZ // All Rights Reserved

CONTEMPLATION

The golden ages of the past
Seem distant now, seem distant now
And all the things we said back then
Keep coming around, keep coming around

CHORUS
So, in my life, i dont know what we're coming to
So, in the world i don't know what its coming to 

Its a strange combination
Higher tech but a lesser nation
We now have hot showers and all mod cons
But we step over people on the way to proms

Chorus

Our politicians seem so pointless now, so pointless now
The lifeblood has been sucked out of the here and now

381. the older i get, the more leftwing i become (harding).mp3

Samples vocals : « Crucify » (Emma Hewitt).

CRUCIFY 2.wav

Thank God For The Day

Link to my Video - https://youtu.be/yq624TMzVSk

Recorded on location in New Zealand
Mastered at Rose Pro Studio 2022
Produced by Kit Gratrix

Life Of This Man

Lyrics, guitar and vocal by Linda Straub

Goodbye


I sold your treasured car today
like you, it could no longer stay.
You don't need it up in heaven,
as on angel wings, you flew away.

I sat a moment in the car lot,
and tried my best not to cry.
it was the last piece I had of you,
and so I bid you both goodbye.

I looked out the showroom window,
and at your shining baby, I sat and stared.
I couldn't keep myself from crying,
as I pictured you standing beside it there. 

Honey, you don't need your car in heaven,
now you have angel wings to fly;
and so I sit here in this car lot,
and bid you both this last goodbye.


Honey, you don't need your car in heaven,
now you have angel wings to fly;
and so I sit here in this car lot,
and bid you both this last goodbye.

Bye babe.



Goodbye (Original)-

juste un tour

Rêve

Rêve  - STYC x MAZ

Whispers in the Shadows

This song tells my story, one that begins in heartbreak but is carried forward by strength and love. It’s about losing the two people who meant the world to me—first my mother, a year and a half ago, and then my father, just over a month ago. The pain of those losses hit me harder than I could have ever imagined. It was like the ground beneath me had shattered, leaving me to stumble through life, unsure of how to carry on.

I remember those early days after my mother passed. Every corner of the house echoed with her absence, every memory a sharp reminder of what I had lost. She was my guide, my safe haven, and suddenly, she was gone. But even in her absence, her words stayed with me: *“Keep going forward and always look ahead.”* At the time, they felt impossible to follow. How could I move forward when every step felt heavier than the last?

Then, just as I was starting to stand again, I lost my father. That blow felt like it would break me. My father was my rock, the one who gave me strength even when I couldn’t find it in myself. Losing him so soon after my mother felt cruel, like life was testing how much one heart could bear. I wanted to crumble, to give in to the weight of it all.

But I didn’t. I couldn’t. I felt like I had no choice but to hold myself together, even when I was falling apart inside. I became so good at pretending everything was fine—smiling when I wanted to cry, saying “I’m okay” when the truth was far from it. I thought if I looked strong on the outside, maybe the pain wouldn’t show. But inside, I was crumbling. That’s why the title *DONT PRETEND* is so important to me. It’s a reminder that hiding behind a mask of strength only makes the pain heavier to bear.

Somewhere deep inside, I felt both of them urging me on. My mother’s voice, soft and steady, reminding me to keep moving forward. My father’s presence, strong and unwavering, giving me the courage to do so. And then there was the thought—the one that has kept me going through the darkest nights—that they’re together again. I imagine them side by side, holding hands, smiling in a place where pain and loss don’t exist. That image gives me a bittersweet kind of peace, a sense that love truly does endure beyond the bounds of this life.

I miss them more than words could ever capture. Some days, the ache in my heart feels unbearable, like a wound that will never fully heal. But alongside the pain, there’s love—so much love. And it’s that love that drives me, that helps me stand tall even when I feel like falling apart. I carry them with me in everything I do, in every choice I make.

I hold on to the hope that, when my time comes, I’ll see them again. I’ll run to them, and we’ll be together once more, in a place where the sorrow of separation no longer exists. Until then, I’ll keep walking forward, step by step, guided by their love, the strength they gave me, and the truth that I no longer need to pretend.

Paradise #2 (Featuring Iranova)

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