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Video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KolZJ7TPfFY
ss03
prod me
song with @1glaive : _)
lyrics:
---what was the last thing you said?
i took like over a year to get you out my head
and now i can’t sleep 
thinking bout everything and all the things we did
and i don’t think i miss you
i don’t miss the shit that we been through
but now i’m stuck with this
try not to reminisce 
or i think i’ll start to miss you

i don’t know how to explain it
a year of racking my brain and i hated it 
it’s like i’m holding onto something that you never did
it’s like i’ll never have something just like we did
it’s like i’ll never hold hands with someone again
it’s like i’ll never introduce them to my friends
i guess it’s the end 

just fucking look at you 
you moved on so fast like did you want me in the first place 
i wish you the best but only mean that in the worse way 
took you only a month to act like everything
was ok
you fell right in love with him like i was just a half-way
now i’m all on my own need someone to talk to
my friends all abandoned me cause they’d rather choose you 
this shit is so draining need to do something brand new
i get tossed up and used then thrown away like some old shoes
like fucking look at you 
i think that you’re right i’m not the person that i used to be
i can’t even hide that fact that this was all because of me
i made my mistakes i let my head get straight to jealousy 
all cause i thought i'd be the only one u  ever see
but you have to remind me 
you have to remind me
cause i know you said something
something with meaning
it was as i was leaving i could’ve been dreaming
you have to remind me remind me of one thing

what was the last thing you said?
i swear i didn’t mean to leave you on read
but now it’s morning
everyone’s sleeping 
and i can’t decide if i should get out of bed
like i don’t wanna miss you 
i don’t miss the shit that we been through 
but now i’m stuck with this 
try not to reminisce or i think i’ll start to miss you
it seems like everyday i look at the pictures
a couple years of my life in a camera roll 
i’m thinking maybe i really miss it
reliving memories as i start to scroll
it feels like lately i’ve been stuck and i can’t reach my goals 
and i can’t get myself out ive been stuck in a hole
i’m really starting to believe it’s the end

GLAIVE:
dude that this point it doesn’t even matter like fuck

every time they talk about us they say we went hollywood but 
if there ever was a spot to take i think they probably would cause 
every single zoloft that i take don’t do me any good but 
black hair black nails she thinks she’s misunderstood but
she don’t know me like she think she does
and i’ll be lying if said i gave a single fuck
and then you push me down and then you pick me up i’m like
one fight away from getting tired and giving up

just fucking look at you 
you moved on so fast like did you want me in the first place 
i wish you the best but only mean that in the worse way 
took you only a month to act like everything
was ok
you fell right in love with him like i was just a half-way
now i’m all on my own need someone to talk to
my friends all abandoned me cause they’d rather choose you 
this shit is so draining need to do something brand new
but after all that was said i don’t regret that i knew you

what was the last thing u said w/ glaive

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dangerous! - deko

produced by me

i’d make the mix on this better, but opening the FLP instantly crashes, since I did the vocals and the beat in one project

to the person I once was

lyrics:

you said...
the same thing that they all said
but the way you said it made me think about it twice
my head...
i want it back in my torso
you take it wherever the wind goes, and I feel like i never know those

even if I forget it this time
open my mouth, I walk a thin line now
and I keep walking upside down

I see it, you see, what they want, what they write
you hate me, i'd hate you but that won't feel right
I see through the picture frames next to my bed
and every time I see your face I feel regret

look me in my eyes, 
and tell me that it doesn't feel right
even if i try, 
I couldn't make it back in time

they all said the same thing
and i don't wanna make you speak twice
i ran through the pages,
and there was nothing i could find
give up trynna make things right

you're my sun, you're my seed, i can't believe you were me at one point
i keep screaming at the top of my lungs, but i know that it won't work
i'm still stuck on what once was
see them you'll get through me first

I see it, you see, what they want, what they write
you hate me, i'd hate you but that won't feel right
I see through the picture frames next to my bed
and every time I see your face I feel regret

look me in my eyes, 
and tell me that it doesn't feel right
even if i try, 
I couldn't make it back in time

picture frames

flash (prod october)

R.I.P Kevin

Lyrics:
I can't believe I let you get away

You were alone
You left the lights on in your room,
I turned them off for you
You clipped the straw
till I had nothing left to offer you
I hope you don't regret
(I hope you don't regret)
your tattoo
(your tattoo)
I had to look away
(I had to look away)
what was I supposed to do?

I can't believe I let you get away
I thought you wouldn't leave
You took apart of me
I thought you wouldn't leave
I wish that it was me
I can't believe I let you get away

icantbelieveiletyougetaway

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Written by: @h3yMani x 
Mixed & mastered by: @h3ymani
Produced by: seye
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#scfirst
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Blame (seye)

Produced by Lito and Tgwog

this song is almost 3 years old as of release

i love buying clothes
Might cop this beauty:beast
I’m up in shibuya with my bros having a feast
My bands they all increased
Takahiro on my tee
And dA too elite
Take a flight out to the east
Did you think that I was just finished
I got bands and they touchin the sky
They all snakes and i’m wonderin why
When i’m up with my bros feel alive
It’s a lot of them days that i cried
Now i walk inna store ima buy
And i moved out my home sayin bye
Had to dip now they wonderin why

I got this feelin it ain’t right to me at all
And i see things that always wanted me to fall
You gonna lie to me then say it ain’t your call
But you won’t speak the truth so I think that ima 
Ball without you
No bitch ima ball without you
I got my racks on my own ima go spend it all without you
No bitch ima ball without you

I’m in the back in the club with that muhfuckin rick yuh
I been doin this shit on my own so just get off my dick yuh
I’m too ******* i’m too ***** and no i ain’t joinin your clique yuh
You can see me outside of the venue if you talkin shit yuh

And i feel things that make me think that i’m losing my mind 
And she want me to slide i think i might take my time
I got too many sons that don’t pay dues think that’s a crime
I lost too many friends you see me overthink at night 

Did you think that I was just finished
I got bands and they touchin the sky
They all snakes and i’m wonderin why
When i’m up with my bros feel alive
It’s a lot of them days that i cried
Now i walk inna store ima buy
And i moved out my home sayin bye
Had to dip now they wonderin why

I got this feelin it ain’t right to me at all
And i see things that always wanted me to fall
You gonna lie to me then say it ain’t your call
But you won’t speak the truth so I think that ima 
Ball without you

requiem

sống chưa lâu mà đã muốn chết đi không phải vòng vo
chống ông trời làm gì vứt hết đi kiếp người là vòng tròn
giàu hay nghèo thì cũng xuống đất thôi không còn phiền lo
còn thương hay không còn vương say nồng cũng thành tro mà 
mày có muốn nắm tay thằng bạn mày thêm 1 lần không?
Thân dưới nó nát bấy nhầy tao cứ xúc thêm mỗi xúc 1 đống
xem vị nó ra sao tao cầm thêm 1 con mắt lên
liếm phần máu trên da tao khuôn mặt chúng mày tao sắp quên
và thế 
thế là xong 1 mạng người 
ở trong con mắt mày tao không nghĩ rằng tao đang cười
và nếu
có trần trùng trục cũng chả than
bọn chuột lùng sục dòi bọ lúc nhúc liên hoan ruột não và gan 
rồi đến lượt mày…
mày thích ca hát nên việc đầu tiên là tao rút lưỡi
mày cứ ú ớ như việt nam ghi bàn gỡ hoà vào phút cuối
đập nát vòm họng bắt mày nhổ ra con gián vừa chui vào
nước mắt dàn dụa đầu giật giật tưởng mày cứng lắm chứ sao giờ lại cúi chào
lấy thìa sắt xúc vào hốc mắt không khúc mắc rồi bật ra nhãn cầu mày ngúc ngoắc lủng lẳng sát sàn nhà.
són con mẹ nó đái ra khác lồn con đàn bà à mà khoan đã
Tao vẫn chưa xong dọng vào cổ họng đấy coi như là chữa giọng gắng đừng khóc nữa Long 
lóc hết phần da từ cằm cho đến trán. Nhìn mày quằn quại từ chiều cho đến sáng
mày cứ cố hét, nhưng mà mày không khai thật. để tao nói cho cả thế giới biết  mày là thằng 2 mặt
Lấy dao phanh bụng
Dao phay mổ bụng lấy ra ruột non và ruột già
Nhăn nhó cái đéo gì ruột ngon cũng để cho chuột mà
Hay đợi tao luộc đã rồi cho nước nắm cho nó đậm
Xong vứt cho chó gặm. phổi mày như tổ ong đéo nuột nà
chắc do chưa được là cũng như con người mày thủng lỗ chỗ
tư duy thì cổ lỗ nói năng thì bỗ bã lấy batoong quật vào mồm mày thế là đi luôn bộ nhá
há mồm ra nhưng không phải Van xin mà vì bị tao cắt van Tim

TỰ SÁT

the first project in the series Moonkid in Oseanworld: Crystalline, 15 songs and story behind the project. stay tuned for episode/music videos on me and oseans youtube channels.

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