Production by https://soundcloud.com/heroz2299
Featuring https://soundcloud.com/kinsleygrey
sidenote; i think certain lyrics don't match with whats said now 

So I've been waiting if you'd come right back
I've been on my own you can't beat that
Sacrifice myself for your approval 
But i can tell you're not running back
You'd run into the city ya
But i ignore myself so i can't see my path
And i have my eyes closed i can't see right back 

Every drop of my tears they're just blue and red
Spend my nights wrong; i'm in so much denial
I'd cry about you, then walk a thousand more miles
x1

kinsley;
i walk in, most known in the room
High asf making music, cause that’s what I do
capsules to the gut, I’m tryna forget you
y- you did me wrong but I’m still missing you…
i do this for me, I got nothing to prove
and my phone's on dnd, i’m not trying to hear from you
off the drugs, i try to fix my mood
think i got to see shit from a different view

do you get the message?
i’m tryna get away from this
i’m tryna learn from my wrongs before i’m in a ditch
no, i can’t miss.. but when I’m gone will i be missed?
I cry out to you, are you hearing this?
Almost called it quits
i couldn’t put up with this
fuck.. i gotta move on from this
I gotta move on from this
I gotta move on from this

bla bla

bla bla @heroz

In elsewhere

Three more seventeens

i know (interlude)

wiggleit @void @yanu

I dont like to feel the pain from my own past mistakes,
Taken me through the ringer i cant swim my way out,
Im troubled, im trembling, hyperventilating,
My heart gets tight under my chest, 
im afraid again and again


I want a gun for christmas to shoot myself with it,
Better numbing death to me than me just hanging off a noose from the ceiling,
Fuck my life, it has no meaning, break me to biggie pieces,
Went from humble beginnings to my last resort i cant take shit anymore


I dont like to feel the pain from my own past mistakes,
Taken me through the ringer i cant swim my way out,
Im troubled, im trembling, hyperventilating,
My heart gets tight under my chest, 
im afraid again and again

past mistakes (Prod. kinsei)

say it.  ‎ ‎‎‎ ‎ ‎ ‎‎ ‎ ‎  ‎ ‎‎‎ ‎ ‎ ‎‎ ‎ ‎  ‎ ‎‎‎ ‎ ‎ ‎‎ ‎ ‎ @nine

[prod. michael harrison]

i've been, nowhere to be seen
dying, in the middle of my room


i'm lost, somewhere in-between my brain, and my heart, i
notice the scars of everyone's words, all over my skin
trying to cover them, it's how it starts off
wish these people in my life, weren't so damn dim

i've been, nowhere to be seen
dying, in the middle of my room

somewhere in-between

THE SUMMER I TURNED PRETTY

lil filler got sum stuff coming stay tuned 

gst (@imgstvo) 0:00 - 1:08
astra (@astraldvnty) 1:08 - 2:03
hail (@hailstrm) 2:03 - 3:12

deep in it @astra @hail

2 minutes of anything & everything volume whatever

1. trust
2. lie through your teeth
3. flatline
4. too much
5. a-list
6. rewire
7.  feel you demo


lyrics: 

"the noise lives inside of you
in through your ears and out through your lips”

(1) trust

and if I can’t trust nobody else
why would I put my faith in you?
(oh why? ah)
oh yeah
why would I trust someone like you?
why would I trust someone like you?
what the fuck you mean by “us”?
bout you I don’t give no fuck
what the fuck you know bout trust?

(2) lie through your teeth 

we can beat around the bush as much as you want
but we know that the writing’s on the wall
you lie through your teeth when you open your mouth
you think you can take it and turn it around me but you’re wrong
so wrong

(3) flatline

I said go head baby, take your time
can’t put a price on your peace of mind
oh I wish somebody woulda told me that
but I crashed and burned till the line laid flat
fixate so much on the gawdamn stat
I was waiting on it to go right on back

(4) too much

you bitches only care bout profit
my pride, my ego, my toxin
all wind, I don’t care bout caution
got lost in the sound and found it
got lost in the sound and found it
it’s too loud to hear you callin

(5) a-list

momma please don’t treat me like I’m famous
bitch I’d rather die than be an a-list
leave my bloody body on the pavement
if a bitch mad, I can’t entertain it
I can switch the flow up cuz my swag different
my bag deep asl can fit a cat, crow, and worm in it
you know I can’t stand ya 
can’t even put ur soul in it
say it with your chest or put a hole in it 

(6) rewire

it get loud in my head when the room too quiet
thoughts ringing louder than a gawdamn siren
tryna break free but I can’t get out it uh
tell me what I’m reaching for
is it greed if I still want more?
I’ve been writing till the pen get tired
broken down bad, imma need a rewire

(7) feel you demo 

when it all comes crashing down
I surrender and kiss the ground
I feel you
I feel you
I feel you

are we there yet?

OVER 3 GODDAMN YEARS LATE BTW LMFAOOO //

GET UP BITCH
I STAY LASHING OUT AT ANY TIME WONT LET UP BITCH
SAY U LOVE ME BUT DONT SEE ME THATS A SETUP BITCH
I CHOOSE TO FUCK WITH NO HOES I JUST BE CELIBATE
BUT I COULD HAVE A FUCKING ROSTER JUST TO WET MY TIP

GETTING HIGH AS FUCK WASTING MY DAY
I WONDER WHY NOBODY SEE ME WHEN IM JUST ROTTING AWAY
DONT GOT MUCH FUCKING TIME LEFT IMA LEAVE MY MARK THEN GO AWAY
I SENT THIS BITCH ONE PARAGRAPH AND BLOCK HER MAKE HER HEART BREAK
I STAY MINDING MY BUSINESS GOT ENOUGH SHIT ON MY MIND
THATS WHY ME AND MY LAST BITCH AINT WORK OUT I DONT GOT THE TIME
I DONT FUCK WITH LIARS
BUT THEY STAY KISSING ON ME
IM TOO FUCKING TIRED
YOU GOTTA LISTEN HOMIE

MY EXPECTATIONS TOO HIGH FOR MYSELF IF I UNDER PERFORM I WILL NEVER FORGET
FUCK ALL THAT OG SHIT IF I CANNOT BE BETTER THAN THAT WOULD I EVER BE NEXT
SHAWTY KEEP SAYING SHE WANT ME TO SPIT IN HER MOUTH MIGHT JUST GO MAKE HER BEG
IM NEVER ON THE SAME BITCH FROM BEFORE BUT I MIGHT JUST STILL TAKE HER WHERE SHE NEVER WENT

GOD IM SICK OF ALL THIS SHIT JUST CLOUDING UP MY VISION
U WAS FIENING FOR THIS DICK NOW DONT ACT LIKE U MISS IT
PUT THIS SHIT INSIDE MY BODY IM A SUPER GREMLIN
DONT GET MAD AND SHOOT THE MESSENGER I HAD TO TELL EM

GET UP BITCH
I STAY LASHING OUT AT ANY TIME WONT LET UP BITCH
SAY U LOVE ME BUT DONT SEE ME THATS A SETUP BITCH
I CHOOSE TO FUCK WITH NO HOES I JUST BE CELIBATE
BUT I COULD HAVE A FUCKING ROSTER JUST TO WET MY TIP

ADRENALINE JUNKIE PT. 2 (PROD. ERREON999)

17
CRASH OUT NOW
dont expect me to drop consistently

i know (interlude)

kaid

Related tracks