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i used to bury my feelings deep down inside of me
bury my feelings deep deep down
bury my feelings deep down inside of me
bury my feelings deep deep down

now I burst into tears, every time you turn around
i cry when i think about that conversation with my mom
and i cry when I hear that mischief brew song
and i cry in the kitchen when my friends are ripping bongs
and I cry about the dumb shit i said when iwas twenty-one
and I'm sure that you forgot —
i remember everything I've ever done wrong

i cry in the bar and I cry in the car
i cry listening to NPR
i cry at the mall and I cry when you call
cry a lot in bathroom stalls
usually when I cry, it's honestly for no good reason at all

i cry and i cry and i cry and i cry
i cry and i cry and i cry and i cry
i cry and i cry and i cry and i cry alot

did you know? 99% of gamblers (aventurine) quit before they win big (get ratio balls deep inside)

☆ cry hard - dollar signs ☆

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i used to bury my feelings deep down inside of me
bury my feelings deep, deep down
bury my feelings deep down inside of me
bury my feelings deep, deep down
bury my feelings deep down inside of me
bury my feelings deep, deep down
bury my feelings deep down inside of me
bury my feelings deep, deep down

but now I ask for
help, help, help, help
help, help, help, help
help, help, help, help
help, help, help, help

☆ i used to bury my feelings deep inside - dollar signs ☆

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the brownies in the break room are stale
i sit at my desk and cut my fingernails
and I'm sweating through my shirt 'cause they turn the ac off
it's the weekend, baby, and they're saving some costs

they pay me overtime to fantasize about murdering my boss
now I got all these bills to pay
but I don't want to work on saturday, no!

paying off christmas from 2 years ago
when i was younger i didn't know
that you shouldn't use credit cards to pay off loans
now i work all the time, but i'm always broke

like, how's it even possible to work so much and always be so broke?
now I got all these bills to pay
but I don't want to work on saturday
NO!

(i dont wanna work on saturday, no i dont wanna work on saturday, no i dont wanna work on saturday, no)

(i dont wanna work on saturday, no i dont wanna work on saturday, no i dont wanna work on saturday, no)
i'd rather jump off the roof of my office

(i dont wanna work on saturday, no i dont wanna work on saturday, no i dont wanna work on saturday, no)
i'd rather go to church with my parents

(i dont wanna work on saturday, no i dont wanna work on saturday, no i dont wanna work on saturday, no)
i'd won't have a day off until the apocalypse

i don't want to work on saturday
i don't want to work on saturday
i don't want to work on saturday
i don't want to work on saturday
NO!

☆ sadderday - dollar signs ☆

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i get embarrassed
talking punk rock with my parents
everybody's having kids
i'm still ripping basement gigs
this stopped being cute
after I turned twenty-two
YEAH!

oh myg od, my dreams are dumb
i'm way too old to act so young
will this be fun when I'm forty-one
oh my god, here it comes

hell yeah i'm scared
of my choice between two nightmares
at my desk or on the road
either way i'll die alone

'cause
i don't wanna be forty
singing songs about getting drunk at prom
i don't wanna be forty
with a weird relationship with my dad and mom
i don't wanna be forty
with the only way to express my feelings
through shitty four-chord pop-punk songs, but

i don't wanna be forty
saying what the hell am i doing at my job
i don't wanna be forty
with the HOA (?) when i'm mowing my lawn
i don't wanna be forty
feeling like i never got to do
a goddamn thing i want

but
i don't wanna be forty
singing songs about getting drunk at prom
i don't wanna be forty
with a weird relationship with my dad and mom
i don't wanna be forty
with the only way to express my feelings
us through shitty four-chord pop-punk songs

but
i don't wanna be forty
saying what the hell am i doing at my job
i don't wanna be forty
with the HOA (?) when i'm mowing my lawn
i don't wanna be forty
standing on my boat
and screaming at the top of my lungs
that i never got to do anything i want
i never got to do anything i want
i never got to do anything i want
i never got to do anything i want

☆ tears beers fears - dollar signs ☆

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i've just realized, i'll never do anything great
everything i wanna say has been said in better ways
when he was 25, orson welles made citizen kane
i don't make art, all i do is complain, complain, complain

and i'm told that the devil lives down in brooklyn
so i booked a show to sell my soul to him
beelzebub was texting with his girlfriend when i asked him
mr. satan? can you do me a favour?
can you give me a song that will last forever
i wanna make something beautiful, i wanna make something real
just give me a song with some lasting appeal
he said:
hey, eric, don't look so blue
i've helped countless people just like you
i've helped the beatles, jeff buckley, mozart, maroon 5
just play this song and they'll love you while you're still alive

and in that moment, a song popped into my head
so i picked up my guitar and i sang

maybe baby, maybe baby
naybe baby, maybe baby
do you love me? maybe baby
do you love me? maybe baby
maybe baby, maybe baby
naybe baby, maybe baby
do you love me? maybe baby
do you love me? maybe baby
maybe baby, maybe baby

maybe baby, maybe baby

and i don't want to offend the satanists
the devil is a pop genius
oh, but satan is kind of a shitty lyricist
i wanted to sing the human experience
the devil taught me no one cares about that shit
everyone just wants a love song about them
everyone just wants a love song about them
everyone just wants a love song about them
everyone just wants a love song about them
everyone just wants a love song about them
about them, about them, about them

☆ the devil wears flannel - dollar signs ☆

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before the broken strings and the marketing
and us begging to get on big show openings
so we could have a good tour in the spring
i remember the first song i heard that made me feel less lonely

before googling tabs to blink-182
writing immature breakup songs for you
asking cooler bands how to play in a venue
it was just me all alone in my room, screaming mischief brew

and i hope that i die
listening to a song i like
and i hope that i die
listening to a song i like

and now the sweaty hugs and pumping fists
and life no longer feels meaningless
screaming catharsis with my best friends
and i hope that it happens
yeah i hope that it happens
i hope i get to hear that song again
i get to hear that song again

i play guitar all by myself inside my room and i'll feel fine
i'll see you in hell, or i'll see you at the open mic tonight
i play guitar all by myself inside my room and i'll feel fine
i'll see you in hell, or i'll see you at the open mic tonight
i play guitar all by myself inside my room and i'll feel fine
i'll see you in hell, or i'll see you at the open mic tonight
i play guitar all by myself inside my room and i'll feel fine
i'll see you in hell, or i'll see you at the open mic tonight
i play guitar all by myself inside my room and i'll feel fine
i'll see you in hell, or i'll see you at the open mic tonight
i'll see you in hell boys

☆ the real folk blues - dollar signs ☆

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when all your friends leave at one
you are left to get drunk
with all of your personal demons

when all your friends leave at one
you are left to get drunk
with all of your beelzebubs

and everyone you know is a dj
and everyone you know is a dj
past mistake, no lucky breaks will haunt me
'cause everyone you know is a dj

i don't wanna to run right here, right here
i don't wanna to run right here, right here
im not gonna run right here, right here
im not gonna run right here

☆ this will haunt me - dollar signs ☆

sorry for the sudden cut at the end

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don't wanna turn into david, who works in my office
bad conversation, just baseball statistics
and he wants to know when my band plays next
he doesn't know
he doesn't know
he doesn't know, that i know
he watches porn at his desk

don't turn into savid, who works in my office
he's separated from his wife and kids
and he played it safe, but his life's a wreck
now all he has left is watching porn at his desk

☆ ugghhhh - dollar signs ☆

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in the morning, reconstructing the events of last evening
got a feeling that i was embarrassing
held my phone when i was vomiting
tucked me into my own bed
i'm sorry i'm such a shitty friend
i deserve every dick drawn on my head

i didn't mean what i said about your haircut
i'm sorry I said your girlfriend sucks
i know sometimes i can be a bit much
i know sometimes i'm hard to love
yeah i know that i'm pretty hard to love

how do i apologize?
sorry you almost saw me die
i know that it's your birthday night
sorry i still made you drive

there's gotta be some (?)
that'll make you forgive me now
i know that i let you down
promise that i'll by the next round

never met anyone who couldn't beat me up
but I still wanna fight when i get drunk
i know sometimes i can be a bit much
i know sometimes i'm hard to love
yeah I know that i'm pretty hard to love

one, two, fuck you

i like to waste my life away
so don't you waste your time on me
i like to waste my life away
so don't you waste your time on me
i like to waste my life away
so don't you waste your time on me
i like to waste my life away
so don't you waste your time on me

i like to waste my life away
i like to waste my life away
so don't you waste your time on me
like to waste my life away
don't you waste your time on me
like to waste my life away
don't you waste your time on me
like to waste my life away
don't you waste your time on me

☆ waste my life away - dollar signs ☆

my name is doctor aventurine. i am neither huge nor small. eat your veritas vegetables.

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