i thought i'd be healed by now.

lyrics:
17 years of nothing
7 more of wasting i look forward to the past
and its hard feel obnoxious hoping for an option
i know it all relies on my back 
and they say im worth of something honesty or bluffing
im just waiting for all of it to just blast away 
im only human 
dont excuse my mistakes but i try to forget it 
its so bittersweet when it comes back to me
we have all the time that we need to move on
but how little is there before i am gone
my childhood dreams disappear
the me that i once knew faded out of fear of his own body
i cant hear
watching my own hobbies disappear
traded for an addiction
you can scream so loud but they wont listen
its a miracle i made it out this long
i thought i'd be steady but no we're so wrong

prod. neverforever

so wrong

something else

THANK YOU BIG JJ FOR PAYING MY BAIL...... IM THE BIGGEST BESTEST RAPPER EVER AND I WAS IN PRISON FOR KILLING A FAMILY OF 5... THANK YOU ..

FIRST DAY OUT (feat. Travis Scott, Little Wayne, BIG JJ, Lil Rap, & Diego Jacob)

this beat is whack 
wait bring it back
hold up yall niggas suck, pick up the slack

and im on the track
super bar attack
beat so fucking hard think you on crack

and im going crazy 
while you bein lazy
smoke the puff so hard now im feelin hazy

you wanna chase me
you can try and mace me 
but at the end of the day boy you shop at macys

and the amens.. comin in quick
all these bars.. that have to be spit
off the eddies... all i do is trip 
you cant grasp your life, i can get a grip

i have it all.. in the palm of my hands
zero ball.. yea shoot you in a trance
stand tall.. overshoot your stance
bullets comin at you, all you wanna do is dance

BIG JJ EPIC FREESTYLE [HOSTED BY LIL GUNS]

Ima Princess Im Divisive . . . Follow My Lead

NOTHING LASTS FOREVER (EVERY DETAIL U HAVE EVER TOLD ME)

(prod. galacticmew)

[inf]

i feel so useless trying
to patch it all up inside
it just seeps through my skin
what makes me feel alive

i've tried it all, but it doesn't work
i wanna fuck it up, just to feel something
i wanna lose myself inside of the abyss
i wanna lose it all, to forget what i did

agonizingly alone
inside my head, i throw the stones
don't feel at home, don't feel at home
i wanna go home, i wanna grow old

i feel so useless trying (wanna go home)
to patch it all up inside

i feel so useless trying
to patch it all up inside

hundred thoughts in my brain
feel like bullets, penetrate
i don't think i can escape
i don't think there is a way, i don't think i can escape
hundred bullets to his face
got me feeling so disgraced
let me just cut to the chase
hundred bullets to his face, hundred bullets to my brain

[kaid]

i lost my wings
connections i cant bring
i know you're sick of me, but i don't wanna think
and i know that it's never enough
all this work just to get no love
and i know that it's way too much
but i can never patch it up

i just wanna fuck it all up
rolling nothing, can't move forward my blunt
"progression", it's all just a fantasy
all this work just to break my teeth
i just crash no matter the cost
distance is all my fault
i know i can give you a call
but how long you'll stay until i fall

[inf & kaid]

i feel so useless trying
to patch it all up inside
it just seeps through my skin
what makes me feel alive

patchwork.

patchwork [ft. kaid]

toxic people 2

DABBA JOCKEY

you cant get out of this big jj.

waiting for my ice cream to melt enough so i can eat it because its frozen right now

[prod. 05alagen]
i wonder why it hurts now
its been half a lifetime ago
wishing i wouldve took a vow
but i cannot turn the time far back, you know

holding back is all ive known
its all ive ever known (x3)

chasing myself inside of my broken dreams
why is this hurting me?
why is this happening

they said to forgive is to forget
but i will not forget
why can't i just forget

i can not just forget
cannot just forget

holding back is all ive known
its all ive ever known (x3)

i wonder why it hurts now
its been half a lifetime ago
wishing i wouldve took a vow
but i cannot turn the time far back, you know

half of a lifetime

17
i go by any pronouns
I’m from NorCal
dont expect me to drop consistently

so wrong

kaid

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