Shut In (Prod. o9sereN1ty)

Wake Up w/ ivy (Prod. Zach Sutton)

Natural Disaster w/ dylan xo (Prod. SLYRAX)

w/ @gloom3
prod. @pastnight & @thatsawackbeat

Time w/ gloomE (Prod. Pastnight & Lxw)

w/ @baynayuzu & @gloom3
Prod. SOGIMURA

Lyrics
missed calls, been outta my head,
feel the smoke filling up my chest,
only rest when I lay down for bed,
then wake up and start over again. x2

Missed calls inside of my head
not sure what good of me left 
Wake up in the morning and I’m on my own 
Play it by myself, yeah I should of known 

Counting all my blessings 
Look mom no hands 
My life is just a wreckage 
Of a person that I never am 

Something I can’t understand 
Why the fuck I wonder when 
She better with another man 

Missed called been outta my head 
Not too sure what good of me a left 
I saw it in your eyes
How your love would turn 
So spark that light 
And let the marijuana burn

Rose gold on ur wrist
Blood drip down my belt
Falling off the rails cause i just do it all myself
I just drink, drink, i’m fucking up my health
I poured another out i let it drop into my mouth.

Fuck u call me for
Thought u told me ur fine
One call would tell me u lied
But i’ve been drinking i can’t just drive
I just can't drive
No

missed calls, been outta my head,
feel the smoke filling up my chest,
only rest when I lay down for bed,
then wake up and start over again. x2

Missed Calls w/ Baynay & gloomE (Prod. SOGIMURA)

Like A Movie w/Sai from the J (prod. lil biscuit)

Loves Me (prod. RODGER)

Tell Me w/ gloomE (prod. ✭inuyasha✭)

Gone (prod. dedflwrs.)

Lyrics 

maybe i lack understanding
yeh maybe i lack what you wanted but

tell me 
it's alright and it's all fine
tell me
you will stay, you're my lifeline
tell me
what to do and what to say when i'm losing you (x2)

i keep falling down
i'm so far past the ground (x2)

Falling (prod. yunggator)

BayNay @baynay-1
ten50 @1056boys
Lyric Video - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NKEF5VDBu6I

She "Love Me" w/ BayNay (prod.ten50)

sneiv @sneiv-daed
cxld blxxd @cxldblxxd

Lyrics 
i just wanna dream turn the lights out
she just wanna fight, i needa time out

every other hard night
calls me on my cell phone
telling me to fight back
i just turn the volume down

i can't really deal with her shit now
got me on the edge when i'm stressed out

i don't want a text back, cause i know whats next
baby i'm stressed out since the day you left
and i don't wanna got this way no more
it's driving me insane
i wanna take my time with you, but i'm burning inside
i wanna spend my life with you, i don't know if i'll be fine

every other hard night
calls me on my cell phone
telling me to fight back
i just turn the volume down

Volume Down w/ sneiv daed (prod. cxld blxxd)

Aint Living (Prod. By AGBEATZ)

prod. kuroime @kuroimetsuyu
pic - https://www.zerochan.net/full/2094571

No Body Knows (prod. kuroime)

@killerdruid
@lillovesick
@lilrodger
art - http://hdqwalls.com/zero-two-darling-in-the-franxx-anime-4k-wallpaper

I'm Done Trying w/ Kdr & Lil Lovesick (prod. rodger)

prod. @sadstaction
sneiv helped allot with the mix go check him out @sneiv-daed <3
Lyrics

says she won't go when she's leaving,
packing her bags up stairs in secret,
but she knows i know she leaving,
but the white lies keep me dreaming.

now time,
feels slow mo,
knowing she'll go,
and leave me alone.

She "Won't Go" (prod. sadstaction)

prod. @yunggatorbeats 
lyrics
every night, feeling sick and barely sleeping
depression coming up, feel it creeping
telling me that i ain't got a reason
bitch i ain't got a reason

i stopped looking for a way out
cause i could never see it and i'm tired of believing
i'm at the bottom of a river
drowning in my sorrows but can't find a way to leave here

Night Sadness (prod. yunggator)

Prod. @skahbeatstore and @lilsheitn
Lyrics

so baby don't go calling up my fucking phone 
3am in the morning bet your mouth be full
know exactly what you wanting, why you so damn cold
trynna get the last word in, fuck it now your blocked  

i just wanna sleep eternity away
no i don't wanna breathe, no i don't wanna wake

Sleep (PROD. YUNG SKAH & LIL SHEITAN)

with @lilxyu / prod @crclxx
lyrics

wasting my life in a day dream
everyday just doing the same thing
and i'm the only one who can save me
but i just really hate myself lately

imma fuck up disappointment 
turned out like nobody wanted
aint meeting there expectations 
feels like i'm suffocating
imma fuck up disappointment 
turned out like nobody wanted
and imma keep going nowhere
till i hit my fucking coffin 

i always disappoint you
you use me like your new shoes
so many things we couldn't redo
designer tears valentino tissues

i'm stuck wanna leave this place
everyone thinks i'm a fucking disgrace
poor another four see me geeking all day
crying cause your love makes me wanna runaway 

i aint ever changing
imma piece of shit aint nothing to appraise here
my life's already wasted
i'm just suprised i haven't blown my fucking brains yet

CRCL youtube - https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCI7QoNJm8CfX0BzhnffUQZw

Disappointment w/ lil yu (prod. CRCL)

w/ @eyerises & @kingtheta
prod. @4evrgone

Game w/ Eyerises & king theta (prod. 4evr)

w/ @aquariiius
prod @domynoofficial
Lyrics

fuck fake tears you're messing with my mind
love to talk shit girl hit me with those lies
say you love me while you're out with other guys
girl can't you see i can read between the lines

i'm never enough for you
gave you my heart but you filled it with demise
everything i do
say you love me back, that's just another lie

more lyrics coming soon.

4u w/ aquariiius (Prod. Domyno)

Sparkle w/ Eku (prod. kuroime)

w/ @gloom3 prod. @marshvallbeats

lyrics
you know that you're holding me ransom
and you just keep on pulling me backwards
i guess were both looking for awnsers
only problem is none of us have them

yeh we can't even talk when you're like that
i'm sick of wasting my breathe with you're fighting 
i don't care who's right when i'm always wrong
i need some time to think if you're better gone

fucked in the head got this weight on my shoulders
smolders like fire and gallows way under
buried my trust long ago in the summer
buried my heart long ago it's a bummer
lay me to rest in the ground were i belong
sorry for everything i did wrong
every second wasted away
every time we fight you say

yeh we can't even talk when you're like that
i'm sick of wasting my breathe with you're fighting 
i don't care who's right when i'm always wrong
i need some time to think if you're better gone

Talk w/ gloomE (prod.Marshvall)

w/ @frvrndalwys  prod @sadeku 

Lyrics

i ain't got no one by my side i'm all alone now
imma get high, get high till i pass out
hope i fall down hit my head and never wake up
no dreams no fears no changes

and i'm fading in silence
away from this world
away from it all
and i'm sick of complying
i'm slowly dying
i'm slowly bleeding out

all alone overthinking everyday i
would do anything to take away the pain like
drown my troubles with a bit of liquor in my blood
it never works but i've gotten used to fucking up

i ain't got no one by my side i'm all alone now
imma get high, get high till i pass out
hope i fall down hit my head and never wake up
no dreams no fears no changes

(normal speed version @bitekivibes)

No One By My Side w/ Frvr&Alwys (prod. Eku)

prod. @deadspyro

Lyrics
and i don't wanna hear shit
cause i can't keep them
so bad with secrets
people know my weakness

tell me all this shit that i don't wanna know
take me to a place that i don't wanna go
i ain't trynna bitch but i'm fine on my own
i'm fine on my own, imma die on my own

i'm a shit person and a worse friend
shoulda killed myself, ain't nothing but a burden
had enough of this nonsense
waiting for the day where i become a past tense

and i don't wanna hear shit
cause i can't keep them
so bad with secrets
people know my weakness

and fuck you're drama
why you gotta drag me in
i couldn't fucking cope before this shit
i hate the place i'm in

tell me all this shit that i don't wanna know
take me to a place that i don't wanna go
i ain't trynna bitch but i'm fine on my own
i'm fine on my own, imma die on my own

Secrets (prod. dead spyro)

w/ @aquariiius

Lyrics
it ain't getting better but it keeps getting worse
i would pour another cup but its more then i'm worth
harder i try then the more that it hurts
i don't wanna give up but i swear that i'm cursed

i think that im cursed man 
fuck it now im certain
i just keep on going everday looking for purpose
but i dont needa keep fighting the fight
Im just plunging in flight
ill live in my paradise
Love it, my hell 
stuck in my shell
am i ever gonna find a way out
no longer trying to fight the way down
help me get back to what i was
it ain't gettin better, it's gettin worse forever

it ain't getting better but it keeps getting worse
i would pour another cup but its more then i'm worth
harder i try then the more that it hurts
i don't wanna give up but i swear that i'm cursed

sick of trying to help myself
in a hole i can't get out
hopeless trys my chance is null
trying to get my mind back well
but every time i stood i fell

walk away from everything and all my sorrows
i knew that i could never make a change

Worse w/ aquariiius (prod. rodger)

w/ @sav182 & @semiuwu     prod. @smokerosebeats

Lyrics

fuck all the shit that you said, it clearly meant nothing
you're narrative collapse is clawing at the ashes trying to find a spark
you left me out in the cold, girl you just left me for dead
a strange lady offered me one and then bread
my soul is fat and i have been blessed
then why am i still doing drugs everyday
ai i'm pissing my life away, its just proof enough that god don't exist
i'm so sick of this, the scars on my body won't heal
i've ruined my body with pills

slits on my wrist, chips on my gravestone
calling it quits on you fucking fake hoes
wish me the best, fingers crossed round you're back
pissed at me know that you see where i'm at

tissues by my bed 
can't get any of this shit out of my head
think im better off fucking dead
in the ground baby you want me there right?
fuck it we will be alright
yeah sitting under moonlight
baby look at all those nightlights 
yeah they shine so bright

slits on my wrist, chips on my gravestone
calling it quits on you fucking fake hoes
wish me the best, fingers crossed round you're back
pissed at me know that you see where i'm at

fuck all the shit that you said, it clearly meant nothing
you're narrative collapse is clawing at the ashes trying to find a spark
you left me out in the cold, girl you just left me for dead
a strange lady offered me one and then bread
my soul is fat and i have been blessed
then why am i still doing drugs everyday

Fake w/ Savage 182 & semi xo (prod. by smokerose)

prod @sethwav

lyrics
always trying my best, but it never works out
demons running my head, keep on dragging me down

all alone i'm always filled with doubt
see me clawing at my heart but to scared to rip it out
sick of feeling shit in this never ending nightmare
i don't wanna waste the rest of my life here
i don't wanna just give up and die here
but somehow think i'll give into my fears

always trying my best, but it never works out
demons running my head, keep on dragging me down

Down (prod. seth)

prod @komitoki art by leileidraw
lyrics

everyday is worst then the last
if i burn everything that i have
would it take my mind out of the past
try escape the pain in my chest

i can't live like this
i can't live like this yeh

i'm so sick of the pain in my chest
wont last long with these thought in my head
sad all day and reminisce 
of the times i didn't feel like this

lay down on the floor
grounding myself feel like nothing at all
tryna make steps cause i wanna move forward
but the higher i climb then the harder i fall
down

i can't live like this
i can't live like this yeh

everyday is worst then the last
if i burn everything that i have
would it take my mind out of the past
try escape the pain in my chest

Escape (prod. Komitoki)

w/ @comatoseisdead @gloom3 @thelonelywriters

Feeling Shit w/ comatose & gloomE & thelonelywriters (prod. zach sutton)

Too Late w/ Suisai (prod. Born Hero)

w/ @aquariiius prod. @pastnight

Lyrics

nothing really matters, nothing matters at all
pain in my chest, whats it all there for
i should end it but i lack resolve 
i should end it but i lack resolve 

things always go bad but how long can it last
got me out of my head, got me back on the gas
from shit down to worse hate the cards i was served
all this pain is a curse, is this shit really worth it

am i really even worth a thing 
cause i don't really want to escape the fate
and i don't feel the love but i can feel the pain
i'm tired of the days that i just sleep all day
so tell me babe am i worth a thing to you
can you ease my pain
i'm treading on but i don't feel to calm
cause none of this really matters when were in the storm
i'm fully charged but you're in charge
now all i ask of you is to tell me that you want me too
is there really one truth (cause i don't get that)
are we all stuck on a loop
and everyone's around just to use (take a step back)
well i won't live that way whats the deal
i will make a wish for you to be my fix
let me exist

nothing really matters, nothing matters at all
pain in my chest, whats it all there for
i should end it but i lack resolve 
i should end it but i lack resolve 

things always go bad but how long can it last
got me out of my head, got me back on the gas
from shit down to worse hate the cards i was served
all this pain is a curse, is this shit really worth it

Kaie

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