This is a contest entry for the Vocamerica Concert Songwriting Contest. This was a collaboration between R3K0D4 and myself. I hope you all enjoy.

LYRICS: 
You always want to say
It's time for me to let go.
You never fade away-
You take my right to life away.

You can't make me,
You won't break me.

spiraling endlessly
into the night we sway
fears meld with daydreams
we blend into dull grey

chaos and order
respite from disorder
I can't run away this time

My mind says I should flee
my heart is stuck at your mercy

You can't make me,
You won't break me.

Spiraling Endlessly
into the night we sway
fears meld with daydreams
we blend into dull grey

chaos and order
respite from disorder
I won't run away this time

my heart beats slow
buried below

Spiraling Endlessly
into the night we sway
fears meld with daydreams
we blend into dull grey

chaos and order
respite from disorder
I can't bear to close your eyes

please stay

Obsessions- VOCALOID LOLA (Vocamerica Contest Entry)

This is my first attempt at something with a Celtic Rock/Metal kind of feel to it using VOCALOID AVANNA, a vocal synth that was designed for use with Celtic material. I hope you all enjoy!

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Lyrics:
They tell me my bonnie love has gone for a soldier to war
I will not just stand and wait while he dies on some foreign shore
I will rise, I will go, I will fight, I-

Lost in the tides I know you won't go
Down to the depths that no man should know
Lost in the tides I know you won't fall
We will return one day standing tall

You and I will fight as one and no man can tear us apart
Still I never thought that you would find someone else in your heart
How could you leave me to be untrue, you-!

Lost in the tides I know you won't go
Down to the depths that no man should no
Lost in the tides I know you won't fall
We will return one day standing tall

They tell me my bonnie love has gone for a soldier to war
I will not believe their lies- you are but a common whore.

Lost In The Tides [AVANNA Original]

Purchase the song on bandcamp: https://raito.bandcamp.com/track/love-love-kiss-kiss

My first track since fully purchasing MAIKA, and my first bouncy pop track! I hope you like it!

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Lyrics:
Love, Love 
Kiss, Kiss,
Kiss me in daylight,
Love in sun

I know that what we have is fleeting
So let's dance- to- the- beat

Love, Love
Kiss, Kiss
Dentro del sol y la luna
I know that we can't last forever
But I don't even care.

I only want to love you.
There's no one else above you.
Can't you see you're making me
So happy?

[Spoken]
Hello? Hm? Ah! Sure!

Love, Love
Kiss, Kiss
Love for the summer and the fall
I know that what we have is fleeting
So let's dance through it all

Love, Love
Kiss, Kiss
En verano y otoño
I know that we can't last forever
But I don't even care

I only want to love you
There's no one else above you
Can't you see you're making me
So happy?

And in the sun and the rain
I love you more with each day
Can't you see you're making me
So happy I could cry?

Love Love Kiss Kiss

A recording of Iago's monologue from Act 2, Scene 3 of Shakespeare's Othello.

Iago's Monologue, Act 2, Scene 3 of Othello

A bouncy little pop ballad for airy, fun Gemini of the Zodiac series. Sometimes, things just don't work out. And that's totally okay.
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Lyrics:
Let me go baby
Baby let me go
Let me go baby
Baby let me go
Hey-ey
Hey-ey

Hey baby, you know that we
Had a good time or two
But baby why can’t you see
It’s time for someone new

You know we had some fun
But now that’s over and done
Now there’s just one thing I need from you

Let me go baby
Baby let me go
Let me go baby
Baby let me go
Hey-ey
Hey-ey

It’s not that it’s me or you
So let’s not play the blame game
Hey baby, you know it’s true
No need to be a shamed

You know we had some fun
But now that’s over and done
Now there’s just one thing I need from you

Let me go baby
Baby let me go
Let me go baby
Baby let me go
Hey-ey
Hey-ey

I don’t know why you act surprised
There’s no more gems inside our eyes
I don’t know why you act surprised
There’s no more gems inside our eyes

Let me go baby
Baby let me go
Let me go baby
Baby let me go
Hey-ey
Hey-ey

Let me go baby
Baby let me go
Let me go baby
Baby let me go
Hey-ey
Hey-ey

Gems In Eyes [Macne Nana ORIGINAL]

That feeling when you just want to dance with someone and then be with them forever and they're just dragging their feet and can't keep up the pace. So frustrating.
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LYRICS:
Darling, come here, hey
No need to fear hey
It's nothing queer to dance together
Don't you feel the spark
Lighting up the dark
Let's go on a lark, dance together

Don't you want to see
(Yes I want to see it)
Feel this energy
(Nothing's gonna bring you down oh)

Come on let's move let's
Get to the groove and
Then I will prove that you belong with
Come on let's go, let's
Start up the show, let's
Get on the floor, see you belong with me.

Sweetheart come on, hey
Don't take too long, hey
I won't move on, let's dance together.
Can't you feel my love
Shining from above
Nothing to think of- dance together

Don't you want to see
(Yes I want to see it)
Feel this energy
(Nothing's gonna bring you down oh)

Come on let's move let's
Get to the groove and
Then I will prove that you belong with
Come on let's go, let's
Start up the show, let's
Get on the floor, see you belong with me.

Don't you want to see
(Yes I want to see it)
Feel this energy
(Nothing's gonna bring you down oh)

Don't you want to see
(Yes I want to see it)
Feel this energy
(Nothing's gonna bring you down oh)

Come on let's move let's
Get to the groove and
Then I will prove that you belong with me.

Aqua Party Ft Macne Nana

When meaning has been lost, what is left? The balanced mind is concerned with the state of things.
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LYRICS:

When words are all we've got,
Why does meaning get lost
On the wind?

Walking past each other
Talking past each other
Missed connections all around

Living in a bubble 
Has me seeing double
I see you stare at the ground

When words are all we've got
Why does meaning get lost
On the wind?

Fighting one another
Hating one another
It's us or them they all say

I must burst my bubble
Save myself from trouble
It won't matter anyway

When words are all we've got
Why does meaning get lost 
On the wind?

On The Wind [AVANNA]

The one with the name closest to the God of War has little compassion to direct for the state of the world. It is as they see it.
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Lyrics:
We connect through
Technology
We live in
A world onscreen
We sing in
The same key
As you try
To break free.
 
Oh it’s so simple
When you look in black and white
Oh it’s so easy
When you think it’s wrong or right
 
We live in a warzone
Our weapons are words
We live in a warzone
Where screams are unheard
We live in a warzone
Where we waste our time
We live in a warzone
Our work is our crime.
 
We connect through
A charger cord
We live in
A minor chord
We sing in
Disharmony
As you try
We aren’t free
 
Oh it’s so simple
When you look in black and white
Oh it’s so easy
When you think it’s wrong or right
 
We live in a warzone
Our weapons are words
We live in a warzone
Where screams are unheard
We live in a warzone
Where we waste our time
We live in a warzone
Living is our crime.
 
I, I have no sympathy
No sense of- of empathy
I’m falling so out of touch
It is all just too much
 
Oh it’s so simple
When you look in black and white
Oh it’s so easy
When you think it’s wrong or right
 
We live in a warzone
Our weapons are words
We live in a warzone
Where screams are unheard
We live in a warzone
Where we waste our time
We live in a warzone
Technology’s crime.

Warzone [BRUNO]

A comparison of my voice pre-T and 3 months on T reciting Iago's monologue from Othello.

Iago Monologue Comparison Pre-T to 3 Months

A comparison of my speaking voice reading one of Iago's monologues from Shakespeare's tragedy Othello, from before I started HRT to 3 months on HRT to 6 months on HRT.

I daresay I could play the part onstage at this juncture, were some auditions to roll about.

Iago's Monologue Comparison: 6 Months

A comparison of my voice from before testosterone therapy to how it sounds now, nine months on it. I'm quite happy with the tone it has now!

Iago's Monologue- Pre-T to 9 Months Comparison

A cover of "Make Them Year You" from Ragtime. Struggling through some sickness so not the best performance in the world but I wanted to record something to commemorate the Pulse Shooting. The LGBT community continues to stand strong despite all attempts to tear us asunder, and I will not hesitate to use my voice in that endeavor.

Make Them Hear You Cover

The last comparison file I will upload for a while, following my vocal journey over my first year on testosterone therapy. By now my voice is feeling pretty settled, so I'll be focusing more on relearning how to use my instrument properly.

Iago's Monolgue Pre-T to 1 Year on T Comparison

Hey everyone. My name's Kain. I was a Musical Theater in college. I have a particular fondness for all things Disney and stage-related, as well as video game and soundtrack music, so expect whatever original material I should upload here to reflect those interests.

I'm a novice at composing, so I'm trying to learn what I can to make my pieces better as I go along. Constructive criticism is always a good thing, as I want to know what I can do to improve.

As for my other interests, I love to read and especially to write. I've completed the first rough drafts of two full-length novels, which are currently undergoing revisions before I try sending them out to editors. I used to do a good bit of video editing, but I've gotten a bit rusty in recent years without my main footage, which got destroyed with the desktop that died right after my first year at college. I play a lot of video games, especially RPGs. I play Yu-Gi-Oh! and Magic, and am an avid participant in tabletop RPGs like Dungeons and Dragons. (I love using campaigns as an excuse to keep my acting skills sharp.) I've dabbled in voice-acting, and have actively considered it as an alternative for me, should stage performance go sour for any reason. My equipment might not be the best, but I make do with what I have on-hand.

KainAlexander

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