beautiful horns (prod. reesoo)

rock music at its finest 

will i ever be okay? (Lyrics)

I got a picture of you sitting on my desk 
Just from that one sentence 
You can tell that I’m a mess 
Cause ever since you left 
I’ve been fucked up and I’m depressed 
But when you were around 
I was feeling my fucking best 
Now I’m onto the fucking next 
You said it was for the best 
I said it was for the worst 
You still creep around in my head 
This shit feels like a fucking curse 
And I’m down to my last breath 
I might need a fucking nurse 
Getting worse getting worse 
Think my brain might burst 

Will I ever be okay? 
(Will I ever be okay?)
Cause everyday just feels the same 
(Cause everyday just feels the same)
Will I ever be okay? 
(Will I ever be okay?)
Cause everyday just feels the same 
(Cause everyday just feels the same)
Will I ever be okay? 
(Will I ever be okay?)
Cause everyday just feels the same 
(Cause everyday just feels the same)
Will I ever be okay? 
(Will I ever be okay?)
Cause everyday just feels the same 
(Cause everyday just feels the same)

I wanna write you a letter 
But odds are that you 
rip it up and throw it away 
Cause I was just another 
fucking person To you 
But you meant everything to me 

Meant everything to me 
(You meant you meant)
(You meant you meant you meant)

Will I ever be okay? 
(Will I ever be okay?)
Cause everyday just feels the same 
(Cause everyday just feels the same)
Will I ever be okay? 
(Will I ever be okay?)
Cause everyday just feels the same 
(Cause everyday just feels the same)
Will I ever be okay? 
(Will I ever be okay?)
Cause everyday just feels the same 
(Cause everyday just feels the same)
Will I ever be okay? 
(Will I ever be okay?)
Cause everyday just feels the same 
(Cause everyday just feels the same)

will i ever be okay? (prod. reesoo)

New song 4 u guys, thx for all the support recently <3
Produced by: @prodbyjug / @1yeezo / @feconyy
Performed by: B Murph
Written by: B Murph
Mix/Mastered by: B Murph

LYRICS:
Too many drinks now there's vomit in the bathroom
Damn I'm feeling sick I've gotta exit through the backroom
Oooh, ohhh, I can't get you out my mind
Oooh, ohhh, one more shot and I"ll be blind
She got a cold heart, yeah she give me frostbite
I told her slow down we don't gotta fucking fight
Oooh, ohhh, I feel like this is my time
Oooh, ohhh, red eyes I'm way to high

I can't even hear the things that you've been trying to tell me
Say that you were there for me but you ain't even help me, when I needed you the most
In too deep I can't let go
I'm too high (I'm too high)
Yeah, I can't even move
Close your eyes huh, yeah, I'll take you too the moon
And it's to hard to think of a time, when you were not here by my side
Clouded mind and my visions getting foggy
Slow it down, I don't need you to fucking rush me
'Cause then I cannot think straight, self-concious by the fact I'm underweight
And I can't get your face out of my fucking brain so
I just keep it there until it drives me insane yeah
Emotions pouring out like it's heavy rain yeah
I'm scared of moving on why can't things just stay the same yeah
'Cause my anxiety spikes when there's change yeah
So I just drink so I can numb the pain yeah
(Yeah my anxiety spikes when there's change yeah)
(So I just drink so I can numb the-)

Too many drinks now there's vomit in the bathroom
Damn I'm feeling sick I've gotta exit through the backroom
Oooh, ohhh, I can't get you out my mind
Oooh, ohhh, one more shot and I"ll be blind
She got a cold heart, yeah she give me frostbite
I told her slow down we don't gotta fucking fight
Oooh, ohhh, I feel like this is my time
Oooh, ohhh, red eyes I'm way to high

If u made it down here, have a good day and ily <3 (should be on all plats in a day or two)

VOMIT

:(

thank u @itschrismarek for the amazing beat ily dawg 

hope u guys like this btw, tried summ different 

lyrics:

cut my wrists and burn me down
you’re all i think about
you’re all i think about
you’re an angel from the clouds

ohhh
i don’t wanna fall
all the time i lost
tryna find my love

i gave you all the fucking world
i guess you’ll never feel the same 
i’m done with all these fucking girls
i never wanna feel this way
i gave you all the fucking world
i guess you’ll never feel the same 
i’m done with all these fucking girls
i never wanna feel this way

(i gave you all the fucking world)

did you miss me?
cuz you left me with these scars like i was sixteen
fucking crying in the car and sippin whiskey
i remember all the times you would kiss me
that you would kiss me

ohhh
i don’t wanna fall
all the time i lost
tryna find my love

i gave you all the fucking world
i guess you’ll never feel the same 
i’m done with all these fucking girls
i never wanna feel this way
i gave you all the fucking world
i guess you’ll never feel the same 
i’m done with all these fucking girls
i never wanna feel this way

i gave you all the fucking world
i guess you’ll never feel the same 
i’m done with all these fucking girls
i never wanna feel this way
i gave you all the fucking world
i guess you’ll never feel the same 
i’m done with all these fucking girls
i never wanna feel this way

all plats

feel the same [prod. chrismarek]

Produced by lukas & kndey
Written by xorainzz

Lyrics:

My vision foggy
Feel way too far from you
I feel like you lost me
It’s like every part of you disappeared
Nothings the same
Drive me insane
Just take my hand
No I wont change
Just one more dance
Out in the rain

You can try
To tell me otherwise
Feel like I’m running ‘round
In circles
You despise all that wasting time
And I hate to see you go
Ease up
I hate to see you froze
Even if I’m cold
Live through surreal highs
And toxic lows
But just to realize
I’m on my own
Pickup the phone oh

Meet me
Under city lights
When It’s dark outside
Maybe I can fix it all
Knee deep
Into all these lies
After all this time
I’d still pick up your calls
You set fire to the walls
But yea I guess thats my fault
And in the end it’ll be my loss
At this point
I couldn’t really care at all

I cant keep running away from
Shit I can’t escape
And I cant keep pushing away the
Shit I can’t erase
Im in and out of focus with you
With you

My vision foggy
Feel way too far from you
I feel like you lost me
It’s like every part of you disappeared
Nothings the same
Drive me insane
Just take my hand
No I wont change
Just one more dance
Out in the rain

Feel way too far from you
I feel like you lost me
It’s like every part of you disappeared
Nothings the same
Drive me insane
Just take my hand
No I wont change
Just one more dance
Out in the rain

far from you* prod. lukas + kndey

i can see the blood in your teeth pt. 2 (feat. B Murph)

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Deja Vu w/ Yokai Dreams

@dylaanlotus
prod. michael harrison x ayoley beats
apologies for the hiatus, take this new song (─‿‿─)♡

(lyrics)
@byekento
i'm sorry i don't wanna fix it 
all these feelings i've been missing 
i've been fighting my addictions 
all alone for all this time
and i know you won't listen 
i can't say this any clearer 
but i'm done with all the visions 
that you put inside my mind
but i don't wanna lose you 
so i'll stumble back right to you
all the things that i did for you 
they were nothing in the end
and i wish i could fix it 
but these things aren't getting clearer
all the things that i hold dear all fall apart and turn to shreds

like wait how are we so opposite?
still don't know how it got like this
just leave it just the way it is
i know you don't care for shit
sorry i can't help it 
when i get so damn selfish
'cause i feel so damn helpless
i don't understand this now

@dylaanlotus
it’s like i’m stuck in prohibition
i been lost and so addicted
and i know that can’t fix it if i tried 
i been stuck in my position
i been fucked with my ambitions
and i lost all my nutrition, i’m deprived

no one can help it
i been so selfish
nobody knows my fucking life
words that i’m belting
i’m fucking melting
i’m in my pain and own demise
x2

shreds w/ dylan lotus

"Dog Tag" (LYRICS)

[Verse 1]

Do you still think of me? 
Cause you’re still in my mind 
They say you’re somewhere nice 
Somewhere high up in the sky 
Do I still think of you? 
Baby like all the time 
I swear they should’ve left you be 
They should’ve taken I 
They crossed a silver line 
I swear I should’ve been the one 
You should’ve never died 
Now all these nights I cry 
Cause I can’t get you back 
I’d send a bullet through my brain
Just to release all the pain 

[Chorus]

I gave you a dog tag 
You went to war I said I’d call 
You never called back 
They said you’re gone I swear to god 
There was a mishap 
You went to war I said I’d call
You never called back 
There was a mishap 

[Verse 2]

I’ll never get what I want 
Cause the one thing I need 
Is so damn far out of reach 
I gotta face the defeat 
That it was taken from me 
By the darkness above 
You can’t tell me what I want 
Cause what I had was true love 

This feels like torture 
She was screaming for help 
And y’all ignored her 
Now I’m picking all her scraps up from the floor 
She was screaming for help 
And y’all ignored her 
This feels like torture 

[Chorus]

I gave you a dog tag 
You went to war I said I’d call 
You never called back 
They said you’re gone I swear to god 
There was a mishap 
You went to war I said I’d call
You never called back 
There was a mishap 

[Verse 3 sace6]

I’ll be honest 
Without you here I feel lost 
What’s a promise 
When both your fingers are crossed
How could she lie like that?
Was the timing bad?
I know that you are 
The one that I gave everything away too 
I don’t know why I did that 
I watched all the misery erase you 
You’re just another heartfelt mishap

[Chorus]

I gave you a dog tag 
You went to war I said I’d call 
You never called back 
They said you’re gone I swear to god 
There was a mishap 
You went to war I said I’d call
You never called back 
There was a mishap

I gave you a dog tag 
You went to war I said I’d call 
You never called back 
They said you’re gone I swear to god 
There was a mishap 
You went to war I said I’d call
You never called back 
There was a mishap

dogtag w/ sace6 (prod. reesoo)

https://soundcloud.com/heybelak
https://www.youtube.com/@prod.L1GHT

Obsessive w/ Belak

prod by me
all plats: https://ffm.to/byekento-morgue

(lyrics)
everybody treats me like i don't fucking know
freezing in the fucking cold 
i wish that i had a choice
fuck it i don't care no more
leaving me without a voice 
screaming out "please save me lord" 
i'm standing on your fucking grove 

i know they won't keep me close 
so i stay the fuck alone
tell me that its all my fault
i'm just tryna stay afloat 
walking down the same old path
find out where it fucking goes 
now i'm not the same as then
and i know it fucking shows

bleeding on the fucking floor
leave me at the fucking door 
take me for a fucking joke
god i hope you fucking choke 
fuck it i don't care no more 
promised me you fucking swore 
nothing but a fucking whore
take me to the fucking morgue

bleeding on the fucking floor
leave me at the fucking door 
take me for a fucking joke
god i hope you fucking choke 
fuck it i don't care no more 
promised me you fucking swore 
nothing but a fucking whore
take me to the fucking morgue

i can't even breathe your air
sware that this ain't even fair 
fucking had a heart attack
guess you had another laugh 
i can't even go outside 
wasting all our fucking time
live or die i can't decide 
i cant seem to make my mind

but i guess i don't need to
all this shit is see through 
they been tryna tell me what to do 
but i don't fear you
and i sware everything's a fucking curse 
when i'm near you
and i wish that you had the fucking nerve 
to come and see it through 

everybody treats me like i don't fucking know
freezing in the fucking cold 
i wish that i had a choice
fuck it i don't care no more
leaving me without a voice 
screaming out "please save me lord"
i'm standing on your fucking grove 

bleeding on the fucking floor
leave me at the fucking door 
take me for a fucking joke
god i hope you fucking choke 
fuck it i don't care no more 
promised me you fucking swore 
nothing but a fucking whore
take me to the fucking morgue

bleeding on the fucking floor
leave me at the fucking door 
take me for a fucking joke
god i hope you fucking choke 
fuck it i don't care no more 
promised me you fucking swore 
nothing but a fucking whore
take me to the fucking morgue

(screaming out "please save me lord"
i'm standing on your fucking grove)

beautiful horns (prod. reesoo)

kaden.

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