dont expect anything better than this

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ShEa0k_n5l4 breakdown

how to make a recovery

my life 2
i hate my music and anything that involves it

fabricate

stream https://open.spotify.com/album/1qtVeO34E2FzH6tfLGFkx1?si=hlrEI-lNRwGxF2wJj0JWdA

prod me
vox by me

Wake up to a cold floor
Pins in my legs
One arm is interlocked with the AC
The cable grinds into my wrists
Digs deeper into my skin
I see a crack in the ceiling
bits of the outside leak in
I hear a presence
She doesn't know I'm here
I want to call out
The words don't form
She can't see me like this
She can't see me like this
How can I explain this
How can I explain this
Just a second
Just a second
Just a second
Just a second
Just a second, just a second
I need to change
I can't
I can't
Can't breathe through the hole in my side
I can't
I can't stay conscious through the rest of the night
I can't
I can't
Can't breathe through the hole in my side
I can't
I can't stay conscious through the rest of the night
I can't
I can't
Can't breathe through the hole in my side
I can't
I can't stay conscious through the rest of the night
I can't
I can't
Can't breathe through the hole in my side
I can't
I can't stay conscious through the rest of the night
I hear footsteps drawing nearer
Hear the lock drop
All I see is light

moments before the knots loosen

gasping for air | Track 1/6
produced by @irselr w additional prod by me
written, performed, mixed & mastered by Micah Callari

[Verse 1]
Hush, I don’t care anymore
You wrung me out like a towel and I don’t care for it
No more of all your lies to keep me trapped
In your fucking spider web until all the strings have snapped

[Chorus]
Sick of your complacency and 7 dollar beverages
7 times you said it wouldn’t matter if I said it twice
You’d still never fucking listen no matter how strong my leverage
You’d never cherish what we have until it bites the dust

[Verse 2]
You would rather forget it ever happened
But I’ll never abandon all the thoughts I had (in the moment)
My first impressions changed, now we don’t see eye to eye
Now we’re just seeing ghosts (and you’re just ghosting me)

[Bridge]
Leave me for dead, I wouldn’t mind to
Never see you again, I’m fine to simply
Die alone in my bed, and let the scavengers
Avenge me post my death

[Chorus]
Sick of your complacency and 7 dollar beverages
7 times you said it wouldn’t matter if I said it twice
You’d still never fucking listen no matter how strong my leverage
You’d never cherish what we have until it bites the dust
Sick of your complacency and 7 dollar beverages
7 times you said it wouldn’t matter if I said it twice
You’d still never fucking listen no matter how strong my leverage
You’d never cherish what we have until it bites the dust
Sick of your complacency and 7 dollar beverages
7 times you said it wouldn’t matter if I said it twice
You’d still never fucking listen no matter how strong my leverage
You’d never cherish what we have until it bites the dust

[Outro]
7 dollar beverages
7 times you said it wouldn’t matter if I said it twice
You’d still never fucking listen no matter how strong my leverage
You’d never cherish what we have until it bites the dust

7 dollar beverages {prod. irselr}

Written September 2023
Produced by @vampiremutual & @romechh

Lyrics:
I can't find the right words to describe how I miss you
And I'm tired of saying words that I don't believe in anymore
What happened to us?
I don't wanna waste time with you
I just hope I can get through

So I'll close my eyes
And I'll remember everything that we had
You make me feel worthless, and I don't know if I can take this
And I'll remember the ways you tried to get in my way
Every time I want to picture you
I have no regrets

So I'll distance myself and act like you don't exist
I really fucked up myself I wish that we never kissed
Don't you hit up my cellphone I know that you miss me
You don't know i why left? you treat me like I'm 16 and well since you're reaching this far 
Why don't you reach for the stars? (you tell me they're falling)

Reminisce

im not going home

6 of 9
~
the train, I made it just for you
one year later, I still don't think that I can do it

turn the light out in the hall
it's been 3 weeks but I'm not sure if I can catch my breath
I think that it's been long enough
only waiting for the woods to stab me in the chest
but how do I walk thru the world without shame
but how do I walk thru the world without shame

I think I hate you
you don't expect me to let go of you
you wanted too much
guess I never wanted anything from you

if you really loved me, you'd want me dead
you wouldn't miss me, you thought I said
I love you too much to do all that
but I'm not the person you think I am
don't think I want a sudden death
but i'd never show you who I am
if you really knew me, put it to rest
if you really knew me, you'd want me dead

Sudden death

dltzk B2B kmoe @ friendfest - 05/09/2021

Fake Club

This track is made by Elektron Syntakt and Analog Heat +FX.
You can download each project(AH's preset and ST's sysex) file below.

https://drive.google.com/file/d/1e4kI741GAH03f3xb3DweMh_VM2QriZtn/view?usp=sharing

https://drive.google.com/file/d/1zk1OQ9cUMANiBHSMSYJzVYE23CGPBP86/view?usp=sharing

Have Fun!

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Video : https://youtu.be/47coWuWx3vc?si=lQa2OM95Qf9BqaX1

End Of Violence

H8P8GE - PERSEPHONE NUMBERS STATION

(2019 - 2023)
50% of @w3ts4lt w/ @starflye
Co-Founder and A&R Representative of Yep Records
@marshall4 's mom

moments before the knots loosen

Jennifer May (coffee break)

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