ESCITALOPRAM - EP

TRAUMA

TRAUMA (PROD. NUMBER48)

Lyrics:

Small talk was never really my game

Seen you at the bar everyday

Still tryna fucking get your name  

And I don’t even know where the fuck you stay


Truly tryna get to know you babe

Why the fuck you always playing games?

Been texting you for like 4 days, and you won’t text back, bitch what’s the play?


 Guess I gotta let this shit go

Cause a hoe’s gonna be a hoe 

Tried to take your ass on a date with creme brûlée and maybe filet

He had his heart broke once, okay? I told him I would never do the same

But he steady lying to my face (ad acting like everything’s okay)

 
And he “wanna see me again” he “just got a lot on his plate”

(Well he better eat that shit quick) cause I don’t really got time to play


(Always waiting on your lame ass) when really I should be getting paid

(For all the time that I wasted, babe) I don’t even know what to say 

 I heard that you was fucking with them lames (I guess its true that people don’t change)

Unless it’s heartbreak, or maybe fame



 Gotta learn to outrun your pain.  

Keep on running outrun your pain, maybe you will get there one day

Trip and bust your face on that pave

Now you really gotta eat that pain 


Is this the way you wanna live? 

Always drifting outside your lane (Causing collisions inside my brain, he just wanna have fun okay?)

“It’s not my fault you’re in your feelings, bae”, can’t make this shit up that what he sayin’ 

Got me feeling like im insane 

Maybe I am the one to blame, tried to take the weight off your plate 

Let you take everything from me, everything that I had I gave 

That still wasn’t enough for you babe 



Don’t even know where to start with you babe, every time I needed you id be lucky if you even pulled up or you even came.

Everything that you’ve been saying to me has been fake 

Im burning bridges for fame

This is the cost of what you gotta do to get out of that hole that you came 

Bitch I am not playing games, I am not one for the fakes



Guess I learned my lesson 2 times, cause I let your ass back in twice

I thought that if i could treat you nice, that maybe you would stay in my life

I know I told your ass once or twice, that you gon’ have to play your cards right, if you wanna remain in my life


You better know how to work me right

Give me something I cannot fight, ill life you up make you feel alive

Give you something you can’t deny, you want me to be your ride or die



Fuck a pool, he a waterslide

When I give it to ‘em, he might die!

Might just take your bitch from you right, and even though I’m gay, I might fly

Out to see your old bitch, okay? That old bitch is my bitch now, babe

Might just take his ass for the day and take his ass down to San Tropez 



Fuck your boy, heard that mans a lame, let me take you on a vacay

“You ain’t single”, that shit’s so lame 

Let me plant the seed in your brain


I ain’t tryna get you caught up, I’m sayin’

Give me the green light and I’m all game

I know exactly why you came, stop acting like its so blasè 

 

Don’t even know where to start with you babe, every time I needed you id be lucky if you even pulled up or you even came.

Everything that you’ve been saying to me has been fake 

Im burning bridges for fame

This is the cost of what you gotta do to get out of that hole that you came 

Bitch I am not playing games, I am not one for the fakes







Like I said, small talk’s not really my game

I’m more about the fame, the cash, the clothes, the cars, the money.

The cash, the money

The clothes, the cash, the money


The Money.

ANOTHER SH!TTY LOVE STORY FREESTYLE (PROD. W/ SOLO OTTO & KOBEBEATS)

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MISSED MY MEDICATION (EXTENDED MASTER)

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crash

the deep end

you can't stop autumn.

deep winter.

think of november.

hey, im brendan and i make music about the chaos in my life. welcome to my online music portfolio. enjoy the chaos.

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