and i'll break down again
I'm alone in my head
I can't wake from this mess 
but it's alright
All the things that you said
they still drag me down
I feel like i'll drown
all over a-

grip into my chest 
still clinging to figments
and I wanted to cry
but I got nothing to cry for
memories that I had
try tell me that I can
but I don't know who I am
i'm still stuck inside my own mind
One day i'll wake up
you'll tell me it's made up
and I still won't let it go
It's all I have
tell me you love me
and I'll always mean something
and when you're gone when I wake
I'll wonder why my eyes hurt

and i'll close my eyes for a moment
do it all for you
let it all fall through
watch myself lose all I know and 
it all feels the same
all I feel is pain

feel my legs lock up
I just want to run
I can't bare my own
words all I try

thought i'd wake up and it's all over
all over
try but I still can't leave
fear still sticks with me, do i know her
or am I still asleep cause I can't breathe
thought i'd wake up and it's all over 
all over
free but i'm still broken
come to grips with myself 
all over again
try figure out who I am
who I am 
I'll wake up 
won't go back
I could never want that
who I am I'll wake up
I'm crying

and i'll break down again
I'm alone in my head
I can't wake from this mess 
but it's alright
All the things that you said
they still drag me down
I feel like i'll drown
all over again
it still haunts me
hold my hands, shaking
said you don't want me
said I don't want myself
you couldn't tell

and I'll wait till i'm back to the first time
I can't seem to grasp onto all I had
I'll wake up in the day and I'll feel just fine
wipe the tears from my eyes
again

grip into my chest 
still clinging to figments
and I wanted to cry
but I got nothing to cry for
memories that I had
try tell me that I can
but I don't know who I am
i'm still stuck inside my own mind
One day i'll wake up
you'll tell me it's made up
and I still won't let it go
It's all I have
tell me you love me
and I'll always mean something
and when you're gone when I wake
I'll wonder why my eyes hurt

and i'll wonder why my eyes hurt
and i'll wonder why my eyes hurt
and i'll wonder why my eyes hurt
and i'll wonder what it's all worth

i'll wake up crying

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lyric video: https://youtu.be/knmCd5GM5l0

i'll sail away
in a boat i built myself
to a place farther than anyone has ever been
and there i'll stay
in that pile of lifeless blue
and i won't have to face anyone ever again
i saw a spaceship crash into the sea
i could smell the melting paint
the waves started eating its body
until there was nothing left
it became

point nemo x8

i've spent some days tryna escape
i know this isnt the only way
i wanna peacefully decay
cus i don't want my body found
wish you didn't care when i'm not around
i'm gonna sink into the background
and please don't try to look for me
because you won't like what you see
the only reason i left sooner
was so you couldn't see me leave
and i'm sorry that you'll never see me again
but i hope that at least you won't have to pretend

point nemo x8

i'll sail away
in a boat i built myself
to a place where no one can miss me
and i'll be still
with my back against the sky
and you won't have to face anything i would've been
and the ocean of time will swallow me whole
and remnants of me will start to get old
my house is finally quiet, cus no one's home
now i'm just a name that a no one knows

point nemo / a name that no one knows

4/9

and i tell myself
nothing bad's going to happen
without me

all it ever meant to live
was because of you
this wasn't about me

i guess that's where the wind blows
it's a fall from grace now
looking outside counting the days down

i hate being in my own body
i wish i could be happy for once
but nothing ever makes me love

i'm tired, a shaking mess
you wouldn't see that if you just never kept
everything away from me
don't you see

i'm so tired of wasting breath
on a song that i do not mean
i guess i'm selfish to be selfless

and i tell myself
nothing bad's going to happen
without me

all it ever meant to live
was because of you
this wasn't about me

decrescendo

readers digest prod ex004kt

dance prod nvy + byttt

restart w/ hoijun mijaru prod jameer amani

drama trial - puppet master (MXJIA reMX)

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80bpm Eb Major

Feel free to do your own vocals on this & share with me on discord. @ friend.music

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Ingredients :
xaev, trustt - hash_function
jedwill, camoufly - garden
krys talk - fly away
underscores, 8485 - your favourite sidekick

restart w/ hoijun mijaru prod jameer amani

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