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can’t take no more of your lies
i’ve been tryna find reasons why not to die
i don’t wanna decide
i jus wanna get high
yeah, i lust for the sky
put me into the ground, yea im tryna hide

my heart, yeah it’s colder than ice
got a bottle & im gonna sip it all night
can’t take no more of your lies
i’ve been tryna find ways to leave u behind

i can’t leave u behind
no matter how hard i try
rain it falls, falls from the sky
all our conversations dry

i’m jus tryna meet u in the middle
but you’re breakin’ all my bones
they’re brittle

yeah, you make me feel so fuckin’ little
you don’t even care
you jus call me mental

i jus write & i rhyme
do we fight all the time?
do i make you feel sad?
or do i get you high?

i said i wanted to die
then she told me goodbye
i guess we don’t see eye to eye

nothing here feel’s right anymore
i jus hide anymore
& i cry in the floor

i don’t wanna get high anymore
i jus died in your floor
we can’t go back to before

i can’t give you no luv anymore
you were the one i adored
but now i locked all my doors 

i been cryin’
there’s blood on the floor 
& a pain i’ll ignore
yeah, my heart, it’s so sore

hate me ‘til the end of your life
i know it’s all outta spite
i can’t do anything right
so jus leave me behind

break me baby, i’ll say im fine
although you shattered my spine
you’ve extinguished all light 
…i’ll jus die

spite

i feel everything and nothing. *crying in the club* ;(

composed by. @gothxcry (me)
art by me

I Feel Everything And Nothing At The Same Time.. ;(

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you make it look so much easier
than it’s ever been for me
i could write you a symphony
i just wish you were into me

we keep driftin’ apart
but we’ve just got so much history
i held you tight in my arms
i love you so much, admittedly

an angel & a sinner
you’ve got french tips on w/ glitter
i’ll paint you in my picture
i need her, yeah i miss her

i’m cryin’, now my wrists hurt
i love razorblades & liquor
i’m so fucked up, reconfigure
would you pls just reconsider?

my love keeps growin’ thicker
but the feelin’s must’ve slipped her
& the pain jus fuckin’ lingers

it comes to me on & off
you’re uninvolved
i’m just tryna love you all night long
‘til the sun comes up & we must move on
baby girl, yk, you’re in all my songs

i spent all my money on you
three pairs, new shoes
not fair, i’ll lose
i just can’t lose you

i spent all my money that’s blue
throw it up on you
give me head in the coupe
to AEOU

##breakdownn, we h8 this place now
head south, but never get out
day time, we chase the same highs
you stay in God’s light
i’ll stray out of spite…

##breakdownn

glitter

iTunes

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take me away from here
i need an escape from here
i’m dyin’, i hate it here
i need an escape from here

take me away from here
‘cause you know i hate it here
take away from here

i’m sippin’ on liquor, lookin’ at pictures
you know that i miss her
i don’t wanna miss her

i’m sippin’ on liquor, i don’t need no mixer
you know that i miss her
i’ll fuck up my liver

maybe i’ll die & you’ll miss me
post ‘i wish he were still w/ me’
& it’s making me sick
i need someone to come get me

i need you to forget me
that way you don’t ever miss me..

you call me thing’s that i’m not
i’ve done a terrible job
i pull my hair out in knots
while you walk around & flaunt

i told her let’s hit the mall
i’ll buy whatever you want
…i’ll buy whatever you want

you never hear me, just hear me out
i’m screamin’, don’t wanna shout
i’m creamin’ inside of her mouth
after that, she’s kickin’ me out

everything’s all headin’ south
i think that she’s figured me out 
don’t know what this is about

i’ve got a lot on my mind
i’m havin’ a terrible time
i crush these pills into lines
& tell them all that i’m fine

you told me we’re history 
but you still put your lips on me
yeah, you’re just such a mystery
put me outta my misery

i know that you’re missin’ me
pull me out like some wisdom teeth
i can feel the toxicity 
cut me down like a hickory

ohh oh, i know that you just wanna go 
baby, i’ll cut the rope
but i’ll still hold onto hope
ohh oh, don’t go; i need u more than u know
put now i’m hittin’ the road…

i’ll sleep it off & not wake up
she’s takin’ off all her makeup
i’m fucked every time the day comes
all night, you know i’m stay up

##breakdownn, the sun’s comin’ out
i know you around
i hate this whole town
i’ll burn it all down
put me into the ground
you won’t hear a sound

##breakdownn, we always fight now
don’t care what about
keep runnin’ your mouth
it’s all headin’ south
there’s no gettin’ out
you scream & i shout
we all go without..

h8 it here

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featuring https://soundcloud.com/cxdyy

bankroll

prod. by me https://soundcloud.com/luv_armor
featuring https://soundcloud.com/s0lemn

[nvr nvmbr]
i don’t know what you want from me
i can’t give anything you need
i know you like the way i bleed
baby, it’s not that hard to see..

just take it all away from me
yeah, i just don’t deserve a thing
you tear me, baby, at the seams
i just don’t know what to believe

light glows, it softens your iris
i froze, i’ll suffer in silence
your blood flows but lets put it behind us
could we just put it behind us?

they’re talkin’ to me from the walls
i should’ve never got involved
this shit, it really fucks me off

i bleed for you
you bleed for me
but you won’t bleed eternally

my lungs, they hurt
i need to breathe
i wear my heart upon my sleeve

this stupid shit, it’s killin’ me
& you jus don’t believe in me
i think it might be time to leave

i don’t know what you want from me
i can’t give anything you need
i know you like the way i bleed
baby, it’s not that hard to see..

just take it all away from me
yeah, i just don’t deserve a thing
you tear me, baby, at the seams
i just don’t know what to believe

[junk] 
i cool inna cut ,, but i die ina rut wen im tryn2 c u . . 
i bleed from my heart wen u ripped it apart ,, n its all i could c thru / /
is it a lot dat i ask4 ,?, . is it alot dat i want more .. ??
is it alot dat i love u .. ? if i were dyin youd take2 .. ,

ion believe in sht, , h8n myself i completed it .,.;x2
i jus popt a xan ,, ,mix it wit my drank. . [
if i thought abt it  .. , id choose not2think .. .

bleed

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it’s so unfair
you’re hardly ever there
i know you jus don’t care
you fooled me twice, im well aware

it’s so unfair
..it’s so unfair, you nvr cared

bloodshot eyes; bright red crimson
you know, i shine; i glisten..
no time for intermission
in my mind, im imprisoned

this liquor fucks my vision
but i still sit here sippin’
that’s my dick tht she’s grippin’
still sad jus like Bart Simpson

are you with it?
get hooked to me, prescription
can’t handle all the tension
you’re full of apprehension

intervention
divinity i stepped in
i always keep ‘em guessin’
not God, yeah i won’t bless him

she’s askin’ questions
awful feelin’s set in
it’s so depressin’
won’t ever get to heaven

emerald eyes cut like diamonds
yeah, baby girl ur shinin’
she knows im fuckin’ dyin’
get so high, we’re both cryin’

closed curtains
plz don’t let the light in
it’s shinin’ inside you
i luv bein’ lied to

i know what you’re hidin’
you can’t put it behind you
i’m far too involved to jus leave u behind too

you can lay me in the earth
yeah, i nvr deserved
any type of love i’m given
yeah, it still fuckin’ hurts

you can lay me in the earth
‘cause my heart, it’s impure
yeah, i’m full of hate, you know
that it still fuckin’ hurts

wake up, drink Monster
i know i’ma goner
i’m tryin’ my best 
but this shit jus gets harder

wake up, drink vodka
i mix it w/ Monster
i’m dying, you know
that it feels like an honor

i don’t wanna die
i jus want you by my side
but it’s kinda hard to live
when we don’t see eye to eye

all of my diamonds, they cry
they sparkle when they hit ur eye
ion wanna be left behind
know we’re runnin’ outta 

diamonds, they shine & they cry
they sparkle when they hit ur eye
i know tht im fucked in my mind
but baby, don’t leave me behind..

unfair

Lyrics - 
I’m falling apart, oh 
I’m falling apart, oh 
I’m the boy who, you never looked to 
I don’t wanna tell my parents 
cause what they’d say 
“never knew my first son was gay”
But he’s so ugly, he’s so prideful 
Very stupid, and in denial 
And I know it’ll take a while for you to understand 
I don’t expect to hold your hand 
But I do expect one thing 
Don’t leave me, don’t hurt me 
Oh, oh, oh, oh
My family dislikes me 
And so does my friends 
So does my friends 
So this is the end of
Oh, oh, oh
So this is the end
I’m self conscious of myself 
“Do I look good is it well?”
“Or is it the angle?”
I know that I’m able 
And I know it’ll take a while for you to understand
Even when you weren’t holding my hand 
I always seen you as more than a friend 
I should’ve known one day this’ll end 
Oh, oh, oh, oh
My family dislikes me 
And so does my friends 
So does my friends 
So this is the end
So if you go, don’t leave me here 
Loosing you was my fear 
So I’ll go change what we had 
Before it all ends 
oh, oh, oh, oh
My family dislikes me 
And so does my friends 
So does my friends 
So this is the end

##socold+angeldairy

(@gvhana)

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