a bit of a mad one

everything by me
out on all platforms: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/anem0s/more-than-me

lyrics:
it doesn't hurt anymore if i dont let it
i spent way too much time just tryna understand the message
maybe i don't know myself as well as im expressing
i know it took a while but i think i finally get it because

i finally found out where my head is
i couldn't get the message for a long time
and that's a blessing
tell me what's the lesson that im learning
cuz the fire's still burning inside my heart
it's still burning

i been feeling
stuck inside my head
for the longest ive been waiting
for something to end the dread
could you be there for me
when i need a pick me up
i just need a little something
to kick start the adrenaline rush

if you could take it all back would you do that
because i think you need it more than me
my dreams started catching more than sleep
was it out of boredom or necessity
think i got the best of me
by thinking it was best to be someone who i wasnt

i finally found out where my head is
i couldn't get the message for a long time
and that's a blessing
tell me what's the lesson that im learning
cuz the fire's still burning inside my heart
it's still burning

i was a little bit too high strung
in the past i had ignored the signs
ignored the things i've done and
maybe i thought a little too much
i can't handle what they hand to me
need a break from all the fronts
and do you think for the past few (months)
that i didnt spend a second thinking how to confront you
know it hurts me and it hurts you too
you don't wanna see me hurting and ill fix that soon
and ill keep on trying cleaning up my room
and im doing my best waking up 'fore noon
when im heading to bed i can see the moon
gotta keep it up gotta do it for you

it doesn't hurt anymore if i dont let it
i spent way too much time just tryna understand the message
maybe i don't know myself as well as im expressing
i know it took a while but i think i finally get it because

i finally found out where my head is
i couldn't get the message for a long time
and that's a blessing
tell me what's the lesson that im learning
cuz the fire's still burning inside my heart
it's still burning

more than me

all i see is blinding me and 
all i hear hear is deafening but
when i wake up 
im feeling down down down
i need a change up
right now now now

and on the inside im freakin out
need backup 
im beakin
ill even out 
youll see
no reason but
im freakin out
bad habits lead to damage 
but ill even out

got no other options
livin life like on my back is a target
and even tho i try my best try my hardest
my worst fear (x3)
one day ill still end up in the garbage

ihopethiswasworthit

prod me, alkyl

https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/corefish/sonreawaken-5

I stuck my head through the ceiling
I couldn't find any meaning
It's like I always done seen it
You left me broken and bleeding
Left out of town on the season
I should've always believed
You'd grow distant for no reason

And now The Son's upset
I hope it get a little better
It's outta' my hands
I'm crawling right back into your sweater
Left for dead
It's all in my head again

And I just wish I lived in your walls
You could get it all out then
Ignorin' my calls since the day that you found him
It's all in the cost of betraying my health
Left my soul on the shelf
So I put you through hell
(Hah)
Flip the ignition
I don't have time for livin' in it
It's my own mission
In spite of my own condition it is
Makin' incisions, It's cutting me up all over my skin
But I been with it
I'm running all these laps until I spin
(Baby)

But still my feet grip the sand
I'll build a bigger, better brand
Maybe one that could withstand your touch
I'll fold my bread into the bands
I'll hold  you in my feeble hands
Maybe I could be a better man next

Times up
Time and time again
You could make your mind up
It would be fine
But then you wouldn't be fine
It'll take time and time again

And I just wish I lived in your walls
You could get it all out then
Ignorin' my calls since the day that you found him
It's all in the cost of betraying my health
Left my soul on the shelf
So I put you through hell
(Hah)
Flip the ignition
I don't have time for livin' in it
It's my own mission
In spite of my own condition it is
Makin' incisions, It's cutting me up all over my skin
But I been with it
I'm running all these laps until I spin

prod me

https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/corefish/split-2

Break away
Break away

Guess I'm back on my ass, I know you wanted it
At the scene of attraction where you flaunted it
Little overreaction when you faded in

I had been there too
Wondering what happens
When you don't know
How to love yourself

I sat down while faded on a rooftop
Inside out without the thought of your touch
Lost in love my head is spinning too much

Another perfect day and 43 bad nights
I burned my eyes in the untamed daylight
You were mine now I feel satirized

SATIRE

ericdoa - boys dont cry (Og pitch, Pitched down, Full song)

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vox: ashe
prod: drma + loverace
mix: ashe
master: ashe

[intro]
tell me what's the point if i know i have to fall
no-one's gonna save me, nobody to call
and they always say they hate me, typical
while im always facing, what's visceral

[prehook]
and you fed up, then you don't reply
tell me a thousand ways you could say goodbye
sipping potions tryna skip time, yeah
taking things to try and get mine, yeah

[hook]
taking things to try reset my mind
thinking i could maybe change my life
and i've, been through the wars tryna get what's mine
couldn't give a fuck im so sick of the inside

[refrain]
please could you listen to what i try
tell you what i think abt this

[verse]
i try to focus but im steady loosing sight
and all the ppl that i had that said they care think im alright
so fuck it, yeah, fuck this, it's all mine
reap the hyper pop scene like a goldmine
(so selfish)

[verse]
if you fall, tick tock, it's a false sign
pitch your shot but it blows thru the fault line
and if you think that my time is up watch me fckn take
blunt after blunt smoke that shit to the face

[prehook]
and you fed up, then you don't reply
tell me a thousand ways you could say goodbye
sipping potions tryna skip time, yeah
taking things to try and get mine, yeah

[hook]
taking things to try reset my mind
thinking i could maybe change my life
and i've, been through the wars tryna get what's mine
couldn't give a fuck im so sick of the inside

@okashe - dont reply (drma x loverace)

Yeah Sure (glaive) (unreleased snippet)

i wanna watch em tie you up and break your fingers and your knees

tijuana freestyle - glaive

huh huh huh huh 
if you ever need a thing then i’ll be here

huh - glaive snippet

living proof (that it hurts) - glaive

phobie d’impulsion

ericdoa - lastjune (sped up)

1. Me entrego a Ti, Oh Jehová,
Soy moral, me aparto del mal,
Pero no encuentro reposo ni prosperidad.

2. Clamo queriendo respuesta,
Pero no escucho Tu voz.
Clamo pidiendo justicia , y no hay equidad.

3. En la inquietud, Oh Jehová,
Te apareciste a mí,
Te revelaste como la vida para mí.

    De oídas había oído
    De Ti, mas ahora te he visto;
    Por tanto me aborrezco,
    Y me arrepiento en polvo y ceniza.
    Vuelvo a la fuente viviente quien es:
    Cristo, el árbol de vida,
    Y cuando le como vivo por causa de Él.

4. De Jehová son los pasos del hombre.
Adorará a Dios por Sus caminos.
Estos son más altos que los nuestros.
Él es el camino, la vida y también la verdad.

(primer coro)

5. Me esforcé por ser un hombre de bien.
Mas encontré en Tu palabra verdad.
Quieres ser, en mi vivir, realidad.
Comiendo el árbol de vida te puedo expresar.

    Hoy puedo decir que te he visto
    He ganado una parte de Ti.
    Feliz yo renuncio a
    Todo esfuerzo alejado de Ti.
    Vuelvo a mi fuente viviente quien es:
    Cristo, el árbol de vida.
    //Y cuando le como vivo por causa de Él.// 

(Himno graduación - ETCMx)


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living proof (that it hurts) - glaive

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