made this a while back y not
ik i cant speak frenhc

ocean

an outsider's perspective:

tell me you're fine and i'll leave you to fend on your own way
or tell me my mind is too much for your own
so i won't look stupid when you lock your door
if you miss me
if you risked me
i'll try my best and i hope you do too
but the time that i've wasted, the screws have gone loose
and i know that it's hard for you to see it through
but my passion it crumpled and burned right down under your shoes
it's too much i can't move
i need love i need proof
check my cellphone it's buzzing but it's just no use
delete myself remove
i know you'll make it through
in my mind it's not fine but that's my point of view.

an outsider's perspective

@redhxrse

these stones in me they build
replace the breaths that i take now my lungs are filled
i see but i don't see
separation of senses everything is surreal
was playing games of catch up
now I'm horrifyingly ahead
it was alright to be alive
but-
(don't you fucking finish that line)

ooh
it's a jolly good day to see the reindeers go by
ooh
it's so much more I’d like to see you try

these stones in me they're sharp
nerves are struck, every thought is coated with mental tar
whole worlds keeping me down
lazybones got lazier, what’s up with the frown
you know me us men of few words
never popped up first but out the seams i burst
it’s better with me on a 1 to 1
hate multitasking shit ain't no fun
paid my dues but it fall on deaf ears
tear ducts are dry ain't cried for ten years
always wonder how i even get here
cos the real fear of failures never not near

ooh
it’s a jolly good day to see the reindeers go by
ooh
it's so much more I’d like to see you try

reindeers

bitter deed

maintenance

@redhxrse (producer)
@oroahh
@lizablaise
@1spoder

@redhxrse
i feel the snowdrops touch
see them glisten in the sky
feeling cosy w a hot mug of coffee, 
oh, what a life!
n the nice warm glow of the fireplace
god, it could put me to sleep
i wish this season would never change
feel like I'm living the dream

hear the bells start ringing
and the snowman says hi
while the children in the distance
have their little snowball fights

@oroahh
it's 6pm now and the sun isn't out
the breeze is so cold when we were walking about
she was calling your name from like outta the crowd
don't leave her side yet
is it real bad that i doubt you?
don't get me wrong i feel like shit too
i feel the same
you fucked up this shit in like every which wayyy

@lizablaise
babe, it's getting so late
walk up to the door, you're driving me home
the glow on your face like lights that adorn
all the streets leading back to you
made my mind up, you're all i choose
last winter broke your heart in two
spin the record and watch our blues fade away
the mistletoe's waiting, the angels are pacing
impatiently i sway, then your hand's on my cheek
and the sleigh bells start ringing, my winter gloom's at bay

@1spoder
were you satisfied?
i lost my head in the snow, you found it
i wish i made it all up, i've fallen in love
there's no point to dance around it
i wanna watch all the snow pile up
frostbites cover my arms
up to my heart
there's no point in lying, it causes more harm
oh my dear you look frigid
the snow falls the same whether which way you put it
can you promise me one thing?
to let it down slowly

snowdrops

what do you do?
when everything in life turns blue
you don't know that you're too far gone
you've hurt yourself far too long
"it'd be better if i was gone"
do you feel worth it?
step on the scale
oh you think i don't notice?
the way you've grown frail
oh god, please
tell me i've got it all wrong
that home that you built is not strong
that's not where you belong
live a life by a toilet bowl
"it's what you deserve"
look yourself in the mirror, there's nobody there
oh darling,
you're worth so much more
you're worth so much more

worth

pretty lies

if you ever feel like you are not enough
dial 988 (USA)
dial 116 123 (UK)

-

i wish you'd tell me that its over
i'd run right back and win her over
i hate you but dont hate yourself
i'd help you but cant help myself

you keep talking to your friends
about the person that i am
or the person that i was those years ago
think that love is just a scam
wish i was another man 
and build my name up off the ground like heroes
(oh)

look at you
look at you
look at you now
those scars on your hands meant i let you down
look at you
look at you
look at you
and it all comes back here

trying my best but im down on my own
closing my door cause you'll never come home
crying alone cause i know its my fault
please dont let go
dont go

ive been trying hard to move on
always got a point to prove on
what happens if i say how i feel? (say it)
pushed me to the side its not real
all that i said was a joke
cant get the words out ill choke (what are you sorry for?)

why would you assume that?
i grew up
you knew that

i wish you'd tell me that its over
i'd run right back and win her over
i hate you but dont hate yourself
i'd help you but cant help myself

you keep talking to your friends
bout the person that i am
or the person that i was those years ago
think that love is just a scam
wish i was another man 
and build my name up off the ground like heroes
(oh)

look at you
look at you
look at you now
those scars on your hands meant i let you down
look at you
look at you
look at you
and it all comes back here (faces in 2D)

trying my best but im down on my own (on that plastic screen )
closing my door cause you'll never come home (and inverted dreams)
crying alone cause i know its my fault
i grew up
you knew that

heroes

its my birthday today

p. peril

1,2,3,4
your so draining 
i did everything i shouldnt
could you stop complaining
but i knew you always wouldnt
do you hate my guts?
i can tell from the way you look
and do you hate my love?
i can tell from the things you took

ohhh oh i
been waiting for a text back from you
i oh i 
hate the things you always do
please stop lying to my face because yk i hate that bitch
i get anxious when you talk to me because your just a prick
id do anything under the sun, you left me in a ditch
id do anything under the sun because,

your so draining 
i did everything i shouldnt
could you stop complaining
but i knew you always wouldnt
do you hate my guts?
i can tell from the way you look
and do you hate my love?
i can tell from the things you took

im up at 3am im in a panic
i might just cut my wrist because im feellin manic today
i never meant to fuckin ever throw u away
i think im running out of fuckin words to say
with you, with you you made me feel so fuckin lost
screamin at myself in the mirror but at what cost?
lately i think my battery is running low
im so sick to my stomach i think i gotta go.

your so draining 
i did everything i shouldnt
could you stop complaining
but i knew you always wouldnt
do you hate my guts?
i can tell from the way you look
and do you hate my love?
i can tell from the things you took

ocean

kaido’s son

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