After Ashes

Know You

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Novocaine

Nothing But A Memory

Unanswered Prayers (feat. a Light)

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Remedy

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Stranger

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Glass Walls (prod. Robert Mostro & Me)

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In Too Deep (prod. Kadeynce & Robert Mostro)

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Silver Lining (prod. Kadeynce)

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Inspired (prod. Kadeynce)

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Paradox (prod. Kadeynce)

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Come Around (prod. Kadeynce)

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Surrender (prod. Kadeynce)

Save Your Breath (prod. Kadeynce)

Waste Away (prod. Kadeynce)

Lyrics:

Am I deserving of a better life
A purpose and a sense of pride
As I’m enduring this test of time
Searching for what I never find

Cuz I find myself looking in the wrong places
Wanna run away but stay complacent
Living with the fear of facing changes
I just need some patience

But half my life I been passing time
The other half I been sad inside
Ain’t satisfied with this path of mine
But I have to try

Well I’m trying
God I’m fighting
Still surviving
Still surviving

Wonder if a destiny
Was never really meant for me
With no direction no intentions
Only empty hopes and dreams

Wishing I would come across a sig
They’ve always been so hard to find
Ain’t satisfied with this path of mine
But I have to try

Well I’m trying
God I’m fighting
Still surviving
Still surviving

Purpose (prod. Kadeynce)

Lyrics:

Just another night that I didn’t sleep right
Trying not to read in between the lines like
All I really need is some of peace of mind
Never really been much peace to find

Cuz I’ve been to hell with my
Mental health and I’ve
Met the devil himself
To sell my soul

And find
I didn’t know the price
I’d pay to put my name
On the line

With my faith to the test
Facing the ledge
And taking a step back down

With my faith to the test
Facing the ledge
And taking a step back down

Just another day with the constant haze
Sitting as I wait for the clouds to break while
Tryna separate what’s real and fake
Wonder if I’m always gonna feel this way

Cuz I’ve been to hell with my
Mental health and I’ve
Met the devil himself
To sell my soul

And find
I didn’t know the price
I’d pay to put my name
On the line

With my faith to the test
Facing the ledge
And taking a step back down

With my faith to the test
Facing the ledge
And taking a step back down

Name (prod. Kadeynce)

Lyrics:

She’s an emotional mess
And I’m overloaded with stress
Feeling like I’m holding my breath
Even though there’s a hole in my chest

What a shame that we can’t cooperate
I’m in a phase where the feelings start to fade
And dissipate with the reasons I should stay
I need a break got a lot to contemplate
So just give me time

Burnt by your words and
Kicked to the curb
I wish that I never met her

Caught in the flames
Of your heartless ways
What’s left but a dying ember

But I’m addicted to you
Like my prescription is due
Wishing it was fixing my wounds
Consumed by substance abuse

Rehab just to quit the dope I mean
We relapse on a hit dopamine
It seems that I ain’t in control of things
And she’s mad but I need a sober week
So just give me time

Burnt by your words and
Kicked to the curb
I wish that I never met her

Caught in the flames
Of your heartless ways
What’s left but a dying ember

Ember (prod. Kadeynce)

Lyrics:

It's immediate pain when I wake in the morning
A shot to the brain and it bangs like a bullet
The feeling is fake but it’s raining and pouring
So why am I embracing the storm

When the weather is gray like every day
I hate when the phase doesn’t fade away
And I’m running in place ain’t nothing gonna change
What’s it gonna take I’m stuck in the shade
 
Like ohhhh what’s putting me down
Used to be worse but I’m better off now
I know I’m letting me down
Hoping that I’ll come around

But Its immediate pain when I wake in the morning
A shot to the brain and it bangs like a bullet
The feeling is fake but it’s raining and pouring
So why am I embracing the storm

If Its immediate pain when I wake in the morning
A shot to the brain and it bangs like a bullet
The feeling is fake but it’s raining and pouring
So why am I embracing the storm

The storm hit, the waves crash down
Emotions swirling, I'm bout to crash out
My old self is still
fading away

starting to forget the pain I can't forget it all
Memories keep hurting me and causing my damn fall
I know I know I notice now
That I that I keep falling down

You 
Wanna see me lose see me lose it all
But the storm that brought me down is finally
Fading now

But Its immediate pain when I wake in the morning
A shot to the brain and it bangs like a bullet
The feeling is fake but it’s raining and pouring
So why am I embracing the storm

So why am I
So why am I
So why am I embracing the storm

STORM (feat. William$) (prod. Kadeynce)

Lyrics:

One Sip
Outta help me feel something
Ever since I've become numb inside
These chemicals are just taking over 

With one hit
Of another random substance
Gotta relieve this weight from my mind
But these chemicals are just taking over my life

Nauseous
Radioactive thoughts
Just hoping to fix this toxic life
Cuz god inside I'm

Nauseous
With radioactive thoughts
Just hoping to fix my toxic life
I've got to try

Two trips
To a hospital room with
Nothing but my addictive traits
They're so contagious through growing pains 

And confusion
I'm fighting through my delusion
Tryna figure out what's real and fake
But I'm so contagious got growing pains every day

Nauseous
Radioactive thoughts
Just hoping to fix this toxic life
Cuz god inside I'm

Nauseous
With radioactive thoughts
Just hoping to fix my toxic life
I've got to try

CHEMICALS (prod. Kadeynce)

Lyrics:

I’ve never bled like this before
Withered and worn from a mind at war
Fighting myself unsheathe my sword
One more scar and my life is torn

Until I’m breaking the tension
Escaping depression
And saving what’s left of
these broken bones

Ain’t seeing signs of hope
Just sinking like a stone
For reasons I don’t know
I’m holding on

So it seems that the wounds won’t heal
Cuz what I’ve been through is too surreal
With cuts too deep I don’t want to feel
But how can I keep the truth concealed

Take the pain and suppress it
Escape this depression
And save what is left of
these broken bones

Ain’t seeing signs of hope
Just sinking like a stone
For reasons I don’t know
I’m holding on

These feelings that I hold
The demons in my soul
Don’t let them take control
Keep holding on

WAR (prod. Kadeynce)

Lyrics:

Do you remember me
Am I just a memory
When you said to me
That you would never

Leave there was blood on your tongue
Stuttering through what we used to call love
But now we’re coming undone
Suffering and consumed you’re the

Prescription to my conscious
Addicted to your concept
Living for the toxins
Hit it till I’m nauseous

Are you satisfied
Stealing half of my life
Taking stabs at my pride
As you drive the knife

Right in to my back
With plans to attack and I fell for your trap
Damned with my life in your hands
And as you stood and laughed you’re the

Prescription to my conscious
Addicted to your concept
Living for the toxins
Hit it till I’m nauseous

Nauseous (prod. Kadeynce)

Lyrics:

Don’t
Listen to the echo
Running from the voices in my head
Telling me to let go

Oh
Is anybody listening
Living in an empty home
Everybody’s distant

Comfort in the isolation
Hide in silent suffocation

Don’t
Listen to the echo
Running from the voices in my head
Telling me to let go

Oh
When did I get so cold
The life I live is weighing on my soul
Don’t try to get too close

Oh
Can anybody hear me
The pain hidden in my tone
I'm running from a feeling

Comfort in the isolation
Hide in silent suffocation

Don’t
Listen to the echo
Running from the voices in my head
Telling me to let go

Isolation (prod. Kadeynce)

Lyrics:

To feel broken inside
But seem so full of life
To live a lie
Well ya might know just what it’s like

To cross over the line
Get lost chasing the high
And waste your life
Well you might know just what it’s like

Wearing the scars
Like stains on the heart
Falling apart but hanging on

Try to survive
And fight for your life 
Or hide in the dark and pray till dawn

The words under your breath
The weight up in your chest
When nothing's left
But ya fight till you’re laid to rest

And search in the descent
For worth when you’re depressed
And nothing's left
But ya fight till you’re laid to rest

Wearing the scars
Like stains on the heart
Falling apart but hanging on

Try to survive
And fight for your life 
Or hide in the dark and pray till dawn

Stains (prod. Kadeynce)

Lyrics:

Ya saturated my thoughts
I’m faded off of your touch
With just a taste of your love
You’re in my veins and my blood

Ignoring the warning signs
In my delusional mind
How could I leave behind
This sweet illusion of mine

I see right through
And I’ll never be like you
And even though I see right through
I will never be like you

Oh I see right through
And I’ll never be like you
And even though I see right through
I will never be like you

I sold my soul just to find
You were just a moment in time
If only I’d known the price
To sign my name on the line

Even though I know your my drug
And I overdosed on your love
Wanna hold you close as I trust
There’s still some hope left for us

I see right through
And I’ll never be like you
And even though I see right through
I will never be like you

Oh I see right through
And I’ll never be like you
And even though I see right through
I will never be like you

I’m so sick of chasing you
When you don’t feel way I do
I’m so sick of chasing you 
When you don’t feel the way I do

Saturate (prod. Kadeynce)

Lyrics:

Just short of a sober week
But hopefully I’ll find dopamine in this
High it’s a remedy
It set me free when I was seventeen

I know that it only hurts myself
Ya play with the flame and it burns like hell
Was it really ever worth your health
A sacrifice that I know too well

Drowning out the noise
Of my distant Inner voices
Living in the void
I’m addicted to the poison

There goes another day
I numbed the pain like novocaine and I
Know it’s such a shame
To throw your life away but it’s the price I pay

While at war with the way I feel inside
It kills but it makes me feel alive
Still don’t know if could leave behind
What’s holding me from peace of mind

Drowning out the noise
Of my distant inner voices
Living in the void
I’m addicted to the poison

Drowning out the noise
Of my distant Inner voices
Living in the void
I’m addicted to the poison

Poison (Prod. Kadeynce)

Lyrics:

Another day of mental disarray
Another night my mind can drift away
Into a day I’m only half awake
Oh I know that something has to change

Guess that I got lost along the way
But that’s life when you're living in a maze
With no sense of a path that I could take
The dead ends always seem to be my fate

Oh this empty soul
Is it really meant for more 
I’m close to letting go
Why am I holding on to hope

When feeling hopeless
In search of a better life
And all I’ve known is 
To seek what I never find

Broken roads in 
The path to a better life
Cuz all I’ve known is
Avoiding my inner guide

My conscience is a never ending fight
A conflict with the reason I’m alive
I Got sick of the feelings deep inside
Nauseous and I think I need to find

Some serenity
But is it really meant for me
I’ll try to let it be
Hoping it will set me free

From feeling hopeless
In search of a better life
And all I’ve known is 
To seek what I never find

Broken roads in 
The path to a better life
Cuz all I’ve known is
Avoiding my inner guide


Serenity (Prod. Kadeynce)

Lyrics:

You held me close till it’s hard to breathe
I’m letting go don’t follow me
I broke your chains and it set me free
What better way to say it wasn’t meant to be

Like keeping me in your thoughts when the feeling is lost
I’m holding on though the moment's gone
With nothing left to believe but the faint memories
As they fade with the need to remember me

It’s heartbreak by the night but love in the morning
Take what you want and leave me to cope
With the weight of your words and the tone of your voice
When you say that it hurts but you want the poison

We never thought we’d lose what would never last
We look toward the future but live in the past
Where once we were young now we’re both growing up
And I’ve become numb cuz you’re cold to the touch

It’s heartbreak by the night but love in the morning
Take what you want and leave me to cope
With the weight of your words and the tone of your voice
When you say that it hurts but you want the poison

Remember me
Remember me

You held me close till it’s hard to breathe
I’m letting go don’t follow me
I broke your chains and it set me free
What better way to say it wasn’t meant to be

Remember Me (prod. Kadeynce)

Lyrics:

Alive but I don’t fit
In my own skin
Living in a void
I’m fighting my emotions 

Wonder where my soul is
Am I soulless
Running from the noise
Of my aching inner voice

The demons inside
Are feeding me lies
The screams and the cries
Are stealing my life

Oh how can I fight
What bleeds in my mind
To seize what is mine
They’re stealing my life again

Beaten and bruised
Used and abused
Could someone seal these open wounds

Surviving again
But dying to live
Could someone heal these open wounds

Distorted perception
Is my infection
Can’t separate from the
Real and the fake 

No sense of direction
Is my depression
Nothing to lose 
When there’s nothing to take again

Beaten and bruised
Used and abused
Could someone seal these open wounds

Surviving the fight
But barely alive
Could someone heal these open wounds

Open Wounds (prod. Kadeynce)

Lyrics:

Lose control
And say you’ll never let me go
Play new notes
To a song that we’ve already wrote

Moving slow
But you’re speeding up the metronome
Don’t change the tone
Of a song that we’ve already wrote

Wondering what ya see in me
Cuz nothing’s what it seems to be
I'm living in your fantasy 
Running from reality 

Dream of a place
We can escape to
Sleep through the day
Just runaway
please don’t leave it to fate
Even if fake
Let’s pretend it’s real

Lose control
And say you’ll never let me go
Play new notes
To a song that we’ve already wrote

Moving slow
But you’re speeding up the metronome
Don’t change the tone
Of a song that we’ve already wrote

But we both know that we ain’t written in stone
We wither instead of letting this go
Waiting on heaven at your front door 
While living in hell and calling it home

Holding my breath when I’m in your arms
Was love ever meant to be this hard
The pain in my chest when you sing your song
Baby I’m barely hanging on

Lose control
And say you’ll never let me go
Play new notes
To a song that we’ve already wrote

Moving slow
But you’re speeding up the metronome
Don’t change the tone
Of a song that we’ve already wrote

Wither (prod. Kadeynce)

- Songwriter/Producer out of Seattle, WA
- Hmu for collabs!
- Kadeyncemusic@gmail.com

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