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MOKSHA

しましまメロディ

*All credit goes to the people listed below*

YouTube Link: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2ZoIHGC-xZU
Music & Lyrics by: Azari
Azari:https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCuNlrb3G0BLLDbwhz7EqF8w
Illustration by: ktym²
ktym²: https://twitter.com/ktym_777?lang=en

Romaji Lyrics:
hitoshirezu naita urahara na Lie
warui no wa sai ka shiruyoshi mo nai
utagai no taika kono mi de gitai
kodoku da Shadow Shadow

machikado nite akuma ni tamashii o Sell
abaite kuwazutomo nakami wa Null
egao de hodashitara mayowazu Kill
kodoku na Shadow Shadow

kurayami o terashita tsumasaki nya Hell
mayoi mo shinai sono atama wa Ill
gomakashi no kai ni kamaetsutsu Chill
kodoku na Shadow Shadow

tarinai
zarazara no ai kemureba amai
koyoi mo haiena wa kari no you
kao mo shiranai seija no ratai
sasu oto ni you

oodaa
ego no jareai tsubuse jubunairu
itami ga kairaku ni kawaru koro
kikoeru darou
suterareta kage ga odoru baraddo

machikado nite akuma ni tamashii o Sell
abaite kuwazu to mo nakami wa Null
egao de hodashitara mayowazu Kill
kodoku na Shadow Shadow

kurayami o terashita tsumasaki nya Hell
mayoi mo shinai sono atama wa Ill
gomakashi no kai ni kamaetsutsu Chill
kodoku na Shadow Shadow

kawa o hagitotta naka o mite Sigh
munashisa kakushite tsumiagaru hai
namari ni somatta migite ga itai
kodoku da Shadow Shadow

【V Flower】 Shadow Shadow 【Vocaloid Original by Azari】

Kagamine Rin - Tokyo Teddy Bear (鬱P, UtsuP Cover)

Utsu-P Feat. Kagamine Rin - オトナのオモチャ - Adult's Toy

Corpse Attack!!

Anti-Digitalism

Parasite

THE DYING MESSAGE

Heart Sutra Hardcore

Black Hole Artist

Chocolate Girl

Self-Destruct

Corona

Poster Girl's Prank

Imperfect Animals

Absolute Music Dance

Living Ghost is Alive

I thought I was an angel

LYRICS:

Channelling love through the noise of sinful thoughts becomes a
Challenge with no guiding voice to pave the way, you say
This safe existence’s lacking in joy,
But as opposed to what? The world that 
Just wants to play and break you like a toy?

Channelling love through the fear of being torn apart by
Crowds of your barbarian peers, the human filth around us
Wants to trample all that is dear
Under the guise of watchful reason
But no, of course, I’m being too austere

A thousand years ago it was a tepid autumn day
A lock has sealed this door,

But no more 
Blinded by the sun,
You spin the barrel of a
Fully-loaded gun
“If there’s no winning 
Might as well just have some fun”
I want to scream, when will you
Get it through your skull
That I will not
Let you drown
“The light is gone -
The thought keeps running through your mind,
But fearing life is easier than fighting, right?”
Oh please, just hide
Behind this back of mine and save your helpless spite
Knock on the door - access denied

Channelling love through the smoke and cheap substandard spirits 
Laughing, you got off the hook, but you keep dancing in its
Shadow, now I overlooked your playing buddies with a monster
I fostered hope to reclaim what you took

And in a thousand years I’ll see a tepid autumn day
And only think about
Its grace, but

Blinded by the sun
You play roulette still with a
Fully-loaded gun -
A disappointing image
Always on the run
Oh I believed that you could 
Change your ways somehow
But you just keep
Crashing down
“So are you done?”
Your quiet voice is filled with spite - ironic, right?
Why don’t you get out of my sight
“Oh, you’re too kind”
The day goes up in flames
You know, I really tried
Knock on the door - access denied

Everything will pass
The edge will dull -
I know what’s best for you, and after all
A day will come,
Warm and bright, when I
Tear down these dismal shelter walls

【vflower】STRIKE 3【VOCALOID Original】

This has to be my favorite Utsu-p song.

This is Nuigurumi ni Naritai (ぬいぐるみになりたい). It translates to “I Want to Become a Stuffed Animal”. It is a bonus track off the album “Greatest Shits”, or Ustu-P’s first Greatest Hits Album. It is a digital only exclusive.

Utsu-P ft. Mayu- I Want to Become a Stuffed Animal//Nuigurumi ni Naritai

I love art, voice acting and anime.
I'm also studying Japanese.

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