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https://soundcloud.com/scummusic
PROD. https://soundcloud.com/trxpicvl

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I don't wanna feel anything anymore
i just wanna put my hand straight through that door
Now i got wrist bleeding on the bedroom floor
cause i dont wanna feel anything anymore

I remember everything from the time that you left my side
Wiping the tears 'no don't fuck with my eyes'
Biding my time, i wanna try 
Just to forget you but i feel alive 
Oh please take my life
Please take my life
Its the best time to die
Like now, i wanna right now 
I wanna die

I don't wanna feel anything anymore
I just wanna put my hand straight through that door
Now i got wrist bleeding on the bedroom floor
cause i dont wanna feel anything anymore

I dont wanna live in a world without you
Even after al the shit you put me through
You're still the one 
Night grow cold and I'm alone
And you don't ever pick up the phone when i call
So let me die here

Let Me Die Here w/ scum (prod. trxpicvl )

Gallows

Prod:
https://soundcloud.com/fats_e
https://soundcloud.com/keeper92

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I can't do this (Prod. fats'e x keeper)

never,forever. - Western Shore

so long, goodbye (ft. Lil Lotus)

depressed in the '80s (prod. RODGER)

no samples
prod. 1080p dreams


lyrics:

you wanna save me? 
it's too late
I'm already way past my expiry date
I had good times when life was great
but now a dark prophecy is taking place
I'm best before my latter years
when I still felt connected to my peers
now I'm just a rotting branch on my family tree
decaying
just let me be
my face is unshaven and all my clothes are worn
what have I become?
is this really my final form?
I live in a dark cave filled with mice and bats
I see writing on the wall
it reads "there's no coming back"
how did this happen to me?
this isn't what I wanted to be
I'm getting worse with age unlike wine
don't tell me everything will be fine
I swear I tried the best I can
to heal this tired and broken man
I'd tell the story but it really isn't interesting
I cried for help but I don't think anyone's listening
I kept on digging my own grave totally unaware 
that the damage I was causing was way beyond repair
I swear I didn't know
or maybe I just didn't care
maybe I just didn't care
and tomorrow
when I wake up
I will be
a fully decomposed putrefied me
you wanna save me? 
it's too late
I'm already way past my expiry date
god has already sealed my fate
I'm past my expiry date
you wanna save me?
it's too late
you wanna save me? 
it's too late
I still don't know just what I was thinking
I swear my life flashed by without blinking
now I can't go one day without drinking
and swallowing any pill I can find

Stream on Spotify

expiry date

spotify link: https://open.spotify.com/track/3e3jjnVmoBwQKo5g2dXMQa

Lately I’ve been thinking bout the memories I just can’t shake
Your callous mind and thoughts that seem so desperate for me to break
I sit here in my solace hoping i forget you one day
But for now I sit in silence left alone to slowly decay

So You can find me digging my grave
A Shovel into the earth and the soil
While you lie in that bed you made
And like the British weather it's crazy how quick things change

I've been dragging myself through the seasons but Im lost and I'm so afraid (while you lie in that bed you made)
And like the British weather it's crazy how quick you changed

@cloudhighcomeup
Now it’s all been done 
The thought of you’s so distant
Can try to work this out 
But I don’t know 
You seem so different
I can’t help that
You’re not worth it 
Although you’re still in my head 
Do you care? 
Well I remember what you said 
That you don’t

Pop another line let it fade to black
I know it's what you wanted so I'm hoping that you notice that
Let it fade to black
Let it fade to black

@cloudhighcomeup

british weather (feat. cloudhighcomeup)

PROD. https://soundcloud.com/prod5head
Video: https://lillotus.ffm.to/nevergetaway

Never Get Away

Someone Else (Prod. Irby)

one take: nevermore

Why Won't You Stay (Prod. Blade901)

no problem

thanks all of you

pretty sure the lyrics are correct lol :

GrxyIce:

in my head is where ill stay 
tho i cant find a space 
each day the wind blows but it wont take me awy 
im so worn, i dont think ill stand straight
please let me down without the subvstance my dismay 
these thoughts ill never face but i know ill find a way 

in my heads where ill stay 
in this this bed where we lay 
all the empty space voids wasted space 
in my heads where ill stay 
day by day imma live out this pain 
say  please im a liar and you know it wont change
although the voice still stays the same 
the change in seasons i cant hold on 
i feel my path fade away

In My Heads Where Ill Stay

<3
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one take: nevermore

kaczor1121

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