-Beat prodced by Altery-
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5PYo4Q7BctU
soundcloud.com/alteryemoboy

rough final

You're like a drug, that I can't replace
Missing your love, that's what I hate
But with my luck, I'll see you today

Then I'll be fucked, cause it'd drive me insane
I would feel crushed, like I made a mistake
You lost my trust, now it's me who's in pain
Had to adjust, but I still feel afraid
Turned me to dust, washed away with the rain


Feel like I'm stuck, I can't escape
Stuck in my mind, don't know what to say
Please press rewind, go back to that day

When we were so blind, could not see our own fate
When you were so kind, and before you betrayed
Back to the times, when I was not afraid
Back when we'd fly, cause we never could stay
We were entwined, though it sounds so cliche


It don't matter now cause it's over anyway
Don't care about the hows, cause it's all just interplay
I feel like I drowned in all the lies you used to say
Falling through the clouds, but I wish that I could stay
Now I'm on the ground, while I'm here I guess I'll pray
I could say I'm proud, but you made me feel ashamed
Don't know how I'm found but I'll never be the same
You shot while I'm down, held the trigger while you sprayed


I'm feeling lost, don't know what to do
Time is the cost, still I spent it on you
It's not my fault, and to tell you the truth
You did me wrong, if it wasn't for you
I'd have no songs when I step in the booth
It's been so long since I haven't felt blue
Haven't been strong now I guess I abuse
The drugs that I'm on now I'm feeling confused

Please come along, don't what to choose
Can I move on, I paid my dues
Life feels so drawn, I feel like I'm used 
Feel like a pawn just for you to go move
If I had a bomb I would blow up in two
I feel so gone cause I emptied the booze
Don't know what I want, but still nothing is new
Don't know what's beyond what I already knew


It don't matter now cause it's over anyway
Don't care about the hows, cause it's all just interplay
I feel like I drowned in all the lies you used to say
Falling through the clouds, but I wish that I could stay
Now I'm on the ground, while I'm here I guess I'll pray
I could say I'm proud, but you made me feel ashamed
Don't know how I'm found but I'll never be the same
You shot while I'm down, held the trigger while you sprayed


I tried my best, why did you cheat?
I need the rest, can I go sleep?
I'm feeling stressed, I cannot eat
I must confess that I constantly weep
My friends can attest that I'm in way to do deep
Don't think I'm depressed but I'm still feelin beat
Feel tight in my chest here comes all of the heat
Can I manifest what's my own destiny 
Like I'm moving west all the way out to sea
I'm not that impressed you ain't getting to me
You try to infect all the things my heart needs
But now all that's left is my very heartbeat
Some say that I'm blessed but this no easy feat
If this is a test then my answer is D
D for detest, what you doing to me
You just finessed what would make me complete

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