Vacation

I just don't really care anymore 

Artwork by Drew Mitchell

Right Now (prod. by Mors)

STFU (prod. By Hxrxkiller)

Lyrics


*Chorus
Feels like i’m talking to myself everyday now 
like i’m locked inside a box
with no way out 

Demons messing with my mind 

Fear bottled up inside
x2

*Verse 2
Voices in the dark 
they try to tell me what to do 
I’ve got a void in my heart
this could be my doom 

All my friends are moving forwards
And i feel like i’m falling backwards 
So I’m rolling up another backwood
Smoking all the shame away 

It all ends the same 

I can not seem to shake 
off the anxiety
pour another cup 
numb is a priority 
drowning out the demons 
all these demons that 
I’ve got inside of me 

*chorus 
Feels like i’m talking to myself everyday now 
like i’m locked inside a box
with no way out 

Demons messing with my mind 

fear bottled up inside
x2

*verse 2
Im taking too much time away from the things that i need to focus on 
ripping out the shackles that put my mind in the great beyond 
I’m so fucking tired of being afraid 
I’m so fucking tired of being ashamed 

maybe i was wrong once 
but i’m right now 
so right now
i’m standing up 
no way i can back out

make these thoughts end 
push me to the edge 
i’m ready to live 
I can’t die just yet 

“do you hear me demons?! I won’t let you win anymore”

Demxns (Prod by HXRXKILLER)

got all these memories 
i don’t know just what is real 
 show me my history 
can’t believe that was me 

think about it every time 
drinking heavy 
and doing lines

looking towards the great beyond 
pray to god i can go on 


if ima be about it
gotta think about it 
gotta lose this doubt 


people tryna talk to me 
but this is my reality 


nobody can see what this life has done to me 
cuz 
paranoid people have real enemies 

i been feeling so paranoid. 
wording if i made the right choice 
i’m pushing out the bad thoughts in my head 
 turning up the music to drown out all the noise 

i been feeling so paranoid. 
wording if i made the right choice 
i’m pushing out the bad thoughts in my head 
 turning up the music to drown out all the noise 

i was 19 when i fell in love 
but it just wasn’t enough 
so i let my heart act tough 

i was 23 when i tried again 
bad girl full of such sin 
so to this very day 
i let the fear consume me 

now 26 i ain’t with the shit 
less it comes down to making hits 
had to buck up 
my heart was so deep tucked 
that i didn’t see that i was what i never wanted to be 
i just can’t believe i was 

wrong 
i swear i can’t say this through a song 

just how bad i wanted love 
but that feeling 
that feeling 
is long gone 

so long gone

i see my pain everyday 
i wonder who i am everyday 
i want to be real everyday 
i cant see who i am everyday 

i been feeling so paranoid. 
wording if i made the right choice 
i’m pushing out the bad thoughts in my head 
 turning up the music to drown out all the noise 

i been feeling so paranoid. 
wording if i made the right choice 
i’m pushing out the bad thoughts in my head 
 turning up the music to drown out all the noise

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