mixed and produced by me.

[Intro]
Kaden, I love you

[Chorus]
You always find a way to hurt me
The way it's lookin' our boat ain't seeming so sturdy
A-A-A-A-A-And I will never understand why
You always talkin' shit baby, making me damn cry

[Verse 1]
Broken, and you know it
A blade to my wrist is the thing I'm fucking toting
And I'm hurtin' the only thing that you fuckin' knowin'
Cause I won't let nobody in after this fuckin' moment

[Chorus]
You always find a way to hurt me
The way it's lookin' our boat ain't seeming so sturdy
A-A-A-A-A-And I will never understand why
You always talkin' shit baby, making me damn cry

[Verse 2]
Step back, that's all I need just a step back
Feeling a hundred degrees, I don't like that
When I'm around you, it feels like hell
It feels like hell, it feels like hell
He-he-he-he-he-he-he-he-he-he-he-he-Hell
He-he-he-he-he-he-he-he-he-he-he-he-Hell
He-he-he-he-he-he-he-he-he-he-he-he-Hell
It feels like hell, it feels like hell

[Chorus]
You always find a way to hurt me
The way it's lookin' our boat ain't seeming so sturdy
A-A-A-A-A-And I will never understand why
You always talkin' shit baby, making me damn cry

[Outro]
You always find a way to hurt me
The way it's lookin' our boat ain't seeming so sturdy
A-A-A-A-A-And I will never understand why
You always talkin' shit baby, making me damn cry

tribulation

Produced by Cymric (@cymricxo) + Vampsta (@vvvampsta) + Larziar (@larziar) + Elxnce (@prodelxnce)

Fourth track from "midwxst mondays" :)

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RUN (MM04)

https://open.spotify.com/album/3RSb91NSjdPRzSQPLhoTMR
prod: @prodbyjoshwa <3 
mixed by: @oroahh <3 + myself 
lyrics: 
 (dpf)
we dont talk no more 
but she told me that i could be a star
ive been working hard
she would be proud if i make it far 
ive been findin it crazy
seem like everyone hate me
wish i could pay to be happy
i kinda hate that im lazy
people think that im stupid
i always feel like im doubted
i kinda hate when its crowded
i wanna be alone
now my vision is blurry
i need you in a hurry
tell me when your back 
please dont call my phone
no, oh, tell me when ur back
please dont call my phone

(4cf) 
stop calling my  phone up
and especially don’t be texting me
I-
got
21 questions for you
all them why you repping me now?
playing games not meant for me
you said I won’t never be
half of like what I am now
but you rock with the POPSTAR
killing my energy
ok
this shit expected
i peeped your story you mentioned
but it was radio silence back then
i see yo intentions
talk to the wall like it listens
and take yo pride to the fishes
let it swim in
you got yourself to blame
if I’m being distant
ok you know why-

 (dpf)
we dont talk no more 
but she told me that i could be a star
ive been working hard
she would be proud if i make it far 
ive been findin it crazy
seem like everyone hate me
wish i could pay to be happy
i kinda hate that im lazy
people think that im stupid
i always feel like im doubted
i kinda hate when its crowded
i wanna be alone
now my vision is blurry
i need you in a hurry
tell me when your back 
please dont call my phone

(tsuyunoshi)
puff smoke inhale i cant see shit
fuck the ppl who said i wont ever be shit
time and time again, i been losing friends
and i don’t feel like making amends
all you bitches acting like u toxic
i dont want your love anymore, i wanna talk shit
dissing on my name, dgaf bitch
u steady thinking bout me, chase a bag 
time and time again, bitches acting like they fans
and i’m tired of seeing it, sippin too slow on arsenic
and i been feelin
i got my problems nowhere to go
everythings been feeling slow
i got my problems nowhere to go
everythings been feeling slow

stream everywhere!

star w/ 4cf & tsuyunoshi (joshwa)

don't wanna know (w/kuriosity) (p. siem spark)

mixed by @johnkwondll

lyrics

Baby I can tell you’re into me, you’re into me
And if you’re down baby keep that same energy
Keep you around till you tell me you aint feeling me
Remember days when you said you was my enemy
Them my brothers, pussy nigga you aint kin to me
We gon touch down with my niggas in the phillipines
Keep it real I cant fake the peace
So nigga watch just what you say to me
She heard my new song screaming “ryen it’s the shade for me”
Baby please stop playing with me

Its gonna take two if we’re gonna make this right
Poison in my cup and its got me feeling right
I’ll tell you when I touch down when I get up off this flight 
Tell me when you touch down and I’ll on your stripes
Yeah you tell me that I’m fine when I know you’re not alright
She only wants to see me trash, she dont wanna see me fly
I dont wanna have to give it up-
Cuz I know that you never wanted to give a fuck
So don’t you call me crazy

Trying to get my life together, I’ve been acting crazy
Everybody outside of my circle trying to save me
And it gets hard for people like me
You dont know the patience it takes to like me
Doing what it take for the peace to find me
Anxiety from all the things you used to tell me
I still hate the way you are and I still hate the way I am
I think I took it too far
I dont wanna do this shit again
And its been exactly one month since I’ve been off the grid
I’ve been tryna save myself but I dont know what safety is
I dont do this for myself, I do this for the others kids
And dont you ever lie to me, I’d rather you tell me how it is, love

N 2 ME (p. typhoon)

strangers

video here https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Tb8xCct8NZI
one song 2 end an amazing year with twinnem 
@midwxst
@billsburyjoeboi
mixed by slappy
lyrics
[pre-hook]
im not the same kid that i once was
when you met me
its a lot of offers on the plate right now
and its tempting
i can act like i never saw the texts that 
you sent me
or we could skip to the part when
you're in my room undressing

[hook]
baby just tell me what you wanna do 
we could slide back to the pad 
you can stop playing mad 
and your friend and you come thru
i was never mad in the first place
and im better than your ex on my worst day
ima be in LA on thursday
i said, baby just tell me what you wanna do
i aint never been for none of that he said she said shit
man just come thru
now theres way too much in my cup
and i cant stand up
but i couldnt give one less fuck

[verse: midwst]
a lot of things in front of me this shit's getting tempting
you saw where i was at and now you're seeking redemption
cause all of a sudden you fuck with me, up in my mentions
all this shit don't add up no it don't even make sense
you cut me deep, you left me there to sit and wait
blocked your number, blocked your texts
don't care what you are sending me
hoping that im stuck up in your head and in your memories
so that you can not forget my pain and all my misery

[hook]

come thru

come thru w/ midwxst (billsburyjoeboi)

s/o britney for the inspo
video here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TgXAIcPp4Eo
lyrics:
[pre-hook]
you tell me im toxic, heard it all before
everytime you left, i know you wanted more
you're a special, different kind of insecure
not an antidote, im not a fucking cure
make it natural, i don't force
you at like every damn show on my tour
you on like every damn drug on that floor &
now i'm at every damn one of these stores

[hook]
you say im toxic baby
these toxins take me
they tell me i'll go crazy
please don't mind me saying,
im not toxic baby
i just play pretend
cause we got options lately
we got rules to bend

[verse]
onto the next one, i ain't ever been the type to be an extra
and all these bitches swear to god they the baddest
they hit me up on ig for the address
she wake up at ten to do her makeup 
if you want sum lil boy you better take sum
and i ain't never really had to fucking fake nun
and now we all up on your block tryna shake sum
tragic, i swear its tragic, overdramatic 
magic, they think its magic, she's so ecstatic
there aint no two of me, i swear you're new to me
let's quit the foolery, burn this to new degrees

[pre-hook]
you tell me im toxic, heard it all before
everytime you left, i know you wanted more
you're a special, different kind of insecure
not an antidote, im not a fucking cure
make it natural, i don't force
you at like every damn show on my tour
you on like every damn drug on that floor &
now i'm at every damn one of these stores

[hook]
you say im toxic baby
these toxins take me
they tell me i'll go crazy
please don't mind me saying,
im not toxic baby
i just play pretend
cause we got options lately
we got rules to bend

toxic

toxic (mochila + tim randolph)

getting better w/ fuxkxen

WhatUWorried4? (Prod. @rioleyva & @nickmira_)

video here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6lYduSMsNlo&lc=UgzZf3ZyR2kRHPR05cl4AaABAg
(rising action)
@1hallow
on spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/4F8FtOWSa286XpVEeB8pWm
[lyrics]
its 2 am girl r you up yet?
and she like boy you know fucked up we can nvr go back
now she move different acting suspect
and she think i could be her hero i can never be that


at all
cause i get stabbed in the back
i try my best to clear my head but i can never do that
at all
i cant go back to the past
and i dont wanna be the bad guy
but i think i might have to,
im stuck like a statue
you say i dont say i dont see you 
and yet im looking right at you
im done with the attitude
im not even mad at you
she say im her hero 
but i know she dont think thats true

take a step back
what does it look like from the outside?
and to be honest i dont wanna learn bout ur last guy
i try my best but i still end up on my last life

theres nvr gna be a right time

and u can blame me if u want but you know
that there wont ever be a next time
i take an uber take the next flight
i wont be nothing like your next guy

tribulation

kaden.

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