what a raw idea, being sick of yourself... the feels! Who's your main influence?

I need to stop taking myself so seriously
Here is a one take, badly recorded demo of a song i'd otherwise probably never release.. 
sorry to everyone that expects quality from me

Cause I wish that I could be better now
Im so harsh on myself and filled with doubt
I wish I loved myself like everybody else
When I look in the mirror I turn around

I'm sick of being me, I'm sick of trying for my dreams
I'm sick of being me, I'm sick of trying for my dreams

I wish my health was better than what the doctors say
I quit smoking but now Im just fucked in the brain
Sometimes I hide away, hoping Ill find myself
But Its within the shadows I see my reflection best

I'm sick of being me, I'm sick of trying for my dreams
I'm sick of being me, I'm sick of trying for my dreams

I wish my wallet was as deep as my biggest dreams
Because maybe than I could afford to hang with my friends
For all the people that said I couldn’t be
I wish I listened then cause now I know its true

I'm sick of being me, I'm sick of trying for my dreams
I'm sick of being me, I'm sick of trying for my dreams

Sometimes I wish I could be somebody else
But they are all probably wishing they were me

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