Interpretación y arreglos : Jesús Flores.
Producción y Mazterizacion: Arturo Guevara G.
The Noise Infection Studio

Querido Amigo

Crossroads

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Lyrik (the English translation is below the Geman lyrics)
Jahre lang bin ich gerannt
Blind dem Schein der Welt gefolgt
(Blind gefolgt, blind gefolgt)
Hab den Wert der Zeit verkannt
Und mein Herz dabei verlor'n
(Zeit verlor'n, Herz verlor'n)

Dann kam der Tag der alles nahm
(Der Tag der nahm)
Und nichts mehr war wie es einst war
(Nichts wie es war)
Die Leere die mich überkam
(Die Leere kam)
Machte alle Wahrheit klar

Was wirklich zählt im Leben
Sind nicht die großen Dinge
(Sind nicht die Dinge, sind nicht die Dinge)
Ist nicht das ewige Streben
Sind nicht die gold'nen Ringe
(Gold'nen Ringe, gold'nen Ringe)
Es ist die Zeit die wir uns schenken
Die Liebe die wir teilen
(Die wir teilen, die wir teilen)
Die Momente die wir lenken
Wenn wir bei uns verweilen
(Bei uns sind)

In der Stille dieser Nacht
Höre ich mein Herz ganz klar
(Höre klar, spüre wahr)
Was ich früher nie bedacht
Wird mir endlich offenbar

Durch den Schmerz des Loslassens
(Lass los, lass los)
Fand ich endlich zu mir selbst
(Zu mir selbst)
In der Tiefe meines Falls
(In der Tiefe)
Fand ich einen neuen Halt

Was wirklich zählt im Leben
Ist jeder Atemzug
(Jeder Zug, jeder Zug)
Ist das Nehmen und das Geben
Der sanfte Herzensflug
(Herzensflug)
Die Wahrheit in uns drinnen
Die leise zu uns spricht
(Leise spricht, leise spricht)
Wenn wir uns selbst gewinnen
Im warmen Seelenlicht
(Seelenlicht, Seelenlicht)

In der Stille dieser Zeit
(In der Stille)
Find ich endlich meinen Weg
(Meinen Weg, beide)
Was ich bin, was mich befreit
(Was mich befreit)
Trägt mich über jeden Steg

English translation:
For years I ran
Blindly followed the world's illusions
(Blindly followed, blindly followed)
Did not recognize the value of time
And lost my heart in the process
(Lost time, lost my heart)

Then came the day that took everything
(The day that took)
And nothing was as it once was
(Nothing was as it was)
The emptiness that came over me
(The emptiness came)
Made all the truth clear

What really matters in life
Are not the big things
(Are not the things, are not the things)
Is not the eternal pursuit
Are not the golden rings
(Golden rings, golden rings)
It's the time we give each other
The love we share
(We share, we share)
The moments we direct
When we dwell within
(Within ourselves)

In the silence of this night
I hear my heart quite clearly
(Hear clearly, feel true)
What I never considered before
Is finally revealed to me

Through the pain of letting go
(Let go, let go)
I finally found myself
(Found myself)
In the depth of my fall
(In the depth)
I found a new foothold

What really counts in life
Is every breath
(Every breath, every breath)
Is the taking and the giving
Of the gentle flight of the heart
(Flight of the heart)
The truth within us
That speaks softly to us
(Softly speaks, softly speaks)
When we win ourselves
In the warm light of the soul
(Soul light, soul light)

In the silence of this time
(In the silence)
I finally find my way
(My way, my way)
What I am, what sets me free
(What sets me free)
Carries me over every bridge

Was wirklich zählt

waking up

This song corresponds to the bilingual world we live in (and the madness into which the world is slipping more and more):
Vérité Enterrée – Buried Truth
J'ai traversé les rues sous la lumière - artificial light that leads nowhere. 
Dans cette ville où tout le monde marche - after these lies so large.
Tout le monde - walks alone - Tout le monde - lives in silicone.
You and I we make noise this night, without voice, truth being noise.
Les ombres dansent sur les murs - show us what once was sure.
Chaque pas – could bring truth ahead -  quand ce sera jamais - truth is never said. 
Tout le monde - is alone. Tout le monde - lives in silicone.
Toi et moi on bruit dans cette nuit – but only we. 
Perdu dans la foule, mais trouvant du réconfort - dans notre monde à part, s'échapper d'un trésor
Tout le monde - flees from the treasure. - Tout le monde - leaves truth in seizure.
Toi et moi on bruit dans cette nuit - without voice, truth being nose.
Perdu dans la foule, mais trouvant du réconfort - dans notre monde à part, s'échapper d'un trésor
Tout le monde - flees from the treasure. - Tout le monde - leaves truth in seizure.
Toi et moi on bruit dans cette nuit - without voice, truth being nose.


Vérité Enterrée - Buried Truth

How can you say thatt it’s all about you? I say @ die to yourself and live in Christ! You may disagree, I’m okay with your decision!😇

Only Live Once

Lyrics

Mother is always at home
And the flies just won’t leave her alone
Her flesh falls onto the floor
She doesn’t talk to me anymore

Forsaken trust fills me with guilt
Destroyed the family that she had built
Albatross like a noose around my throat
That which decays under the surface will float

Frozen face, eyeballs decayed
Surrounded by flowers where she is laid
Occult books piled in a stack
Maybe someday I’ll bring her back

Decompose
I oppose
To compose my brain 
I’m fucking insane

I suppose 
I will close
The windows to keep her spirit inside

I can never 
Let her go
Not physically nor in the form of her soul

No one left
To forget
And forgive the evil deeds that I’ve done

Mother's Corpse

Catching a ride on the bus
Strangest people sitting way too close to me
Ride is free, I can’t complain
Air conditioned going where I need to be

Don’t get to decide who’s sitting next to me
Don’t get to decide if they’re gonna talk to me
But I have no doubt I’ll smell them

Scheduled stop on 22nd street
Corner where I wait to see what’s gonna be
Transfer to Speedway Boulevard
Closer to the median where I hold my own

Don’t get to decide who’s sitting next to me
Don’t get to decide if they’re gonna talk to me
But I have no doubt I’ll smell them

Watch I pull a fast one
No one knows more than me

Whole day worth of sun and heat
Take a ride and cool it off ’til I get my fix
Someone always contribute
Some voluntarily and others not so much

Don’t get to decide who’s sitting next to me
Don’t get to decide if they’re gonna talk to me
But I have no doubt I’ll smell them

Watch I pull a fast one
No one knows more than me


No One Knows More Than Me

Brian Butts - Guitar, Drums, Bass, Keyboard
Kristopher Bolin - Vocals, Lyrics, Master Mix https://soundcloud.com/bawl-slant?utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

Psychosomatic Hypochondriac 2025 (feat. Kristopher Bolin)

Vedran - Forever After All

an original song. from my album [My Art Is Suffering].

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[LYRICS]

just don't get old
[ PROTECT YOUR FLESH FROM THE SUN ]
don't grind your teeth
[ YOU GOTTA BRUSH EVERY SINGLE ONE ]
and never get too attached 
to anything

don't stay up late
[ EIGHT HOURS IS MANDATORY ]
don't stare at the sun
[ NICE SHADES- OAKLEYS FOR ME ]
get your life in order
yeah-
that could be fun...

proofread 
p.s. 
nothing. 
i leave.

you made mistakes
it's plain to see by the wrinkles on your face
i only need
a pack of smokes and some gasoline
to pump out that fire
burn one like before
finally feel more than just tired
let myself feel joy more...

don't bite your nails
[ SNIP, CLIP, THEN YOU FILE- SO CLEAN ]
don't pick your skin
[ LATHER, RINSE, AND REPEAT FOR A NICE SHEEN ]
reach out to a friend
and let them in

show up on time
[ 15 MINUTES EARLY, OR YOU'RE LATE ]
every now and then read
[ OUR BRAINS ARE ROTTING FROM MEDIA MIND-RAPE ]
turn off your cellphone and tv
unplug from that screen

proofread 
p.s. 
nothing. 
i leave.

it's not all bad
appreciate the small things
take wins when you can
maybe you need
to shake up your life
and try doing some new thing
so get out of your home
no real goal in mind
no plan for where you roam
you might just like what you find

make sure you save
[ FAKE RABBIT: THE OTHER KIND OF PROTEIN ] 
watch what you eat
[ ONE-A-DAY VITAMINS, THE BEST FLAVOR: LIMA BEAN ]
no need for most medications 
hydration solves things

don't drink too much
[ KICKFLIP, THEN MARADONA, TO NUTMEG ]
help those in need
[ SELL SCENTED CANDLES OF SQUISH MITTEN TO GET PAID ]
laugh at yourself 
and love unconditionally 

when can i see you again?
got fantasies of you dialed-in...
the frequent coping mechanisms-
i submit...
why do i linger near-
the sad state that got me here?
the constant shit i bring upon myself...

i'm best when:
i'm depressed...

with you...
i'm seventeen again
LINES UP AND DOWN OUR SKIN
clove smoke
and i loved

when you...
would leave a small imprint
DRAW BLOOD FROM FANG-TO-NECK
i hope
that i choke

tonight...
your parents just stay downstairs
TREAT ME THE WAY YOU DO YOUR CARE BEAR
i scream
for a tight squeeze

my throat...
was built to grip and overdose
GUESS A COUPLE OF TIMES I CAME CLOSE?

surprise!

i'm still alive...

proofread your suicide note for mistakes you made

I’m not an @ echo chamber!  I am a @ real musician!!!..  if I like or comment.. it is always @ genuine.. Gen X duder… born of 1969… that would b the day that Rock n Roll died.. Apparently…Don and Don and Glenn and Joe and the rest … they haven’t @ had @ that @ Spirit there, since my birthday!!!!  🤩🤩🤩Music for those who like music ...eclectic and varietal-in search of the perfect balance of rhythm melody harmony lyric and audio using garageband iphone
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    I’ve been told I’m not doing myself any @ favors by singing.. don’t really care!🤩
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    If u don’t like, I don’t mind…. But thank u for the listen!!!… my first name is Kenneth ( go by Ken). Music for the beginning of the end…. And a new beginning….🙏 I rarely unfollow anyone….Can’t listen to everyone and everything, but if I follow…. U have stuff I dig…. And sometimes SC glitches, and removes them!? Message me, and I will re follow…
     I try to mix for my truck speakers… not always successful, but you can try to hear what I am trying for… AC/DC pop mixes, ha!🤣🤣🤣… starting to realize that I am in my own tree… might be sorry if you follow me, but might not!

Proud member of the Eclectic Collective! 

Second account is K2 and the Four

Here’s a link to my Beatles cover band! No longer playing with these awesome musicians, but I had a ton of fun, for 10 years!!! They continue on with a better drummer!!!

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nn4JvtHzHkI&t=669s&pp=2AGdBZACAQ%3D%3D

Only Live Once

K2 and the Three