The problem's that i miss u when u go to sleep
It hurts me to know that you're far away from me
I'm grinding as i hope you get a peaceful rest
Life gets hectic but i couldn't care less

x2

I don't want fame i just wanna get paid
I hate this life my sky is always grey
I know you're at home when i'm dodgin the jakes
All them opps really want me dead

They brought their guns in front of our place
It led to violence cuz they couldn't follow the pace
My love is a drug but it can be laced
I'm living like everything is a race

I went thru a lot
I had to do a lot
Things i can't talk about
They all let me down

I forget all the bad things when i talk to u
Spending time with u is all i wanna do
I could say i don't miss u but u know the truth
I don't wanna get clingy but u know the thing is that ....

The problem's that i miss u when u go to sleep
It hurts me to know that you're far away from me
I'm grinding as i hope you get a peaceful rest
Life gets hectic but i couldn't care less

x2

Just woke up in the middle of the night
I'm out there and i really wanna die
I'm waiting for you to come back
So i'm just making even more songs

I hate myself and i hate this life
i'm seeing you in some of my dreams
i remember the old me was filled with fright 
But with thime i learned nothing's as it seems

I might fill up a cup, i might get really drunk
I might fuck my health but i don't give a fuck
I like to wast them all when i'm making efforts
What's the point my head still hurts ?

I'm talking to my family bout my scars
And bout the fact i hate it when i lack
The world's too slow it's like everything lags
Girl why the fuck do i still wanna die ?

imy (prod. splashgvng)

Clueless w/ Yung Krypto

how long do i have to be on my own?
feels like torture knowing that im just a lost soul
not one person in this world could make me feel whole
guess im stuck inside myself again, real cold

please tell me why i have your weight on my shoulders
thought this feeling would go away as i got older
just like Atlas, i’ve been cursed with a boulder
i had a dream, i could no longer hold her
and now even the moon has stopped smiling back
got a large heavy load, a lot for me to unpack 
i feel like im gonna implode, and i got nobody left
i am God’s least favorite child, i was never blessed
i have god-cursed veins, there is poison in my blood
i’ve been waiting for a night from which i never wake up
every day is life or death for me, i know what’s next up 
i was borne from the mud, that must be why i’m feeling stuck 
and once i leave i won’t ever return
ashes to ashes watch my body burn
if life is a game then i’ve played it the worst
no matter where i go, ill be stuck with this curse

how long do i have to be on my own?
feels like torture knowing that im just a lost soul
not one person in this world could make me feel whole
guess im stuck inside myself again, real cold

god-cursed veins (m3thlab)

i know it hurts (reesoo+remghost)

NEW SONG: https://soundcloud.com/speedlmt/how-it-goes-speedlmt-jolst-2

was fucked up when i recorded this

its been a while since i broke down
you cant be serious 
you take me as a joke now
i know you seeing it
the way im glowing up now
still stuck behind it 
feeling like i might drown

guess im holding on to hopes
that you still cared
and i know its been a while 
but are you still there
somethings gonna happen
i can feel it in the air
breaking all your promises 
left me in despair 

dont tell me that youre hurt
stuck up in your head
went and left me in the dirt
i keep falling
like im stuck up in a curse 
you know i see it, you know i see you lurk

i hope you wish you never sent that
youre the problem
went n hurt me, saw me left back
you could never understand how i felt that
all the lies
got me feeling like im down bad

feel it in the air (frevel, 5head)

out on all plats <3 a year ago from today i released my first song,,, tysm <3 luvv yall fr
prod. saint mike www.youtube.com/channel/UCtVW96i3Bus5Nz-4IIUWqsw
mix n master. Zonex www.youtube.com/channel/UCVJdNVkPZmHUEQSoJ6zcIUg

probably not [prod. saint mike]

i could hang myself with all the cobwebs on the ceiling
say you give a fuck oh you really must be kidding
used to think you loved me oh yeah its a pity
even when i know ur gone im still hoping you miss me

i could give up
or i could try my shitty luck again
everything sucks
i think i wanna kill myself again

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VYZKCCNJ1MU

i get lonely too quickly (jolst)

lyrics 

when I told u that I love u yeah u went and fucked my friend 
then I get fucked up and u want it again 
take my heart yeah u give me the short end 
I came back now I want it again 
again 
I know
yeah u gave me the short end 
short end 
I know 

felt so lost when u left that day 
I haven't ever felt the same 
I think ill drown inside my pain 
oh babe I'm stuck inside my ways 
I can feel ur face in the hallway 
late at night when I'm sippin on the cider babe 
I can't see im losing my sight babe 
getting fucked up sleepin on the highway


short end (+ rubbish & hottubjohny)

(prod. charity hallett)
(lyrics)
you know that i, 
will never be the same again
and i know that I,
couldnt live by myself
and i know im not okay
you left me all alone
just remember,
all the times with me
cause im dying alone
i cant think straight
these thoughts overtake
cause i know that you never will be mine

and your bloodshot eyes,
know all the time that ur on my mind
i cant lie this is what im like
maybe you should call me on my phone
but now,
i can hear it in the walls, ur not around
its killing me again
staring at the walls, im by myself
and i know its not the same
ooohh,
lovings not the same,
oooohhh
i know im not the same

(youll never be mine
youre too perfect
i swear to god i always think about losing you
i dont want to, ever feel that pain
please only ever be mine, or its not the same
killing myself with every drug i take
losing everything and i can't stay,
oh,
please save me.)

remembrance (charity hallett)

dead of night [NORTHEAST LIGHTS X NATIVMOON]

Vocals: @sh1nyx + @yatsuzaki
Compose: @sh1nyx
Mix & Master: @sh1nyx
~Dont Give Up, It's a new day ahead !~

lyrics:

[sh1ny]
dont keep your head low dont give up ..
it's a new day ahead 
I'd hate for it to go to waste
they wanna judge me so what ?
I cant live in fear again
cant wait for my past to go away

I keep a silent hope inside
light in my heart
I cant let it die .. (x2)

is it too late ?
to take back all the time we spent
and I hate to admit it but I have no regret
is it too late ?
to take back all the things that I said
cuz I hate all this tension tryna make you upset ..

[yatsuzaki]
я так устал терять время
не знаю что теперь делать
не ощущаю покой
пока с тобой кто то другой((

ты же знаешь что все для тебя 
для тебя и все же 
делать вид что тебе все равно - нам это не поможет

хочу слышать только тебя 
видеть тебя, твой облик
сейчас я понял все, ну же 
ведь кроме тебя я врятли был кому то нужен 

сейчас мне нужен твой взгляд 
прошу заметь меня, мои чувства горят 
мне нужен твой взгляд
прошу заметь меня 
и как всегда, я понял все ну же 
ведь кроме тебя я врятли был кому то нужен

short end (+ rubbish & hottubjohny)

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