The Upload

I wrote this song about my addiction to drugs which led to deep depression and suicidal thoughts. Creating my art helped me to get thru it. I'm now 7 months sober.

LYRICS

Verse 1

On the roof getting high
I got diesel in my veins
Thinkin’ bout suicide
There’s no Jesus in LA

But i still see him sometimes
Sittin’ on the Walk of Fame
Next to Jekkyl and Hyde
The voices saying…

BYE! BYE!
There’s no tomorrow
BYE! BYE!
Drowning my sorrows

Hook

Father forgive me 
I’m sorry for my sins
So tired of living 
Oh where do I begin?

The coke, the whiskey
I smoke ‘til I’m dizzy
I’m so fucking filthy
Forgive me for my sins

Verse 2

My phone’s bout to die
I only got 1 call
I almost slipped off the side
‘Til an angel broke my fall

Then we drove through the night
And we talked about it all
I thank God I survived
The voices saying…
BYE! BYE!
There’s no tomorrow
BYE! BYE!
Drowning my sorrows

BYE! BYE!
There’s no tomorrow
BYE! BYE!
Drowning my sorrows

Hook 2

Father forgive me 
I’m sorry for my sins
So tired of living 
Oh where do I begin?

The coke, the whiskey
I smoke ‘til I’m dizzy
I’m so fucking filthy
Forgive me for my sins

Guitar Solo

Hook 3

Father forgive me 
I’m sorry for my sins
But wait just kidding
Oh where do I begin?

The coke, the whiskey
I smoke ‘til I’m dizzy
I’m so fucking filthy
Forgive me for my sins

SINS!

SINS

Vacations - Telephones sped up x jesse breaking bad(i accept who i am)

𝙵𝚛𝚎𝚍𝚍𝚒𝚎 𝙳𝚛𝚎𝚍𝚍 - 𝙺𝚒𝚕𝚕𝚒𝚗’ 𝙾𝚗 𝙳𝚎𝚖𝚊𝚗𝚍 (𝚜𝚕𝚘𝚠𝚎𝚍)

joji - yukon 'interlude' (sped up & reverb)

ivan cornejo - la curiosidad sped up

lebanon hanover - gallowdance [slowed + instrumental]

Matt Hardy 999 (feat. Juice WRLD) - Single

trippie redd & juice wrld - matt hardy 999 og (sped up)

Delay - Nightshift TV

Did I Stutter  (sped up)

Isabel LaRosa - HEARTBEAT (Slowed and Reverb)

𝘵𝘦𝘬 𝘪𝘵 (𝘴𝘱𝘦𝘥 𝘶𝘱)

Righteous - Mo Beats (Slowed)

The Weeknd Call Out My Name but tiktok version

credits : xxtristanxo 

The Weeknd - Call Out My Name (tiktok remix)

The Upload

Kacey Chun