jxdn unreleased

a small glimpse into my mind
no one knows I’m releasing this
I don’t care about anything if you want to listen to this then please do
If you don’t want to listen to this then you probably should anyway 
I’m tired of waiting to show people how I feel when I think a lot of people have gone through the same feelings 

this song made was 5 min before my biggest song angels & demons
Keith Varon
McKay Stevens 

Thank you for allowing me to express my pain at such a young age in my career
this song was technically not finished but I don’t care
it’s about the ability to do something for yourself 
this song is for me
I don’t understand myself
but the people who understand my music makes me feel like I’m not mindless
please allow yourself to let go of the urge to understand
 and allow yourself feel something

put down the gun

by the way!

Shawnee Creek (85bpm) F#min JH X Q X E

Lyrics: 

[Verse 1]
I’m not offended, and I never was
You said I lied to your face, you can suck it up
I'm acting bored, it's my right, after all the love
That you bombed

[Verse 2]
You kick back on your couch with a glass of wine
It’s not the same as it was between you and I
And time can do something funny, it can change my mind
Thank God

[Pre-Chorus]
Now I’m so cool
I'll be cool for the hell of it
You promised me that you’d call, but you never did
Fool, I’m a fool if the shoe fits
You probably met up with Dev and said the same shit

[Chorus]
Calm down, maybe, baby, calm down
Waited for your walls to close on me
And they did
Spun 'round, hate the way I spun 'round
All the way 'til I could
Barely breathe

[Verse 3]
And I’m not pretending in the way you are
You run your hands through your hair, phony superstar
And say ya miss me, you’re sad
Yeah, I bet you are
And guess what?
Oh, oh

[Verse 4]
I wish that I didn’t, but I know too much
You stranded Sadie and Sarah, and they opened up
A waste of running mascara, thought we wouldn’t talk
Thought wrong, ah

[Pre-Chorus]
Now I’m so cool
And I'll be cool for the hell of it
You paint a picture of us just to burn it
Fool, I’m a fool if the shoe fits
I bet you met up with Cass and said the same shit

[Chorus]
Calm down, maybe, baby, calm down
Waited for your walls to close on me
And they did
Spun 'round, hate the way I spun 'round
All the way 'til I could
Barely breathe

[Bridge]
And oh, I'll be fine
I'll just look for the silver lining
Stay out of sight
Half my mind, you're still occupying
Killed for a while
Stole my time
Thanks a lot for nothing
Stop, I'll be fine
I'll be fine

[Chorus]
I'll be cool
I'm so cool for the hell of it
You promised me this was real, but it wasn't
Fool, I'm a fool if the shoe fits
You probably met up with Elle and said the same shit

[Post-Chorus]
Calm down, maybe, baby, calm down
Waited for your walls to close on me
And they did
Spun 'round, hate the way I spun 'round
All the way 'til I could barely breathe


full song, played at The Secret Of Us Tour stop in Chicago, said to be on The Secret Of Us (Deluxe)

oh to be in love

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