Lyrics :

i dont feel the same
i feel like im someone else
ive been digging up the graves for myself
wont have to go out anymore
cause i wont be here anymore
even though im just a replacement for the others
butterflies inside me they turn into tapeworms
once again ill stay away till my story is heard
wont have to watch out the sea
cause ill be there for you to see
you'll go around just to meet the people ive been seeing


( A reckless saga of emotions I've been through, I want to battle all of this my own, even if I have to lose myself I would take everything to fix what I had done in the past, I will observe every action I do, until the day I'll die )

Fin

Victim's Last Tape ( Champ )

Introduction To Guilt Trip

A Change Comes With A Cost

Produced , Art , Composed by July
Featuring Alya Qaisara


Lyrics :

you asked me how im doing now
why you look for me look for someone else
im just a body without a head
shook me out of my bed

ask why ive changed a lot in the past
ive strayed away a lot from my friends
constant change
thousand paints
are you proud of me now?

did you get it all

i don’t expect you to understand
im not the same person you’ve always known
you told me that but come to me for a friend
you told me that but come to me cuz ur alone

is it wrong that I know what I want
Is it bad that I dont wanna put up with this shit anymore
can’t you see, im tryna find myself

im not the same kid anymore

why do i keep things aside and go along all with myself
looking at the stars i wish i changed a lot my friends would help me
took a walk to calm myself everynight alone all with thoughts
look into my eyes the mirror of your man you'll see the destiny

see for yourself
a thousand reasons why i shouldve died
to see it with my own eyes
forget about it theres nobody else
run away to a designated place all myself
all myself

you look at the city
you didnt lose nobody
i just grew up a lot
without in need of somebody

you asked, how am i doing
"im doing great what about you?"
what are you thoughts about me
what did you change about me
did you grow a lot without me
did you grow a lot without me
did you grow a lot without me

when i wasnt here, anymore
to be by your side-

girl you cant escape me
pretending im not yours
you're taking
everything, that you want
everytime you stab my back you hate me
hate me more
you think that ur insecure
my baby
give me more
more of that because youll fucking rip me
torn my heart
burn my heart a million times
put a gun agaisnt my head right now
pull the trigger my body's down

im not the same kid anymore

( im here now )

Why Did You Grow Up / Change ft. Alya Qaisara

Thank you for tuning in into REV Radio! In this set July & Revi will be performing their set to show their creativity on remixing songs they listen to. Enjoy

Lists :
1 - Bladee , Ecco2k [mechatok] - Amygdala ( july mix and stabilized )
2 - AViT - Twitterloser ( revi's first mix )
3 - Jane Remover / Dltzk , Kmoe - Homeswitcher ( july & revi tweaks )
4 - Ariana Grande - Boyfriend ( revi mixxed )
5 - Justin Bieber - Baby ( july funked up ) mixed with revi's
6 - Alan Walker , Justin Bieber - Baby I'm Faded ( july and revi's mashup )
7 - Porter Robinson , Owl City - Everything Goes On ,When Can I See You Again & Good Time MIX AND MASHUP ( july & Homeswitcher Lead )
8 - Ariana Grande , New Jeans - Love Me Harder & Super Shy ( revi & july mix )
9 - Boa - Duvet ( july jerk exclusives )

Special Saturday Radio Mix
Thank you for Tuning in!

Fin

remixes__of__july  [ REV Radio ] 2024_1_20

composed and produced by july,
special thanks to twikipedia - still life

did you notice me
when i walked out the door
just to see you crying on the shore
did you notice me
everytime i look into your eyes
i see something inside of me

everytime i see you with someone new
did you notice me? did you know its me?
everytime i wanna look into your fate
but all i think is just you and me

ive been waking at nights
to get you off my mind
but i cant let go of you this time
i want you to be mine x2

a place to call my home
just never leave me alone
afraid to call my home
cause ill never leave you alone

and i hope like i think im not wasting all your time
like a sand or a rock in your sole
would you give it all your own
i want everything but i have nothing to give you cause theres nothing of mine

i wanna show
the seasons change but in the summer everything feel so cold
and i want you to notice me
to be on your story just this once

did you notice me
when i walked out the door
just to see you crying on the shore
did you notice me
everytime i look into your eyes
i see something inside of me

everytime i see you with someone new
did you notice me? did you know its me?
everytime i wanna look into your fate
but all i think is just you and me

A Place To Call My Home

sidewalk ( demo )

inspired by dltzk
one of the tracks from sidewalk
art , produced , sung and written by July

a soul for a phone that took away all your hope
and it jumps right it just to make you a mistake
but when you push so far to the edge of the land
i didnt mean to harsh you cut your hand for a contract!

i know all the places that you always go all alone
butterflies calling out my name
i hope everything i said wasnt in vain
cause im afraid to let go

of you
all the time
i'll pick up all the picture frames all alone
again, for me
i hope you couldn't be what i can see
i hope you to be honest when you're with me
i hope you could see right through what's inside me

look so pretty i cant stop thinking about it
when i got off the leash
look up i see your face's smile
just from looking at me

if the world gonna end
oh would you hold out your hand
oh would you chase the stars miles away
and leave alone at the dawn of the day
if we were meant to be
oh i'd hold down everything up my sleeve
to kiss you and love you is all i could give
dont leave alone cause im still a kid

of you
all the time
i'll pick up all the picture frames all alone
again, for me
i hope you couldn't be what i can see

i hope you to be honest when you're with me
i hope you could see right through what's inside me x3

a step before

kodak film

sidewalk ( demo )
this is one of the singles from the album

art , produced , sung , wrote by July

i cant see myself
in front of the broken mirror now
ill buy you some time
and all my friends
i dont think they see me at the time
i think i could shut off everything
i dont think theres left for me inside

was it all in vain
everytime i tried to show myself
and you run far away
to everyone who couldnt believe what i said
did u know how i feel
that i had to shut out the door on myself
i dug up my own grave
just to be quiet from everything that's going on around me

i can't see the road
i think im falling to the floor
i tried so hard, to put everything
i did all alone but i cant keep going on with myself

at all
i tried to be somebody else
i cant forget the looks on your face
and its hard to see all of my friends
do you look at me the same this time
i gave up everything what i have

i tried to be somebody else
but i am not the one who could forget
i tried everything it goes through my head
ill just think about it some other time

im alone most of the time
i cant even my options
anything ill say "not fine"
but ill just forget about it
wanna shut off everything
i plunge my eyes for anyone
i dont think i will feel the same
cause im not the one
stories ive heard from everyone
just keep my ears closed
didnt talk to anyone
im alone-

i dont feel the same x2
i feel im insane to everyone
i feel im insane
or anything
about everything thats going around
i dont feel the same x2
everything about me anymore
i dont feel the same x2
i just wanna forget about everyone

same face , old mirror

produced by me

just tell me everything i need to take
i don't want everyone else to stare at me
and all the time that we both couldn't spend
do you love me the same as i used to be
and couldnt afford imaginary friends
is it the same as your generic friends
i threw up all the fucking coin inside the wishing well
so i can pray to fucking god so i can be with you

now im up, the same
looking everybody to be saying " enough "
then they be looking at me just to say " enough "
ive lost so many times but i can take it enough
so i need you to be proud of me
baby are you , proud of me

this not the very first time, we talk about our difference
and all the argues we had, we both know we're not the same
good looks now, we're not the same
and all the time that we had, and all of the paper planes
we're too young to understand what's going on inside our head
did you just come out from hell

the sun goes down with me
i wish i could savor every second when im with you
girl, please don't leave me
i cannot live without you , i need your face to be seen
dont tell me what i wanted
cause ive said enough till you're tired
and i dont have a lot to say
till you find out where ive been staying
but, please , i dont know
cause you light everything, you light everything till i burnt out

( i feel like i dont even know , i feel like im so lost, i feel like i dont even know , i feel like im so lost )

paper plane

lyrics

but you
put it on you
whatcha talkin bout ( you )
i make shit look easy but you know it's sad
i may look alike but who the fuck is that
don't talk shit on me cause you know im not dead
i've been going out cause you know im not dead
huh , cause u know im not dead
i've been trying (to) off myself its going well
i've been trying (to) lock myself its going well
i've been trynna get it out when im without

you
i'll put it on
you
i'll put it on
you
did you know
you

two face on my basement
too bad i can't lace it
too bad I've been gone through too much cause shit i cannot face it
face it, face it, you know i can't fix it
too bad I've been gone through too much cause shit i cannot face it
two bags imma take it
two face imma break it
i dont wanna hear you talk too much cause i might break it
break it, break it, you know that I'll break it
you've been fucking up a lot, that makes me wanna break it

and i guess it's hard for me to think about you now
didn't you see all of the notes all on the table
did you forget who i was, for you

For x4

produced by me
A poetry.

Crying maid struggling pain
Sitting in sorrows
Lucky planes
Mary Jane's hope
Sweat and tears 

Disappears, When you leave the room
I feel pain when you mistake our home
Blame's on me , hard to keep
All the truths from my mouth
Lie again if thats your plan now

It's hard for us to leave it
I'd die again
Once again, i breathe

Where is you, when i need you the most
Where is you, when i need you the most
Where did you go when i need the most
Where did you go when i need the most, most

most

produced by July
vocals by July, Faust

Oh mama im sorry for leaving the son you want
Oh Mama im guilty of trying on things you dont want
Oh mama don't leave me just give me some time or more
Oh mama im stupid for choosing the path i want

Oh mama i got it I'll leave now I'm grown up now
Oh mama oh thank you for raising the childrens of home
No trauma just love me the same when i was child
Keep trying keep trying make things right make things right
Oh now

Mama you're pretty you're gorgeous most beautiful
Oh mama just drive me to places i wanna go to
Oh mama im sorry for raising my voice to you
Oh mama oh mama oh mama oh mama oh mama

Keep trying keep trying you'll get there i wont be there
To see you all grown up and hug you and raise all of the
Grandsons and hug them so tightly and feed them until my time will
Come by to pass you all of my things

Oh mama don't leave now we're crying to see you go
We need you we need you in our home so it wont be
So quiet, all the vacuum, all the noises that we recognize
Our home we need you we need you we need you right now

Oh mama

july

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