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a long time ago in her front yard she said i numbed her pain... now i am the reason for it
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Numbed Her Pain (ft. mourning )*all platforms*

I Love You But I Hate You For Leaving So Soon

hi so um...
I probably luv u... I'm sorry everything's so shit...
but just hear me out, my music can talk to you even when I can't.
I'll always be here.

LYRICS

[verse1]
look in the mirror and i hate what i see
look for the people i love and there’s nobody not even me
whoever said living life was so free
must’ve been lying cause i disagree 

i been at this for so long
let out the pain while i’m writing these songs
holding back tears while i sit and i contemplate taking my life
where’d i go wrong

there’s gotta be more than this for me
i will not back down not blissfully
i lay these tracks down and blissfully 
i’m tryna blow up make history, rid of my history

this music’s a gift, but it’s also a curse
got so much i could give, though i do you don’t know how this hurts
i rip my heart out while writing a verse

don’t do it for me, do it for people who got it the same, better or worse
we all got limits and when they get pushed we gon break to our cores
i got a gift with these words
i'm gonna use it till all of my people feel heard
wasn’t for music then how could i speak on this hurt?

and maybe you feel like you don’t gotta voice but i promise i’ll be it as long as you breath
maybe you feel like you don’t gotta choice but i promise i’ll be it as long as you need
maybe you feel like you don’t gotta voice but i promise i’ll be it as long as you breath
maybe you feel like you don’t gotta choice but i promise i’ll be it as long as you

[verse2]
i was an angry child
i had to go through the motions alone and it took awhile
so when i go out and i see an old friend, i never stop to smile

how the fuck can’t you acknowledge my pain
look in my eyes and then tell me bout pain
all of my anger just stemmed from my pain
being alone with my thoughts really drove me insane, i’ll take the blame but how can you judge me
only was eight when i realized that nobody loved me

that’s when it mattered the most
barely was 10 when you shattered my hopes

only was 8 when you spit in my face and then told me i’d never be nothing
i saw the way that you looked at me how did i make you so sick to your stomach
never did nothing

i sacrificed my whole being for both of my brothers
just cus you failed as a mother, don’t mean i want you to suffer but you gotta do more than suffer

cus the pain that you caused me is nothin compared to the pain that you caused yourself
and the names that you call me is nothin compared to the stain that you call yourself(so)
(x3)

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i'll be fine(prod. heroin)

Produced by @ZiZi
FULL CLOUD NINE EP OUT ON YOUTUBE - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=T66Dz22qw9o&list=PL7-l3NVUKow0lUrX_jUvU9I-OjdLiTn8G
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I Love You But I Hate You For Leaving So Soon

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