i probably won't disappear on you again i'm sorry i did before 


lyrics:

I’m fiending for a bit of your second hand smoke 
I know it’s wrong 
But 
Can’t help it when I’m sober I don’t want to become someone you loathe 

When I come home high  
Im hoping 
you don’t notice me crying 
Softly 

You always say that your lonely 
So why don’t you hold me
I’m desperately hoping you will
Whenever I feed your ego
You say that we’re equals
But boy you’re so evil yeah

I am fucking terrified you won’t remember when I’m gone 

Tell me I’m a monster take control 
Of my dreams, my will, my doubts 

You always say that your lonely 
So why don’t you hold me
I’m desperately hoping you will
Whenever I feed your ego
You say that we’re equals
But boy you’re so evil yeah 

You always say that your lonely 
So why don’t you hold me
I’m desperately hoping you will
Whenever I feed your ego
You say that we’re equals
But boy you’re so evil yeah

SLOWLY (EQUALS)

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I hope you enjoy my art, this wouldn't be possible without @scrobaby and his guitar playing. I put a lot of work into making these and the videos that go along with them. Peep them while you get a chance its_k0l on YOUTUBE they're still uploading


i might disappear into this digital void just to work more on my craft. releasing stuff about you makes me want to die of embarrassment. i never think its good enough. i hope a day comes where I am satisfied. i have such a long way to go so i'm scared if i disappear this time ill shatter into a million pieces. I just wish I got closure from you. these are the things i never got to say. thanks for listening, even if you hate me.

SLOWLY (EQUALS)

K0L

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