I've been through pain and trauma, over women, friends, or not being social. the story behind this is sad so I might as well express it to you

I lost my only sense of hope when my girlfriend left me. a couple days later a friend of mine committed suicide. I thought it was a joke, tell I saw the news. I recovered from my bad state of mind at the time, I was fully capable of being a normal human being again. then as soon as I was fully cleared my grandpa who has been my only friend for so long got into a car crash on may 7th, 2019. that was the day before my birthday, I was about to be 15. he survived and was in the hospital for awhile, roughly two weeks. we got a call from my parents and we had to go to the hospital in rapid city South Dakota. I waited in the waiting room for what seemed like hours. my dad told me we didn't have to go in to the room. he said that he wouldn't look like the grandpa we knew. we walked in and waited for the first one to say goodbye. as soon as I said goodbye, which I was the first to do. the monitor started to count from a bpm of 137 to eventually zero. my dad grabbed me before I could do something. I was holding his hand the whole way. I sobbed in my dads arms and kept saying one thing. "I didn't even say sorry its all my fault, my karma got to him." he looked me dead in the eyes and kept telling me I'm not the cause. and I still don't believe him to this day.

hope you all enjoy this story, and feel the road I walked alone

Fall

for all of the people who used me and played me for the past few years.
i loved every second of the relationship but it couldn't last

Why Should I Listen

demons

For all the people who don’t think I’m anything and who twisted my mind for me to be something I’m not. You all who hate on me, play mind games, make me sit alone at lunch, and piss me off this song Is for you. You just want me to get to my head and I could give a shit less about all of you shit stains. For all the people who love and care about me this is for you’re entertainment. So sit back, relax and enjoy the ride we at about to take

11:02

Shits been going on so I just made this from pure emotion

Depression (by @givanni)

Hold on (iann Dior remake)

Txlk Abxut It

Henney ft.Keish

Hollow (intro)

Caution (LUV)

I Swear

Past Life

Straight Rock

Shiney Ft. 2 Packs & 101 sins

Choppa (prod. tyler made a beat)

Magic Prod. Contrabands

lofi dreams prod.elijah lee

Waste of my time Prod. FL

Chanel Bag Prod. @geehues x @1yeezo by KILLBUNK (@killbunk) (Remix)

Butterflies

Thrillchaser

dusty locane type beat

Thrill seaker comming soon
❤️if I follow I like you’re vibes❤️
❤️don’t forget to put him first❤️
❤️HMU for collabs❤️
❤️let’s go through this together as a family❤️
Business inquiries casskad@meadeschools.org

@Giavanni $pooky

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