cover, prod and vocals by yonklolz.

lyrics:

I can't tell if this is real
And I can't seem to swallow my fears
But yet you told the world that I was trying to heal
Cause I'm swimming in an ocean and no one will wipe my tears

Feeling drained completely
Been on the edge for a few weeks
For a few weeks
Bitch, don't test me
Living on the edge
Of insanity
Yeah, you raked me up
With the rest of the leaves
I can't stop thinking that I'm feeling so weak

You misuse your influence
Talk down on everything
Desire to not exist
One like and everything flips
And I can't tell you why
My existence is a lie
Bitch, I'm talking
Please don't try to speak
I've been on the low
For the past few weeks
I've been struggling
And I'm sick of it
Make me feel like shit
What's the point of it

Feeling drained completely
Been on the edge for a few weeks
For a few weeks
Bitch, don't test me
Living on the edge
Of insanity
Yeah, you raked me up
With the rest of the leaves
I can't stop thinking that I'm feeling so weak

And I can't seem to find what's real
My mind is a painting but every day it peels
And I wrote so many songs about you
The pictures on my wall all lost their value
And maybe one day, I'll get around you
But this time, I'll just fall

I can't tell if this is real
And I can't seem to swallow my fears
But yet you told the world that I was trying to heal
Cause I'm swimming in an ocean and no one will wipe my tears

spotify

don't test me!

fuck you 
you don't even know me 
i can't breathe 
i drown in mistakes 
i don't even know my name 
anymore

blank.

Prod by @michael harrison :)

Lyrics
My heart don’t beat
Again, it’s hard for me 
To get on my feet
So I grind my teeth
Bleed through my sheets
~
No, I never felt complete
Make it hard for me 
My lung’s stopped working, can’t breathe 
~
And I’m all alone
Never really feel at home
Only way to cope 
Took too many shots to the dome

Again, it’s hard for me 
To get on my feet
So I grind my teeth
Bleed through my sheets
~
No, I never felt complete
Make it hard for me 
My lung’s stopped working, can’t breathe

If Words Could Cut Through (prod. michael harrison)

prod mitsa.

lyrics

scars up on my skin
I hope that she don't notice
I cover up my sin
be quick I'm losing focus
I know you hate me
wish death on me daily
I know you still want me
I know you're obsessing

sores all over me
I don't wanna talk
you make me overthink
I won't show myself
so you won't notice me
in hopes you would forget
so you won't bother me

what's more important?
you just ignore it

I hope I'm dead
maybe they will bury me and it'll end
all these doors surround me 
don't know why I'm seeing red
I'm running out of options
but I know you want me dead

what's more important?
you just ignore it

scars up on my skin
I hope that she don't notice
I cover up my sin
be quick I'm losing focus
i know you hate me
wish death on me daily
I know you still want me
I know you're obsessing

sores

produced by mitsa


lyrics


look at your face pretty brown eyes
you're so deceiving you made me feel fine
been up all night bags on my eyes
would it have killed you to not tell a lie

i had to go leave you behind
a lot has changed i don't feel so blind
autumn's approaching man i love this time
fuck you and them your problems aren't mine

YOU MADE ME BLEED
YOU MADE ME BLEED
YOU MADE ME BLEED

i never let them close
i'd rather be alone
most people are see through
it's not the same with you

bleed

nauseous

farewell. (prod. mitsa)

p. grayskies

- lyrics -
so what's the deal are you upset
everything plain filled in regret
thrown to the side by the sunset
i cant take more where's my substance
ill take my pills again
reek of innocence
something i cant connect
have i come to far
cause im seeing stars
anxiety n bars

I've lost my touch of me
but how are you all i see
i need to clean cause i barely breathe

i hate it when i love you
im sick in the brain
thought i was holdin on to someone
the pressure was pain
i got attached cause i lost
hanging by my lungs
i hate it cause we fucked up
everything great
blood stains on the walls
we were huggin' to faith
ciggerate smoke ashed in the palm of my hands
everything went red i cant see where i stand

was there love inside
oh i died to try
but what's the point in this
the devil told i missed
what're you hidin by?
cause i cant see through mist 
ill turn a blind eye (blind eye x2)
else i might die (might die x2)

again x4
ill turn a blind eye (blind eye x2)
else i might die (might die x2)

i hate it when i love you
im sick in the brain
thought i was holdin on to someone
the pressure was pain
i got attached cause i lost
hanging by my lungs
i hate it cause we fucked up
everything great
blood stains on the walls
we were huggin' to faith
ciggerate smoke ashed in the palm of my hands
everything went red i cant see where i stand
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flower petals ✾

ihateitwheniloveyou

prod me bruh
3hrs

lyrics:

like 
what's he doin?
why why
are you mad for?
why did he stop movin?
like
why did he get popped for?

for talkin shit online
check my watch
waste of time
you wont talk to me?
oh right
don't be surprised when i don't reply.

i'm feelin kind of tired
i hunt you on the 31st 
like michael myers
then i come an find ya
i hit my briar then i go ahead
and then hide ya

i said what's he doin though?
hide his body behind where his dad works
at that liquor store
oh trust me lil bro
you a bit-
we done both know
you can keep her man
if you want my suggestion
throw out that hoe

NOW HE'S BEGGIN THE QUESTION WHY????
THE CONSEQUENCES OF A LIE
AHHH DIE
THE CONSEQUENCES OF A LIE

foul tarnished 
in search of the elden ring
someone must extinguish
thy flame

we were friends
so why the disrespect?
pect- pect- pect
grow up and get some balls man
(ambition)
'fore i come an teach you a lesson
and curb stomp you to the floor
shit'll get messi
jobless activity
your behavior's the same as my enemy
bro go get a job and stop hating me
eighteen+ acting this way so beyond me..

briar

produced by mitsa


lyrics


i know we felt the same
you really loved touching me
in ways that i can't explain

i pray you're not alone
doing things you know you shouldn't
i hope you learned to grow 
i know just what you'd do

i hope you're okay

you're the only person i feel comfortable talking with
you give me a safe space to finally get out my head

out my head
out my head
out my head

feel

your shadow crawls from my ceiling
i cant sleep, i just might miss it
hoping i wake myself up
claws unsheathed drag me through mud
permanently all i want
so unhealthy, that i know
claws unsheated rip me to bones
drowning you drown out my soul

hiding myself between pillows and walls
you dont want nothing, no nothing at all
i could have given you all that you want
spending some time with me really that rough ?
hiding my thoughts while my feelings collide
ruin myself, all ambitions will lay
here on the floor next to nothing at all
broken, misused and mistaken for soil

what if i never picked up the phone
what if he never even called at all
i dont know, but i dont care
theres a reason why im still here
what if the tide wasnt so far in
winds a little calmer, so i could swim
or have i sinned ?
what if i never went away with my friends
and i spent the last minutes on a call with him
and i got to say goodbye, and that this is the end
at least id have some fucking closure on this life that i live
and what if he never accpeted any help from the meds
cause his children needed longer and they offered him that
just to leave him no time at all
i know its hard to accept but im falling flat

your shadow crawls from my ceiling
i cant sleep, i just might miss it
hoping i wake myself up
claws unsheathed drag me through mud
permanently all i want
so unhealthy, that i know
claws unsheated rip me to bones
drowning you drown out my soul

hiding myself between pillows and walls
you dont want nothing, no nothing at all
i could have given you all that you want
spending some time with me really that rough ?
hiding my thoughts while my feelings collide
ruin myself, all ambitions will lay
here on the floor next to nothing at all
broken, misused and mistaken for soil

claws

It’s the thoughts that keeps me warm 

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If Words Could Cut Through (prod. michael harrison)

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