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Head In The Clouds (joji cover)

Daylight 

I’ve been in my head all night till sunrise, ay

Sunlight, last night was mad but it's alright  
All lights out with my bud light
But it feels like I’ve been denied
I was getting wasted

They told me I was so fucked up all night 
But I had eyes on you 
Saw you grabbed him closer
In the corner  
It was like, Damn

Now that I’ve seen what you’ve done
I can feel the tear in my heart
I don’t wanna see that who would know that I was in the dark  
                              
Guess I know they just thoughts that's all inside my mind  
Never did I make a move but I was so far behind

But why

Insecurity
I’m missing clarity
I want you to stay with me 
Oh yeah stay with me  
You’re just teasing me 
But you can’t please me
Insecurity
Just be playing with me

I feel like I’m drowning
Drowning 
I feel like I’m fading
Fading in and out
Fading in and out

I’m feeling gone and I wanna let it go (Let it go)
I want some love but you be taking it slow (Take it slow)
It’s cutting me up and twisting me down (All the way down)
Her heart so sick she said she wanna shutdown (All the way)

Neon lights, staring at suburban skylines
Hard nights it's been a tough fight 
Tied up I know that it ain't right
I was getting faded

You were just having a good chat, not quite
Blurry vision got me
Fucked up in the long run
My mind shutdown 
It was like, damn

Your eyes caught me spinning, acting up all of my heart
Only peace I think I can come to is by playing my part
Hit me like a thunderbolt it strikes me to my skull
Hurts when I need you the most but you know what you want

Insecurity
Missing clarity
I want you to stay with me
Please just stay with me  
You’re just teasing me 
But you can’t please me
Insecurity
Just be playing with me
(Just be playing with me)
(I'm so deep down I can’t fly)
Insecurity
(You’re always circling on my mind)

Insecurity (ft. LCDWVES)

what you gotta say about love...
Listen to & download "What You Gotta Say?" by julian. out now: 
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Lyrics:
What u gotta say about love?

What u gotta say about us?

Is it true of me
Worth the energy

So what we gonna do friday night?

Is it gonna be like last summer
Share a pillow fight under covers
Grab a drink make love in the shower

Hike up a mountain sit by a rock 
Enjoy the view
All my eyes on you
Pearlescent orange hue

I kiss you softly
You grab my waist 
Like Russian roulette
We pick our place

I kiss you softly
You feel my face
I’ll play these heart games
We’ll go to space
  
I’m not waiting for a long ride

I just want some feelings at night

Can’t imagine working hard letting go
Love hits fast but we gotta take it slow

So what’s the plan I want to see you

Can it just be like last winter
Watched some Netflix while we cuddled
Had some snacks, some champagne bottles

I took you out to the harbour looked at urban skies
Lent my jacket after you felt cold 
Grabbed your hand I lost control

I kiss you softly
You grab my waist 
Like Russian roulette
We pick our place

I kiss you softly
You feel my face
I’ll play these hard games
We’ll go to space

Yeah, Yeah

I would say 
I have had 
Some fun nights with you

I don’t know 
What this feeling of emptiness
Is like

What u gotta say about love

So what u gotta say about love

What you gotta say about love

What you gotta say about love

So what you gotta say about love

What you gotta say about love
(Fades)

What You Gotta Say?

really raw demo of a song i wrote about that one fling which got away

goodbye demo.

Listen to & download "Parasite" by julian. out now: 
https://backl.ink/147255369
Apple Music - https://music.apple.com/us/album/parasite-feat-donutcorp-lcdwves-single/1573869173
Spotify - https://open.spotify.com/album/7zkySfHPWVF88XvsAND5XS
Soundcloud – https://soundcloud.com/juulimakessongs

Artwork: @milkyhei on Instagram

Lyrics:
Parasite 
You be ruining my life yeah
Parasite
You be killing my vibe yeah
Suicide
You push me to the side yeah
F*** my life
I don’t wanna die

Pop a pilly till I trip
Hit a lick until I split
Paparazzi on my drip
Running her sideways, then I take a sip

Smoke a blunt, let it rip
Imma be a icon, I just wish
Take my soul away it don't ever miss
Spending all my money, all for one bliss yeah

My gas tank is empty I feel so low
Porsche hits the brakes death calls like a crow
Hit me through a wishing well I fell down a hole
Maybe it's just me though I lost control

And I’m searching for satisfaction 
My words just sound too dramatic
I’m losing my sanity
And my bloodstream’s about to leak 

Man says how are you, how’s your week
I say how it do, how it be 
This a fake ass fantasy

I just hide it yeah no one sees 
In the sixth circle, heresy 
My mind goes travelling, I see hell burning but I can’t leave
Gravity feels useless, it just seems no one can stand it
It feels like torture, my hearts dead but theres no time to grieve

Parasite
You be ruining my life yeah
Parasite
You be killing my vibe yeah
Suicide
You push me to the side yeah
F*** my life
I don’t wanna die

Hit me one take I feel so low
Like a chasm it drills me down
Maybe it’s just me
I’m so sorry

It make more sense when I be talking out the bottle,
I got the poison, in me, you see my blood, won’t clot,
You’re see the noise don’t stop, you see they wanna ride the wave
Yeah it’s all fun and games till I’m lost in my thoughts,

I see em, with their motive, go ahead, say you don't know,
It be convenient, see you move, How many shady motherfuckers come before
I done this game, how many more,
I done this game, man f*** em all, I’m good alone,

I’m good alone, I fought the fight, 
I done the time, I done enough, you know I tried,
you know my demons, don't believe me so they keep me up at night,
it goes to show they never left me, put the vices in my mind

Why bother look for reasons, I’m just glad that I’m alive
Second chances ain’t come easy, it’s about the time I get it right,
It’s a blessing, its a curse, all this pain just to survive,
Just to see another day, just to deal with parasites

Just to deal with parasites
(Every minute that i’m high, every minute that i’m drunk)
F*** em all
(How many shady motherfuckers come before)
I done the time, I done enough
(Just to deal with parasites)


Parasite
You be ruining my life yeah
Parasite
You be killing my vibe yeah
Suicide
You push me to the side yeah
F*** my life
I don’t wanna die

Parasite (ft. DonutCorp & LCDWVES)

Listen to & download "Blind" by julian. out now:
bfan.link/blind
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Spotify - open.spotify.com/album/0NF90Bq6brSFF7u5IdEI1L
Soundcloud – @juulimakessongs

Blind (ft. LCDWVES)

this track is about stumbling upon someone you haven't seen in a while, and realizing that flame is still alive.

All links for the track in my bio :)
https://open.spotify.com/track/18B91fYROdVR7hjhlVsXjX?si=e1fd8bf496ef4073

together (ft. marglie)

julian. and nurra

https://bfan.link/self-4-u-demo
https://bfan.link/self-4-u-demo
https://bfan.link/self-4-u-demo

Self 4 U (Demo)

Listen to & download "Obsession" by julian. out now:
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