Night Owl V2 feat (Yvng VUALR)

These Things

I Need You prod ilyL1GHT

Walk It Off (Feat ilyL1GHT)

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YouTube: https://youtu.be/qtin1S7kqJc?si=z79jmXsmU15tq24s

Lyrics:

I can't think about none of that
I get stuck up in the past
Thinkin' bout all the bad things
Thinkin' on the sad things
Thinkin' bout just bout everything
Thinkin' bout all my heart break
To this day my heart aches
I just wanna run away
I just want some better days
I just wanna hear you say
It was real not no mistake

Did you ever even love me
You meant so much to me
You were always enough for me
You say you don’t want me
I guess no more love for me
Life’s gettin' tough for me
Life's always rough for me
No no no no no love for me

Lonely days on my own
Lonely days all I know
It’s a familiar road
We were familiar souls

Some stories get told
Some stories get old
Some things we can’t know
Some people just go

I hope I figure it out
I’ll always have my doubts
Head stuck in the clouds
Don’t know where I am now

Why oh why oh why
You know I really tried
And now I wanna die
Tried once but I survived

Please have mercy
Have mercy
Please Have mercy on me

I don’t know why you hurt me
Please Have mercy
You brought out the worst in me
Won't you show some mercy
Please have mercy on me

Mercy

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/1vxa7wL0jAWMaBwHOp7rXC?si=b563ea3ed149450d

idk about it (feat hateclay)

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/1UYBy2T8xkvsYu2nCiDKcW?si=3aba2fadf3f64f02

Lyrics:
One thing lead to another
We were two lovers
You and me all summer
Young love so Stubborn

I hoped we would make it
You left my heart achin'
I'm breakin'
No savin’ me from my fate
I'm destined to waste
To accept my mistakes

I’d do whatever it takes
Can I ever be saved
From decisions I made

It aint no accident
Sometimes things happen\
Sometimes their tragic
this love wasn’t lastin'
So lackin’ in passion
not one for relaxin
You always backstabbin’
  
You givin’ me the run around
Oh where are we now
No love to be found
This ship’s sinkin’ to the ground

You left me 
you wrecked me
Won't text me  
It’s messy
You out there Still lookin’, lookin’ for the next me
The memory of you still stuck in my head
You’ll never forget me just try to pretend


No we can’t be friends
You know how that ends
I won’t get mislead
I’d rather be dead
When I saw you with that other guy
When you looked me in the eyes
You left me you tossed me aside

Now you want back in my life
I was down but As soon as I’m up now you wanna be by my side
But why oh why

you playin’ with my heart
I don’t know where to start
No I don’t feel a spark
You left me in the dark
Now you wanna restart
I don’t think that sounds smart
You already left yo mark
all you said was so harsh

The past was so good
Now you don’t act like you should
Now you don’t act like I would
Have you back guess I could
I can never trust you
Know you don’t say the truth
I know you, you’re cruel
So cruel
You’re cruel

You givin’ me the run around
Oh where are we now
No love to be found
This ship’s sinkin’ to the ground

You left me 
you wrecked me
Won't text me  
It’s messy
You out there Still lookin’, lookin’ for the next me
The memory of you still stuck in my head
You’ll never forget me just try to pretend

No we can’t be friends
You know how that ends
I won’t get mislead
I’d rather be dead

The Run Around

jDV x VUA - Let That Sun Shine (feat Isaac Helgestad)

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/5ajZhUpRZshEXcxN0slrF1?si=1b12184d54614d9c

Soul Searchin (feat Pendxng)

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/3HzQkwkghXjzqnpKLBfFEH?si=8423e34a46634e29

Waste My Time

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/6fUOWP3Zqm2BAg4PxPoFxQ?si=2b7c05ad2a554eb7

Lyrics:
Yeah, yeah
You can say all that
You could say all that
You can say all that
But you can't take it back
Oh I don't want you back
You know that I'll stand on that
Why would I ever want you
I could never ever trust you
I don't wanna be like that, I don't
I don't wanna take you back
I see the way it's goin down
I see how you would want me now
I'm up and you want a piece
I'm up and you wanna be
Right next to me
I don't want that to be
Ouuu
I'd rather be alone
I do fine on my own
I thought you should know
I won't answer the phone

You can say all that
But I won't take you back
You can say all that
But I won't take you back
Movin' on to new things
Movin' to a new place
You stay actin' two-faced
Like I don't got a clue ayy
I would never trust you again
Not even as my friend
I want it all to end
I don't wanna see you again
I don't wanna see you again
If I'm with you it feels wrong
I know you won't stay long
Call me up and then you're gone
I won't tell you what I'm on

You could call tearin' it all up
You could tear me down
Let me down
You don't love me like you used to
It's not true
It's not true at all
Uh huh
You can say you hate me
It's not true at all

You can say all that
But I won't take you back
You can say all that
But I won't take you back
I don't wanna see you
I would hate to be you
Hate me
Blame me
Lately
You been lookin' crazy
It don't even phase me
I just ain't the same me
I know that you changed me
I don't wanna see you again
I don't wanna see you again

Say All That (feat Pendxng)

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/1RpzHNoqYPvnpuGOYYPPgy?si=4803206d2a5b416d

I wish I forgot
Long time spent in my thoughts
I wish I could forget
Oh I wish I could forget my pain

 I know that things can’t change
It hurts to love when they don’t feel the same
This feeling’s Driving me insane
I wish it would go away

Ohh why did you do me wrong
Nowadays everyone’s gone
spend my time all by myself
I still remember what I felt

Every day is lonely
Nobody to hold me
You were my only
I feel like the old me

I wish I forgot
ohhhhhhhh
I wish I forgot
Just forget those days
forget my pain
I  wanna forget those days
I wanna forget
I wanna forget
I wanna forget those days
I wanna forget my pain

I Wish I Forgot

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/6WQWmcf5SRmX9kksL7FGpa?si=5494778860144ad1
Music Video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k6vm_P_y_3c

Lyrics:

Oh LORD please save me now
I can’t stop fallin' down
Fallin’ Down
I know I lost my way
Oh God show me some grace
I don't wanna go down below
I don’t wanna give up my soul
Oh LORD please make me whole
Please LORD I’ve turned so cold

Oh LORD won't you come my way
I’ve been goin’ through a wicked phase
I’m wrong but I want to change
Please save me from my pain
Pain
Pain
My Pain
From my pain
Ohhhhh ohhh ohhh oh

Oh Father can you pick me up
I’m locked in chains I feel so stuck
I know I’m wrong for the way I’m livin'
With all I’m on I deserve what I’m given

If Jesus endured then I can try
If I keep sinnin’ I know I’ll die

Oh why did I have to go and backslide
The devil came how could I let him inside

Depression, anxiety is buildin’ up
Try to do it alone but I’m not that tough
No pleasure I run to is ever enough
I feel so empty LORD fill me up

Your presence sends chills down my spine
The Holy Spirit I recognize
LORD take me back for good this time
I repent for whenever I crossed the line

I know I’m a guilty man
I know
LORD knows all that I’ve done
He knows

And still, he calls my name
And oh he demands I change

I don’t know why I keep runnin' away
I don’t know why I keep actin’ the same

I stumble I fall
I’m sorry I don’t give you my all

I know I lost my way
Oh God show me some grace
I don't wanna go down below
I don’t wanna give up my soul
Oh LORD please make me whole
Please LORD I’ve turned so cold

Oh LORD won't you come my way
I’ve been goin’ through a wicked phase
I’m wrong but I want to change
Please save me from my pain
Pain
Pain
My Pain
From my pain
Ohhhhh ohhh ohhh oh

Wicked Phase

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/5vi3eKZ3e6upJv4Thr8gMy?si=0ee96cd264fd4858

Lyrics:
One step forward
Then two steps back
I lost so much
I can't keep track
And I don't know
If I'll ever get it back
I still have a ways to go
I try the best I can
I guess I am who I am
I'll have to ask you to forgive me again
Ouuuu
I said I'd change, but that was pretend

I'm the same
The same
I'm the same person that I was
I'm the same, the same
After all I've done
And I won't change, change
I won't change, for nothin' at all
I check my phone and ignore every call
I'm stumblin' closer towards the edge
I've done some things I can't defend
And I know
Oh I know
I'll do it again
And again
Over and over again

And I know oh oh oh oh
Ohhhhh
If I can do it once
Then I can do it again
Oh You'll have to sharpen your knife
Cause I've been done dirty for all my life
Been hurt, I've been through worse
I walk through it all, all
One step forwards
Then two steps back
I try to move on
But I never last
I end up right where I belong
I know I'm wrong wrong wrong

I'm the same
The same
I'm the same person that I was
I'm the same, the same
After all I've done
And I won't change, change
I won't change, for nothin' at all
I check my phone and ignore every call
I'm stumblin' closer towards the edge
I've done some things I can't defend
And I know
Oh I know
I'll do it again
And again
Over and over again

I'm The Same

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/1u6wXNUs3ZQNGAK4CmpUpf?si=392b9a6bd3ea4588

Lyrics:
Oh is it what's meant to be
Sometimes this life
It gets to me
And I can't see
What's in front of me
In-in front of me
I think that I
Spend too long inside
I know that I
Will never trust my mind
It doesn't go my way
I've been so insane
Dealin' with some pain
Trauma still in my brain
In my brain
Ay ay ayy
Ay ay, ay ay ay
I'm still alive I'm amazed
And still I act the same
Why do I expect a change
Live through, another day
Just to feel some pain
Just to feel the same

Just to feel some pain
Problems runnin' through my veins
Just to feel the rain
I cannot accept this change
I go to sleep
And hope to see another day
I'm wakin' up
But suffocatin' in my brain
It gets to me
Yeah it gets to me
Ridin' round knowin' I'm my own enemy
It gets to me
Yeah it gets to me
I'll be holdin' on
To these memories

Oh is it what's meant to be
Sometimes this life
It gets to me
And I can't see
What's in front of me
In-in front of me
When you hear a pin drop
Somebody tweakin' out
Oh they never see the reason how
I don't wanna play these games
It always ends the same

Again and again
I go through it again
Again and again
I don't see any end
I try to make amends
Their actions they defend
Again and again
They pretend
And it gets to me

It Gets To Me w/ John Wavy

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/0qY2aISwmZ7bJMgp5nRdy0?si=4f824cb8074047f4

Lyrics:
I think everything is great
Then you find somethin' you wanna hate
What you need I provide
Then you make me just wanna die
Oh-oh you're impossible
What you want ain't plausible
What you expect of me
No one would even believe
Just when I think I'm in the clear
You scream you yell, then there's tears
I don't know why I live this way
I don't know why I live in pain

Why do you stay toxic
I'm hooked I can't get off it
I'm told it's the way it goes
It's the only way I've ever known
You love to treat me like dirt
You love to hit where it hurts
You know-oh-oh I've bled
If words could kill I'd be dead

I'm seein' flags they red
Gaslight me 'til the end
Say you don't do that
And then you just do that
I don't know if I can trust again
Ohh ohh I can't tell what's right
I'm twisted warped messed up inside
I wish that I could see
Everything that's wrong with me
My friends say you a villain
But they ain't even filled in, yeah cause
All you've done they don't see
They don't know how you've broken me
Ouuu

Why do you stay toxic
I'm hooked I can't get off it
I'm told it's the way it goes
It's the only way I've ever known
You love to treat me like dirt
You love to hit where it hurts
You know-oh-oh I've bled
If words could kill I'd be dead

If I want out you love bomb me
Break me down then stomp on me
To anyone else it's clear to see
That you need control of me
I don't want that no more, no more
I don't wanna come back, no more
I don't want all that, no more
Cause you
Cause you-ouu-ouu

You love to treat me like dirt
You love to hit where it hurts
You know-oh-oh I've bled
If words could kill I'd be dead

LiKE DiRT

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/13thc5VWwUrl8742RFyKry?si=f34e5e77a7b3442a

Lyrics:

Trouble's been comin' my way
I don't have the heart to explain
To you
What I've been through
What I must do
These things would be new
To someone like you
I try to disguise
The pain in my eyes
The things I must hide
And all I've survived
Don't matter if you think that you know
Cause I think you don't

I've crashed out
I know now
Just how low-oh-oh
Rock bottom goes
Pray for my soul
Got nowhere to go
Cut all my ties
I'm all on my own

Nothin' left to my name
Know I need to change
Never thought I could go so low (ouu ouu)
Never thought I'd be on my oh-own
I thought I knew it all
But even the strongest can fall
I had it so good every day
Until I threw it all away and

Crashed out
I know now
Just how low-oh-oh
Rock bottom goes
Pray for my soul
Got nowhere to go
Cut all my ties
I'm all on my own

Parden my heart I'm too cold
I spent too long on my own
If you knew me then
And you see me now
Wow

I've crashed out
I know now
Just how low-oh-oh
Rock bottom goes
Pray for my soul
Got nowhere to go
Cut all my ties
I'm all on my own

I lashed out
Then crashed out
I'm so down
I know now
That all of the blame
Is on me (eee eee)
I tripped and I fell
Ian doin' so well
I'm not who I want to be

Rock Bottom

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/5ZYb9y9g5b7B53oz2JGYlG?si=635c662822cd4dd2

Lyrics:
Left turns quick burns
Heard you say that
All I've been through was deserved (deserved)
You don't see all I've been on
You don't see half of my wrongs
I'm walkin' on this perilous road
But I think she already knows
You don't know that
You don't know my past
I've been holdin' on
To what's left 'til it's gone

I've been through so much
And for what for what?
I've been through so much
And for what for what?
I keep on keepin' on
Until the day that
I'm gone

I'll try to do what I can
I don't know who I am
Just another lost lamb
Shazam! A boy to a man
I grew up way too fast
Cause of things in my past
I don't ever wanna go back
I don't wanna relapse
Don't go back
Please please please

Try to stay in my lane
But I swerve into more pain
Swerve and go insane
I've learned to handle pain
I've learned to turn away
Still hurts me every day
I feel it deep in my veins

I've been through so much
And for what for what?
I've been through so much
And for what for what?
I keep on keepin' on
Until the day that
I'm gone

Upsides and downsides
Goin' through my mind
I'm bidin' my time
Just tryna survive
I know I know
You rely upon me
I'm alive you can see
It's my destiny

But I've been through so much
And for what for what?
I've been through so much
And for what for what?
I keep on keepin' on
Until the day that
I'm gone

I'm keepin' on
Keep goin' on
Keepin' on
'Til the day that I'm gone
I'll keep goin' on
Keep goin' on
Keep goin' on
'Til I'm gone

For What?

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/1h4pM11TOma5pIdRzpskCI?si=406cb30234444636

Lyrics:

You broke me down
This much I know
Held me close
Then let me go

Fell for the wrong one
Again again
I must be in love
The pain never ends

When will I learn
That I can't think straight
When you come my way
The blood leaves my brain

I tried I tried
You lied you lied


What's there to say
When you're still unfazed

You left me behind
You tossed me aside
You kicked me down
You left me to die

Let me down in the worst ways
But I ain't new to all this pain oh
Oh this ain't my first heartbreak
But it still hurts my heart aches

Something bout love
Slips through the cracks in my armor
To protect from this pain that I'm in
Tried to keep my guard up but I still let you in
Alarm bells kept ringin'
And still I kept thinkin'

You'd never do that to me
You'd never wanna hurt me
You'd never ever abandon me but

You left me behind
You tossed me aside
You kicked me down
You left me to die

Drownin' in heartache
You rub it in my face
Day after day
I'm feelin' the pain

Oh it hurts on the inside
Oh it hurts imma need time
I don't know how I'll get by
When you

You left me behind
You tossed me aside
You kicked me down
You left me to die

You left me to die
Don't care if I survive
You don't want to be mine
I tried and I tried
But love is something I just can't find
No matter how hard that I try

Left Me To Die

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I Dance All The Time

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Stuck In My Mind Again (feat Christopher Wintrip & Paul Perges)

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